Jane is absolutely head-over-heels for Kaidan! It kills her that they’re at this place where they just keep pushing each other away. Any moment that has a chance of romance, or just re-igniting the flame, makes her question reality on if what’s happening is either just her mind messing with her, or if it’s real.. simply because they’re so on/off. But she loves and misses him, she does. Though she can’t help but put up a wall and be a bitch back if he’s being a jerk too. lol. It’s hard for her to open up to someone who also has a wall up, even if she so desperately wants him back.