I looked past that and kept seeing you behind the hair.
Man, aged 43, writing to a woman, divorced, aged 45. Engaged.
Fiancée, I need to put this in paper, as I don't think that I could find all the words while tring to look at you. That would require too much poise. I truely hope the best for you (and your kids). I feel deep in my heart and my stomach, that you are making a big mistake and that you are letting us both down. You have "been building a case" against me for two years, and I Never knew. I didn't stand a chance!!! After we talked all those times and had us back together, you obviously didn't pay much attention us as we talked. If you had, then all those "issues" over these two years would have been addressed and removed as they came up. You did thinks to me, for me, and with me (thats because you said you enjoued seeing me happy, - Love) and when care so much about someone you do things to make them happy. YOUR WORDS! I know how well we worked together and that was one of the best and most pleasant surprises, as I knew then, that when we dd this for our lives it would work. I feel that you would do things to see if you would piss me off, like get those haircuts but I looked past that and kept seeing you behind the hair. I am not poor little [fiance], and I do feel sorry for you. As you are a proud and stuborn lady. Reaching out is OK. You need to know that. But I feel that you never will, if it ever crossed your mind to do so. I don't know what more that a person could look for in a mate, as far as me, I know that I can be STUBORN and pushy, but I like myself for being kind, and understanding, and supportive, giving. I would do anything to see you happy, SO ----- if this make you happy.
GOD BLESS, AND GRANT YOU ALL THE BEST, LOVE AND BYE BYE, [Fiance] [cupid-arrow stricken heart with contact information]
Postscript upon a Post-It: This is not all I wanted to say. I kept drifting too far ahead to pay attention to what I was writing.