Several people have been kind enough to let me publish their thoughts on fandom, community, and queerness to celebrate Pride in the Library. Today's piece comes from @getawayfox.
First of all I want to say thank you, dear Librarian, for inviting me to participate in such an incredible project. Being part of it means more than I can explain.
Like many others, I have discovered my queerness via reading fic. It was an actual, classic italicized "oh" moment for me and I can still pinpoint the fic that did it (I thought about sharing a link but it’s actually deeply personal for me, so it will keep living in my brain). And I kept reading because it felt like I was discovering more about my true self that had been pushed under the rug for so long. Being from a small town and growing up with a bigoted parent didn’t allow me a lot in this area before.
But what happened next was even more amazing: I made friends with creators of these fics that mean so much, with people that keep the fandom going, and I was able to chat about anything and everything with them – from our love of HP, our daily lives, to our insecurities and deepest secrets. And it is so freeing to have people in your life, no matter how many timezones away, who are there for you, who understand the parts of you that are hard to explain sometimes.
IRL my queerness is often invisible and I sometimes struggle with the classic "am I queer enough" question. It’s thanks to this community that I know I am. It’s thanks to this community I have learned to take up space. It’s thanks to this community I went to my first pride years ago and I have been every year since. It’s this community I can turn to when I feel insecure or joyous. It’s being part of a project like this that makes me feel like I belong.
Thank you, El, for joining me in the Library. What you said about being able to celebrate queerness with a community really resounded with me, and I appreciate that you took the time to celebrate Pride in the Library here with us.
If you want more @getawayfox, be sure to check out her fics and art on AO3! I especially love her work one for keeping. It's the perfect blend of fic and art featuring Harry and Draco being silly and sappy and sarcastic with each other. My favorite chapter is Chapter 12, Home. It's a beautiful domestic scene, and has a special place in my heart.
🏳️🌈 Lots of Love and Happy Pride! 🏳️🌈