Another gem from my âreplace all the canon gems with ocsâ au; Petalite!
Petalite was not meant to be made. Pink Diamond was trying to impress White Diamond with her concepts for gems, so she could gain her first colony.Â
Before going before White, Pink Diamond told Blue Diamond all her ideas. Blue... was scared for Pink. All these gem ideas didnât have much use to the empire. She feared Pink getting in more major trouble for these ideas than the tower, the worst case scenarios popping in her head.Â
So, Blue did the unthinkable. She âborrowedâ Pinkâs essence and crafted a more sensible gem that still seemed like something Pink would concept. A gem who would experiment upon organics to try to find a use for them for the empire. Petalite was born of this as the first test gem, and presented to Pink secretly before she could go to White with her ideas.Â
Pink was furious at Blue for this back handed slight, and threw a bit of a tantrum. Both gems were thrown into the tower to calm down and connect. Petalite feared her shattering at the hands of Pink for just being born.... But Pink did not blame Petalite for something out of her hands. Rather, she was furious at Blue for thinking her ideas were so bad and going behind her back. Stealing her first crafted gem type - a very personal and loving experience for a Diamond.Â
Pink was forced to present Petalite before White. White did enjoy Pinkâs more serious idea, saying she feared Pink would only give silly ideas that would not help the empire at large. However. White did not think this gem concept should be mass produced, as Pink was the only one with interest in organics. No no, if anything.... This should be Pinkâs right hand!
Not only did Pink loose her chance at crafting her first gem herself, she lost the chance to choose her own right hand. Pink was furious, bitter, and pulled away from Petalite as a result. It didnât help Pink was privately horrified at Petaliteâs dissection and study of organics that she just wanted to play with. And, found it hard to connect with such an outwardly flat affected gem.
Petalite tried her hardest to please, Pink, but..... Pink just kept pulling further and further away. Especially when she was finally given Earth. Where was she all the time?Â
On that faithful day, Pink instructed Petalite to do something on Homeworld for her. She needed to give a speech on Earth she said.Â
Petalite was not there the moment Pink Diamond was shattered.
Petalite was devastated, so much so she went into her own head and lost her color- something that can happen to a gem only in extreme situations. Petalite desperately buried herself in research in study, turning down Blueâs offer to become her own right hand and resulting in Bitch Crystal being selected for the position instead. She didnât want to fail another Diamond.Â
No, Petalite threw herself at the shard of her Diamond, desperately trying to repair her with all kindergarten techniques known to gem kind. But nothing helped. She grew colder, more distant, and only really showed anger at those who bothered her studies now.Â
When Steven arrives at homeworld as âRoseâ, she demands they shatter him, so she may use his naturally healing shards to try to fix Pink.. But, when heâs thought to be âPinkâ... Sheâs relived. Happy. So glad her diamond is truly okay..... Confused. Hurt. Why didnât she know? How could she not know? Why didnât Pink tell her? She knew Pink didnât like her too much but, to be left behind like that....Â
In era three, when Steven is Steven, sheâs lost and unsure what to do now. All her existence has centered around Pink. And sheâs not really sure who âPetaliteâ is anymore under all the trauma and loss.
