Yes, but, a dude letting you storm into the room and just let the emotion out.
Like, it starts out with that overwhelming, chest-tightening feeling that emotion is consuming you, but ends with him letting you ride his thigh.
Him letting you pull his hair and scratch down his biceps while you come.
Nothing to hurt him, necessarily, no.
Just to let go, to get it all out.
Like him being so okay with you directing him, informing him on what you need.
"Yes, honey."
And, "what else?"
All while he's trying not to cream his fucking pants; the precum spot sending you into overdrive.
Him realizing you've been keeping so much in lately and it's all too much and you're going to implode if you don't just get out of your fucking head for a little bit.
Letting you request oral - and, like, not that shit you did with your last partner where you fucking pretended to come just to make them feel better - no - he's going down on you until that tingling sensation goes away and you actually fucking get off.
And then not wanting you to fuck him unless you really want to.
Which, after you realize this is the only time in the last few weeks that you've stopped overthinking, of course you want another orgasm. And being vulnerable with another person feels damn good right now. Feels like rebirth.
And he's so fucking ready for you. Is so receptive to your needs, listens to your breathing to know what you liked, talks you through it.
When it's done, you feel bliss. Your mind not so clogged. Your chest not so tight. Your breathing not so tense.
We could all use a little of that lately, now couldn't we?
And he'll tell you how good you are and how proud he is and suggest that you eat because your body needs it. He brings you water and cleans you up and suggests you both scream at the stars a little tonight, and it feels a bit like healing.