#ghostofnixon

[juniperch]

gush time

i am so proud of hannah she is brave as FUCK and has made so much progress on coping with difficulties and anxieties she deserves so much tbh. she is otherworldly. irreplaceable. unparalleled. so so so so so so so much love to her 💕☺️

[juniperch]

odds on all the number ones, and all the letters 💕💩💕

A. Available: ixnayB. Favorite song: either between the bars // elliott smith or from the morning // nick drakeC. Crushing on: lovey ☺️D. Smoke: no thank youE. Drink: if this is referring to alcohol, it depends. if not, praise be to vanilla colaF. Favorite band(s): chr*st um i suppose fleet foxes, don mclean, the beatles, tom paxton, richie havens, donovan, tom rush, csn, bread, and simon & garfunkelG. Grade you hated the most: sophomore year of high schoolH. Hometown: lincolnI. In love with: lovey, of course 💕J. Jealous of: i hate to admit it but lots of things tbhK. Gotten in a fight: mostly just over petty shit early in middle schoolL. Longest friendship: oh man, probably going on 10-11 yearsM. Have any tattoos/plan on getting any: i plan to get multipleN. Number of Siblings: 3O. One wish: to be able to win this inner warP. Person you last called: lovey 🌻🌲🌿Q. Question you’re always asked: “how are you and your brothers related? you’re so different”R. Reason to smile: elephants painting pictures with their trunks oh m y  s t a  r sS. Song you last heard: simple as this // jake buggT. Time you woke up: around 8:15 amU. Underwear colour: blackV. Very best friend(s): i love you more than anythingW. Worst habit: blaming myself for precisely everything, regardless of realityX. Number of x-rays: 2 or 3 maybeY. Last time you cried: yesterday, i thinkZ. Zodiac sign: taurus

Ask Me!1: What is your name and does it mean anything? melissa, a greek word meaning “honey bee”3: What position do you normally sleep in? fetal5: Who was your favorite teacher in high school and why? my german teacher. she’s always been supportive and helpful7: Did you participate in any sports while in school? hell no9: Have you ever given blood? not yet11: Do you like your siblings? Why or why not? i love them, certainly. but the matter of liking is not concrete. sometimes we get along, but it seems things end with feelings of insufficiency more often than not13: Name one movie that made you cry. dead poets society15: Things about someone that you find attractive? able to think for themselves, treats others with kindness, keeps an open mind, in-tune with much of what goes on, and so on

17: Have you ever broken a bone? If so, how? yes, my left arm twice. once when i fell off a porch rocker, another after i fell from monkey bars on the 4th day at my new school

19: Where did you grow up? in a lovely neighborhood with lovely people21: Do you think you’d make a good parent? i’m not sure. at this point in time, i don’t really want to be. i feel like i couldn’t handle it23: When is your birthday? the 24th of april25: Do you wear glasses? If so, how long have you been wearing glasses? yes, since i was 227: Name 5 facts about your appearance:

i’ve long, reddish hair

i prefer earthy colors, as well as stripes

i’m of average height

i’ve a sort of sunspot on my nose that looks mildly like the hawaiian islands

pale as heck (but that’s okay)

29: What is a strange talent that you have? i can name 40/43 us american presidents (on average) at any given time31: Why did one of your friendships end? because she seems to think i’m making up having terrible anxiety and that i’m of no real use to her unless i’m in an exceptional mental state33: What is your song of the week? empty by ray lamontagne35: Have you ever been admitted to a hospital? Why? yeah, for suicide watch and two fractures37: What is word that you always seem to spell wrong? receive39: What is your favorite kind of pizza? cheese41: When was the last time you got really really happy and why? honestly whenever i get to see lovey or my dear friends. they are brilliant43: How do you start a conversation? “how are you feeling?”45: Do you come from a family “of money?” no47: What is your favorite series of books? logans series by mildred taylor49: Where do you go when you’re sad? my room50: 5 random facts about yourself:

my favorite colors are grey, olive, and navy

i want to live in a forest on a mountain surrounded by lil planties and blooms and love

i adore geography and maps

my favorite chocolates are milkinis

i have never eaten a full strawberry

Get Curious!1: Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? closed3: Have you ever stolen a street sign before? can’t say that i have5: Do you ever count your steps when you walk? on occasion7: What do you drink with dinner? usually water, sometimes milk9: Which movie could you watch over and over and still love? willy wonka & the chocolate factory (read: the original)11: Were you ever a boy/girl scout? yes, a long while ago13: Are you loyal? i like to think so15: Favorite kind of sandwich? cheese17: What is your usual bedtime? it ranges from 12-1:30 am19: How many languages can you speak? full english, some german21: Are you afraid of heights? nope23: Do you think musicals are cheesy? yes, but in a good way25: Favorite type of fruit pie? don’t really have one. pie’s not my thing27: Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? president of the u.s. america or an artist29: Who would you like to see in concert? fleet foxes, don mclean, the who, jake bugg, tom paxton, al stewart, donovan, tom rush, csn, david gates, paul simon, sufjan stevens31: Tea or coffee? eh coffee i suppose33: Do you want kids? thinking about it at this time in terms of the future, hell no35: What are you doing tomorrow? going to school37: What was the last concert you saw? ringo starr & his all-starr band omg39: What do you like least about yourself? my frequent feelings of insufficiency and lack of energy41: Who do you trust with your secrets? only my dearest of friends43: What was the last text you sent? "would you maybe want to talk later?"45: How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend? in middle school, i believe. what a time47: Ever had a detention? no, actually49: Ever cried at school? in a bathroom sure50: Who is the most intelligent person you know? man there’re just so many

thank you so so so much you are darling xoxoxo