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I know a lot of people with ADHD struggle with impulse spending, and idk if this is just me, but it doesn't matter how badly I want something, unless the thing I want and the means to buy it are both visible/with reach at the same time, I will never aquire the thing
I am an enigma to all my friends, not because I actually have any secrets, but because my adhd makes me incapable of finishing a single story.
Sometimes "do it scared" is easier said than done. Like, I am supposed to do this thing, I know I will feel better if I do it, but I just cannot pull myself together.
I'm sitting here, knowing I need to get up and pack my things and leave, but the idea of actually getting there and then figuring out what to do next is paralyzing.
I know I have no reason to be afraid, but I feel like I am going to throw up. And that makes me feel so fucking stupid
Currently chanting "C or nothing" (á la "3rd or nothing" from Puffs) in an attempt to convince myself I can pass Drawing 2.
Today I wrote in my journal:
"It doesn't feel like I'm getting older, just sicker."
I am a teenager.
I am graduating soon, and I am supposed to be writing a graduating speech right now, but instead I wrote a gradation poem, and I was real sad because there is no way they'll let me read it, so I decided to share it here.
The sun's coming out
Oh, the sun's coming out
A warm glow
encompassing the horizon
To pull me from the night to the day
It burns,
How it burns!
Yet it smolders
-To burn slowly
And without flames
The sun's coming out
Oh, the sun's coming out
And here I lie,
Afraid
Hey strangers and scoundrels. I am getting a freaking touchscreen laptop!! I am so excited. The digital art I can make with this!!!
I was just about to text my girlfriend about "the book I'm reading on my phone", but I'm pretty sure she's figured out that's code for fanfiction.
