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Gedellie + physical touch
At first glance, Ellie and Claas’s affair may seem rather well-matched. There were indeed feelings between them, intense ones at that. Yet their story was doomed from the very beginning. Unlike Ellie, Claas had a family: a wife and a child, whom he did, in his own way, love. Ellie knew this from the start, she accepted it as a given. And yet, it placed a certain burden upon her shoulders. When she became pregnant she was faced with a choice: to destroy herself, or to destroy someone else’s family.
At the beginning of the series, Ellie appears as a person of ideals, and that alone speaks volumes about her principles. She’s capable of walking along the edge, but never too far beyond it. There was always a measure of self-sacrifice in her. She risked everything to save Gedeon from prison. She had earlier crossed professional boundaries in order to uncover his true motives. But her very first sacrifice was her own child.
And yet, no matter how serious Claas’s intentions may have been, there remained a fundamental difference between them: he was stable — she was not. He had both her and his family, while she had only him and her sick, later died father. They were both, in a sense, formalists. Yet, once confronted with a difficult case, Ellie quickly strayed from the path of a “good police officer”. Claas’s position did not allow him such liberties. Moreover, he felt a certain empathy towards his subordinates. Ellie, on the contrary, tended to see them as functions. Later on, this discrepancy became a source of conflict between them.
One might argue that, had it not been for the Krampus, their relationship could have developed into something more sustainable. The ambition was certainly there, but, as we all know, a mere ambition is rarely enough.
As for Rafael, that relationship was, from the outset, rather functional for Ellie. There were no feelings involved, only her motive to reach Gedeon through his superior. And it worked.
It must be sad that there was always a palpable tension between Raphael and Ellie. She never truly loved him, nevertheless, and this is important, she never ceased to feel a certain guilt for her insincerity. Circumstances eventually placed them on opposite sides of the law. And from that moment on, their paths diverged for good.
But there was one man for whom her feelings (perhaps even against her often will) were always sincere, and dangerously deep. Gedeon-his fluffy coat excellency-Winter. A man who once saved her life at the cost of his own, only to betray her later, suffering perhaps even more from it than she did. And yet, not without a painful effort, he eventually shared his traumatic past with her. No one before her had known what life had done to him. She was the first.
I would argue that her stated motive (to seek justice for Yela) was merely a pretext. What truly drove her was not justice, but the need to understand why Gedeon have betrayed their bond. Why he had lied. She sensed there was something far deeper beneath it.
And if one looks closely enough, it becomes clearly that honesty holds an almost sacred place for Ellie. It was exactly its absence that had slowly undone her life. And when Gedeon finally revealed himself to her not as a man unjustifiably immoral, but as he truly was: someone who had endured sexual violence, and who had never known love, not even from his own mother, Ellie could no longer hold anger against him.
He became her final case: her last, and perhaps her first true, love.
Gedeon Winter appears on the screen:
My Mom: ,,He is so ugly wtf ew."
Me: ,,Yeah."
Me in my head: ,,I would let this man yell at me for hours with his sexy austrain accent."
Hold On | Ellie Stocker x Gedeon Winter | Pagan Peak
This edit has been on my mind for a year now and I finally posted it today (sorry it takes so long). The past year has been insane for me and when I sorted things out a bit, the first thing I wanted to do is finishing this edit.
A comment from Youtube recommend this song, and yes Hold On is a hella perfect song for them.
It was always nice rewatching all of their moments while making this, and exclaimed on how beautiful they were together🥺
Anw I hope you’ll like it, I love and miss you loads
guys i wrote a drabble *throws it and runs away*
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Everyone should watch “pagan peak” I only have one episode left of season one and it’s just so so good.
i love that Ellie canonically fucks and the writers are like ‘hey just in case you forgot, She Fucks, and she’s super cool.’ But Mr Dark and Mysterious over here? Zero bitches. Negative rizz. If a woman casually flirted with Gedeon he’d probably run away.
The more I learn about Gedeon’s backstory the more I feel like. Yeah you know what he SHOULD be allowed to commit felonies!! Get that man some more drugs & let him work with the mob actually. Give him a lighter to set flame to EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THOSE PAINTINGS. Let him do all the dirty deals he wants!! “Oh but he’s a police officer” STAWP✋🛑 He’s allowed. I said so. 😌