pen: hit
tea: brewed
feeling: hollow & h^ngry
yoga: finished round 2 :)
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pen: hit
tea: brewed
feeling: hollow & h^ngry
yoga: finished round 2 :)
pro tip if u smoke enough oui’d your h^ng€r cues go away
bc below the cut
b0nez b0nez b0nez b0nez b0nez
my senses are dulled and hazy. ice coats my veins beneath thick hoodies, slippers, and blankets. water trickles through my ribs as i inch towards foggy, blissful emptiness
slowly but surely, i am becoming a ghost
face reveal idgaf
this what I wore to the goth rave on v-day :3
Day I Of Locking In
Hi hi hi we are so back :3 how is everyone I missed my moots
I was gone for a while cuz I got attacked at one of my jobs and my arm got sprained and in the midst of all the chaos I just kinda shut down 😅
But I’m back at work now and my days have been filled with seeing live music, playing guitar and singing, and I’ve started getting into fermenting things :3 I’ve made a LOT of kimchi and sauerkraut lol
The other thing is that life got ahead of me a bit and so I ended up g4!ning a shit ton,, so I’m back again!
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Stats
!bs: 120.6 :(((
msrmnts: 35 / 27.5 / 32 (bruh)
BF: 19.8% (I do not trust this)
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The Game Plan
Okay. So. I already don’t €@t most c@rbs (breads, rice, pasta, sugary drinks, potatoes, etc) and most of my d!€t is composed of vegetables, tofu, and a lot of coffee. But peanut butter has always been my weakness. If I have it in the house I will sometimes quite literally only eat that. And I feel bad about my !ntake bc of it. So I think I wanna try doing a harm redux approach. Instead of only eating, say, 9 tbsp of low-f@t pb in a day. I can bring it down to 6. And then to 4. Or whatnot.
I also usually do some form of €x€rcise every day—y0ga and walking / hiking are my favs. I gotta be mindful of my limits cuz I’m physically disabled (my doc thinks I have POTS) (also I have a doctor now!!!!). But I wanna try and slowly get back into biking, too. It’s so fun and I miss it. So I’m gonna try to do one of those things every day if I can help it :)
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Currently…
Doing some y0ga and drinking the leftover iced coffee my friend got me yesterday (it has a bit of almond milk in it)
Later today I’m gonna see another friend of mine and I’m hoping to f4$t until then :3
Feeling h^ngry but ion wanna break yet so I’m drinking a litre of cold lemon water
I can feel it spreading through my ribs and I love it… makes me feel more ghostlike 👻🪦
more b¢s cuz i’m actually feeling kinda confident for once
hip b0n€z visible through the yoga pants lets goo (not posed btw)