#gerb confessional

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

i have begun to whisper-shout YU Q. WILSON like a curse word every now & then because my younger sister is a closeted wilsonerd & vtuber fan in general but specifically ! ! towards me because her interests always ! ! loosely follow in mine but i think she's in denial about in,, which is fine but girl there comes a time where i knoe you knoe that i kmoe you are a wilsnerd becaude yij are blasting ! ! that bastard on the tv like girl i knoe i'm partially deaf but also i have knoewn since the land before time ! ! like damn good on you for being devoted,, i check in on ver & mariiring every now & then but after yugo & nina & fuuchan & kyo died & then the partial combustion of niji id i had no more backup oshis,,

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

can we bring back the fisherman x fishie dynamic ? ? i think i've only run into it once & it was through hayakuro fic,, + genderbend ryo ! ! there was also official ywam art of fishie luci & shealtiel in boat ? ? i don't knoe what sheatiel's doing in a boat but i don't think he's qualified to be a fisherman sorry girl,, i was thinking about the trope because i was chilling in a royale high tavern & saw a mermaid ! ! behind the glass w/ at least three guys ? ? two were chilling but the other guy was cleaning miss girl w/ a watering can & sponge,, so then i was like aww cute <33 & then hwait familiar ! ! the little trashmaid ? ? no that's just mermaid association she doesn't have an amibiguous love interest,, if any ! !

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

i've known tomoya around the same time i got reeled into njsnj & i've abandoned both of them ! ! tomoya more so than niji because i stayed for kyo & a bit of fuuchan & then they dropped those personas & i went back to passively keeping in touch with some talents & i don't remember how tomoya became a space rock in my orbit but he stuck ! ! definitely feels like a distant relative in terms of brain space,, ne ways i go to the live tab & tomoya's live for district v ? ! i went to his yt page to see if he was participating in vcraft & then possibly maybe vtrp ii but he wasn't so i'm glad he made it to this one ! ! apparently he got an invite from nana meghinks i was passively listening,, ne ways i went to his pov for gta & he was aussie ? ! & i was like hwhqt thw fuck ? ? was he always aussie ? ? was being american one huge social experiment ? ? but no it was a bit that spurred off of a collab w/ nana,, thanks goodness,, i genuinely went through old videos to see if the aussie slipped out but i dropped that after concluding that tomoya being secretly aussie & keeping an american accent for 4+ straight years sounds stupid,, also i was there when tsunderia was a thing ! ! & his graduation ! ! and then it wasn't a graduation & his thig was like a we need to talk thing and i was like oh shit not you my indie

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

the only yuri trope that will actually genuinely literally so very much so captivate me & shift lock me in a chokehold is sporty girl/country girl,, or like city girl/country girl ? ? but not a socialite city girl ! ! my two examples are appledash & yasammy but appledash is on a higher level,, jwcc yasammy didn't really click with me because they were just hometown twilight & pinkie & they really did seem like friendship is magic to me but i see it in jwct ! ! maybe it's because they've matured there ? ? also i can totally imagine that they could have had the slowest of the slowburns and would only establish their relationship in chaos theory,, like yas wouldn't have confessed in ben didn't wingman them and i do indeed so very much so strongly believe that ! ! also a somehwhat one-sided romance developing into puppy love i could combust over,, actually that's just any romance in general,, but they all have something different to offer ! ! i think,,

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

giys,, confessional ! ! i've known about hermj's patronage to 8th wave krisis willicent. since the land before time ! ! & i'm sure that some part of her knoes i knoe but she keeps tryig to be slick abput it ? ? girl i see you slightly altering the angle of your ipad when i come by ! ! and i still catch a glimpse of that fuxker's face in the altered verison ! ! like i can hear his vodie right now (つд⊂) why are yiunbroadcasting the vastard on the tv ? ? the amount of times i've come upon this guy unintentionally & it was on YOUR PURVIEW.. i think she'a given upnat this point,, i hoprnyou hwar my yapping about your shit as i type this and still hink you're pulling it off when it lanfed smack dab inside my nostrils amd you cjngested myy shit ! ! and i nose blow it all out qnd somehow yeww miss it..

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

people talk about the downfall of royale high but honestly i think i've reached the pinnacle of it ! ! like dude just say that you've grown out of it & move on but i haven't ! ! honestly the possibilities are endless with dress up & my lps relapse is enhancing my experience with rh,, they're making each other for the better ! ! seriously ! ! i get to flesh out aspects of the binkavese & make cute outfits on rh ! ! also artsychanei is my ride or die,, i've used their custom face stuff ever since the first one ! ! honestly the only salvagable stuff out of their earliest are the lips,, all of them ! ! they are timeless <333 and the mermaid update is soooo good for my wellbeing ! ! it took me a bit for the mermaids so i just made merman but here we are with four mermaids i can name off the top of my head ! !

-maia

-gelly

-althea

-candysplosion lady

ok i don't have a name for candysplosion yet,, i was thinking cece but it may be too on the mark,, ne ways i have cultivated my own universr separate from lps ! ! no longer am i uding the binkaverse as a crutch for charavter design ! ! now i'm relying on tails ! !

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

NO BECAUSE THEY'RE GICING SHELLIN & LUIS AND OHHH EGADS MUSCARIA YOU KNOE WHAT'S UP ! ! i remember plotting niji love teaams,, it was like tfc vs gmmtv,, kinda crazy ! ! nctyx & lxm were obvioudly gmm but a good chunk of lxm were in tfc loveteams too,, and specifically only sonny for tfc,,

actually alternate timeline tfsnji canonical loveteams,,

-sonflower

-scarluca

-kyoenna

-chrmdcrw

-i thought yqw & fsh had a thing but apparently clwfsh has more popularity ? ?

-yamidora,, i'm proshuca & ennalira and i couldn't care less about yamidora hut they're pretty unrivalex,,

-GHOST LORD ! ! guys all the baggage ties to tgem,, egads ! !

-dusjmania ! ! wait that's their subunit i knoe they have a ship name and it isn't duskmania i can't tarnish their subunit like that,,

-spomu my wman ! ! the romcom they could've been,, sigh 🥀 i still have yet to ao3 scan them

-miwi's alternate timeine w/ her and boss ! ! it was some amnesia thing i think

-ok guys i will resume the njstrgt list but I HAVE TO TACKLE GHOSTLORD BECAUSE THEY WERE NOT SLIXK WITH IT ! ! it made me soooo sad when they had a collab droght i qas like hwhat happened ? ! their collabs went unprompted PAUSE ! ! obviously cause that's hoe you start collabs but like no one was actively seekung out their interactions unlike voxto & ikeuma but they were still going strkng with it ! ! and i was eating up those clips ! ! they WERE the food drive ! ! especially qhen ike was added tot he mix because they had a sort of love rivalry over ike and we were all like hihihuhu voxike endgame & reimu will end up sweeping enna off her feet & enna will chuchu qnd reimu's like hwhat ? ! i didn't mean to come off likw that butt if you insists ! ! but we WERE ALL BLLLLIND ! ! ike was their beard ! ! their ultra mega gay beard,, like antibeard,, reverse psychilogy beard ? ? ne ways IKE WAS THEIR COVER ! ! and it worked ! ! well it worked for me,, all my hypotheticals stayed hypotheticals because i deem my ghost ships to be fanon and i never really dipped my toes in secret relationships but IIIII SHOULD TTUST MY EYE FOR FHEMISTRY AAAAND INTUTION BECAUSE IT WAS REAL ! ! ALL REAL UP UNTIL THEIR WEIRD COLLAB GAP,, and they never really brought that up but one could assume, like the voxto issue, that shippers ruined their friendship ! ! but that hwaaaasn't the case ! ! and once i found that out i fwlt CLOOOSURE ! ! AND I KNOE IT'S NOT MY BUSINESS BUT MAN IT FEELS GOOD TO KNOE THAT I DIDN'T RUIN THEIR RELATIP SHIP ! ! well i never really expressed my patronage to ghostlord but i jinx thingd sometimes ! ! and they ruined their relatiknshp,, and again ! ! no one sought out their dynamic like fujoes did with voxto so i was like there's no way vox pulled a shipper thibg again,, and then i forgot that vox self jnserters existed so then i cobsidered that as an issue and while that was indeed an issue ! ! it was more so their lovelife,, ermp

-slen & ike OH MY GOD I FOROT THEIT LAST NAMES THE TIMES HAVE CHANGED ! ! THE TIDES THE TUNR TABLES,, ok quick search tatsueve,, evetsuki ? ? ne ways selen & ike had a fun dynamic,, it's fun to actibate tsun selen & assertive ike is always a treat ! !

-toramillion ! ! kotoka & ver also have a similar dynamic

-nina & sensei ! ! their found family rhibg going on with mika & millie & newborn auban who was too late to the party,,

-melarias ! ! mika & mysta were like what ghostlord had except i had my suspicions about melarias and i was wrong about both of them,, ermp,, they're also my romcom

-OVERALL SPOMU MY WMAN HAS ALAYS BEEN DEAR TO ME EVER SINCE

[insufferablecatenthusiast]

it feels like entering untrodden grounds when i get to a post minutes or even seconds after it makes it mark and that's because i aaaaam treading new ground ! ! and it's like should i like it ? ? i mean there's gonna be a first like at SOME point but right after it posts ? ? is that weird,, i feel that it is stalker behavior,, but at the same time it's rude to not like it after processibg the post ! ! edags (つд⊂)