everything in life has always been about protecting tara. that little girl, no matter what, was sam's very first best friend in life. each action and each choice that has ever been made has been in her name. has it been fair to place such a heavy responsibility on such a young girl? no, in fact, she wished she could have avoided it. avoid the need to be so overbearing: [ only if someone protected them the way kids needed to be. ]
@ghostfame : you’re the single most important thing to me .
" it's you and me forever, okay? that will never change. " it hurt her heart to force the young carpenter to be placed in such a difficult position. the feud was never between tara and her mother, only sam and christina. an ongoing fight since the ripe age of thirteen that now involved the one person who she dedicated her life to keeping safe: [ which has been it's own gnawing guilt. ] this life was not easy for the carpenter girls but together? they will fucking survive. " but i don't want you to not have a relationship with christina out of spite of what's happening with me. i won't ask you to choose between us. "










