#ghostvonessence

[deathfoundme-alive]

i never really understood those descriptions in books of boys with perfect ruffled hair and electric eyes but i took one look at you and, well, your eyes are thunderstorms, darling, and i’m always waiting, breath baited, for them to break;  you smelled like smoke and lightning, thick and acrid with that sharp undercurrent of energy-- 

i used to hate the smell of cigarettes, but now i inhale deeply. 

Thunderstorm Boys // A.V.E

[deathfoundme-alive]

i don’t know, there’s just something about you that makes me feel spinning, dancing, singing with gusto, and when you’re not around the world feels sepia, flat soda, unlit cigarette, and you’re the only one with a goddamn lighter.

- I’m Whole Without You But It’s So Much Better When You’re Here // A.V.E. 

[deathfoundme-alive]

your butt is pretty i like your butt a whole lot it is so pretty 

- a haiku i wrote when i was inebriated 

[deathfoundme-alive]

I am toxic; you’re my cure.

-- 6 Word Story

[deathfoundme-alive]

4/12/15

my sister used to eat flowers when she was in elementary school i laughed at her and made faces but i tried it one day all the same

sometimes when i see dandelions i still remember the taste and the yellow stain.

i try on other people’s happiness like new clothes, and why not? dresses make other people happy, maybe me; long hair makes some people happy, maybe me;  being a man makes certain people happy, maybe me; 

i’ll eat all these different flowers until i find one that stains my insides the right color and i mean i hope it’ll taste good but honestly it doesn’t matter.  

My Sister Used to Eat Flowers -  also known as  -  Dandelions //  A.V.E.