Time really passes, doesn't it
I still miss you so much. But it has gotten easier to remember you. The pain has dulled and I can think about you. I still cry- every time I cry, I wonder if it's the last time I cry after you and that makes me cry more. I don't want to stop crying and missing you.
Some weeks (or a month) ago I had a dream about you. You were so happy to see me. You guided my face closer with your paws, like you used to do, and you licked my nose. It really felt like you came to greet me and we were both so happy to meet again. After that dream, I have felt more serene and calm. (Though writing about it made me cry again just now)
After that you visited me in another dream again, that time as just a little cameo. You just popped in in a group shot of different things in a silly dream. I'm happy if you're going to be a regular "prop" in my dreams.
I still love and miss you, Ganu. My little angle and devil.