#genderfluid louis

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“Experimenting with the diverse nature of fashion can have guaranteed success in two cases. First, the portfolio is immaculate, no flaws, and second, the person wearing those designs can capture the audience's heart. I want both.”

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Dialogue from upcoming Chapter 3 of Hands of Fate

[itsylouis]

Moodboard: Genderfluid Louis #6

[gaydaryl]

My house is really loud and crazy right now can I have some genderfluid Louis to cheer me up?

hell yea

louis who changes his pronouns day to day, but will always prefer he/him, and will fight Anyone who says he can’t Really be genderfluid

louis who switches between being a girl and being agender, and it’s confusing but he’s fairly used to handling it by now (has a signal to show the rest of the band how he’s feeling on different days when he can’t say outright)

louis who never wanted to change his name, and when people ask about if he’s Uncomfortable with his birth name, he has to hold back a spiel on how not changing your name doesn’t make you any less trans

louis who wears the colours of the flag but in soft pastels instead, because it a) looks cute and b) is a subtle hint that he can dress however he wants and he’s sill genderfluid

[gaydaryl]

okay but genderfluid louis whose friends ask "should we not call you lad when you're female?" and ze is p offended and puts zir hands on zir hips, stating with confidence, "lad is gender nuetral you uncultured swines, so you can always call me that." ((and also harry who has a crush on zir very much agrees))

listen louis being so fucking Annoyed bc lad is Neutral and Honestly how Dare u cross zir ??? and zir superior Knowledge,,, and harry just grins into zir shoulder after

[gaydaryl]

okay but louis discovering genderfluid,,, i juS T started thinking abt that and now im dead(tm) so im here to share with u !!! louis is so s assy right,,i fu cking love it sO think of how much more sassy ze would be whenever ze was feeling like a girl,, like if someone were to say to zir "oh so now you wanna be called louise?" ze woULD GET SO SASSY AND GO ON A WHOLE RANT ABT HOW THAT IS N O T ZIR NAME BC YOU DONT HAVE TO HAVE A NAME THAT CLOSE TO UR BIRTH NAME RIGHT,,,, LIKE!! (cont.)

and ze would have a precious girly name and wear loads of pink things and skirts AND FU CK I NG LOV E !!!! NAIL POLISH omg ,,, ze would have zir friends or sisters help teach zir how to paint zir nails and try to find a right bra like,,, i wou LD LOVE SEEING LOU DISCOVER A GIRLY SIDE PLS ,,?,?

READY FOR DETH!! READY FOR DETH!! READY FRO-

[gaydaryl]

genderfluid!Louis using tey/tem pronouns and getting frustrated when people mix them up with they/them and Verbally Fighting them about it. So one day when ter friend brought tem out to a Social Gathering, Louis sees Harry and when Harry walks up to tem, the first thing he asks is ter pronouns and the conjugations just to be Positive and Louis is all !!! Finally!! (and asks Harry his pronouns so Harry says his and says that people Assume he's male when he's really nb, just comfy with he/his)

AAAAAAAAAAA 

louis being so fucking Pissed because ter pronouns are real and valid and tey deserve for them to be used, it’s not some Right to be Earned

louis and harry stumbling onto the friend’s balcony and talking shit about cis people to the stars because “the stars shall never betray us

louis and harry using each others pronouns and absolutely destroying anyone who doesn’t and gets whiny about it

[louismiserables]

nick introducing genderfluid louis to his friends and family as 'my person' instead of girl/boyfriend

nick: hi everyone, this is louis, the person i’m dating

louis: *exaggerated smile* and you already know nick, my nerdfriend

[louismiserables]

a small drabble about gender feels ft genderfluid louis and supportive nick

Louis is just going about their day, trying to calculate if the tea is cool enough to drink yet, doodling aliens in their notebook, in general minding their own business and trying to pay attention to the lecture going on. And then.

“Someone of the opposite gender–” They don’t listen after that, it’s like the sound is cut off, and Louis’ brain shuts down.

Opposite fucking gender. Opposed to what, exactly? Louis imagines their own gender floating in space, unimaginable to the cisgender mind, and snorts bitterly.

“Did you say something?” Nick whispers from their side, and Louis jolts when they remember that they’re still in a lecture hall.

They shake their head. “Never mind,” they say quietly.

The rest of the lecture Louis is tense on their thighs, always ready to get up and storm out. But they never do, of course, they just chew their pen passive-aggressively, tapping their foot on the floor.

If this had been a boyish day Louis wouldn’t have been as bothered. Those days are the easiest, only a slight discomfort at the assumption that they’re cis, but it’s endurable. But this whole week Louis has felt disgusted by the mere concept of gender, itchy in their skin because every look feels like someone gendering them, making Louis’ body something it’s not.

Louis’ body is just their home. But sometimes it’s difficult to carry because of what it means to other people. Louis bites at their thumbnail and thinks about nail varnish. Maybe if they did that people would at least be confused when they looked at them. Louis would like that.

When they get out, Nick looks worried. “You okay, hun?” His brows are furrowed, and his silky shirt bunching up around the strap of his backpack.

Louis takes a deep breath. “It’s just like, a bad gender day.” They bite down on their teeth.

Nick makes a face. “I’m sorry,” he says. “Is there anything I can do?”

It takes a lot out of Louis not to sigh. “Nah, you’re all right. Just tiring sometimes.”

Nick nods slowly, like he understands, but he doesn’t. Louis appreciates that he tries, and does his best, but… Louis barely understands their gender feels half the time, so how could someone else? It actually is a lot like floating in space; no concept of gravity or oxygen, just endless nothing, things that haven’t been named yet, bright galaxies invisible to the human eye.

But Louis takes Nick’s hand and squeezes it. “You don’t think of me in terms of gender, do you?” They hold their breath, the anxiety still in their blood.

Nick squeezes back. “I think of you as Louis.”

That’s all Louis hopes for, really.