12 am Thoughts
Warning: These thoughts are all based off of my opinions and I mean no harm or offense. But, if you are offended then this is not my problem because you have been properly warned and yet you let your curiosity fool you into skipping this bolded section.
Sometimes I get so panicked, anxious, depressed,etc, that when I drink water it feels like I can breathe again. I probably sound like i'm some weirdo who is just dehydrated but yeah. I think it would be interesting if there was something actually scientific behind this. *Maybe i'm part fish even though i'm too scared to swim?* Nah, I'm probably just dehydrated, lol.
I've always wondered if the reason we have someone who looks identical to us *like how everyone has a twin or something* is so we know that we aren't alone. That we'll always have at least one other person with us no matter how far away we are. Oh well, doubt I'll ever meet them.
Whenever I'm forced to bow my head and pray, I secretly rebel and hold my head high with my eyes wide open so I can see who else likes to be different and not follow orders like a sheeple. But then again, whenever this happens and I meet someone's eyes they simply glare at me as if what I'm doing is wrong and that they are in the right for putting me back in "my" place.
*after reading a bunch of mangas with heroes* I'm glad I'll never have to decide whether or not to save the world. I would probably end the world or rid it of myself. I honestly can't be put in charge of such a responsibility. If anything, I would try and help but then be hated. So I'm more suited for a villain role I suppose. Wonder if I would get a happy ending..
I wonder if there will ever be a time where people will have no need for the seven sins. Where everyone will be at peace and no more deaths will have to be added to the infinite list. But alas, there will be no end to death until there is an end to life.
Is life a game controlled by the puppeteer named "God"? Has there been a creator who made us for his own entertainment. A being so cruel that leads us sheep to the slaughterhouse everyday in order for his plan to be carried out? Oh well, I'll never know the answer to this question until I die and it becomes irrelevant.