Random thoughts.....
So next week i have my final tests in college for the semester and i have a shitload to study and in order to clear my head for all the work i have to do i decided to write it down on my journal.
I ended up liking what i wrote and i wanted to share it with you guys.
¿How much should i carry?
I have two important test´s next monday (Finance and accounting ll) and i need a good grade on both tests to arrive at the exams with good footing.
¿Should i dedicate on helping others now? O should I worry about my own problems?
¿Should I do what others do, what logic dictates to do, or should I go beyond what others consider common sense?
Should i do what others are not willing to do? Am i different than them? Why should I? Can I take it easy?
This weekend is not going to be fun. I am not going to have a good time and im most likely going to suffer. But its all for a good cause.
Yes, I must do it, even when it seems impossible and ilogical. Thats why so many people are confortable doing the bare minimum and didnt finish college.
Most people dont see farther ahead.
¿Do i see farther than others? If i do ¿Is it ok what i see? Do i like what i see?
¿Am i crazy? Or do i just know that world is crazy?
Not sure if i will ever know the answer.
But then again, i dont really want to know the answer.