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@giantbuilt sent : ❛ what’s that supposed to mean ? ❜
𝚝𝚑𝚊𝚝’𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚕𝚕𝚒𝚘𝚗 𝚍𝚘𝚕𝚕𝚊𝚛 𝚚𝚞𝚎𝚜𝚝𝚒𝚘𝚗 , 𝚒𝚜𝚗’𝚝 𝚒𝚝? macmillan utility was booming with joe profiteering off of gordon’s 𝖻𝗋𝗂𝗅𝗅𝗂𝖺𝗇𝖼𝖾 , donna was the sole head of mutiny , and cameron was in tokyo with her husband. at least she was 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 to be. but she isn’t. no , instead she stands on gordon’s doorstep all alone with only a single checked bag at her side. ( 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍’𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇? ) the entire flight from tokyo back to san francisco she thought about this decision. she asked herself what it was supposed to mean to possess the knowledge that she would 𝗐𝗂𝗅𝗅𝖿𝗎𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗋𝗎𝗂𝗇 her marriage for gordon clark. she mulled it over more times than she could count , really. after absentmindedly walking off the plane and through baggage claim , she took a cab to his house.
her heart pounded against her ribcage like a rat in a cage. it begged , no , it 𝖽𝖾𝗆𝖺𝗇𝖽𝖾𝖽 to be heard. and she heard it , heard it clearer than anything she could ever recall. her train of thought recoiled as the cab parked in front of his place. ( 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍’𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇? ) then , before she could realize , she stood on the porch. the lone suitcase , reddened cheeks from a nipping breeze , and 𝗁𝖾𝗋 𝗁𝖾𝖺𝗋𝗍 on her sleeve to keep company. the door opens , there’s a look of both pleasant surprise and utter confusion. she doesn’t give him a chance to speak.
❛ i couldn’t do it––– i couldn’t do it , gordon. i tried. god , i really , 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚕𝚢 tried. i thought if i just got away from here , if i put donna 𝚑𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚎 in the forefront that i could sever my ties here and i could be happy in tokyo with tom. but i was 𝚠𝚛𝚘𝚗𝚐 , ❜ lip quivers and lash lines well with tears at her 𝗉𝗈𝗈𝗋𝗅𝗒 𝖾𝗑𝖾𝖼𝗎𝗍𝖾𝖽 confession.
but then there’s that question again , only this time it’s his voice she hears , not her own conscience. ( 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍’𝗌 𝗍𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗌𝗎𝗉𝗉𝗈𝗌𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗆𝖾𝖺𝗇? ) the fear of telling him fades away. he’s heard her out , he appeared happy to see her , even if it was a 𝗌𝗁𝗈𝖼𝗄. without hesitation and without giving it much thought at all , she cups his face and pulls him into a kiss.
❛ it means i 𝚕𝚎𝚏𝚝 𝚝𝚘𝚖 , it means i’m here and i’m not going to live in a city or a continent without someone i love! it means––– 𝚒 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 , gordon. ❜
hey , tumblr user @giantbuilt : why are u so obsessed with me?