hi ppl in my computer i have nowhere else to say this so little rant/recent lore update:
i broke up with the guy iv been seeing since dec and cant decide if i regret it or not, like i also literally dont even know why i exactly did it but here r the likely possibilities:
my attachment style is very avoidant and his was not and it lowk burnt me out
this was my first time actually DATING a man (not just a hu) and idek if i was into it,,, highkey questioning whether im bi or just les :P
possibly a hypomanic episode??? i have bp 2 so im aware that i do impulsive emotional shit sometimes if im in an ep
also i obviously maybe just wasnt that into him?? who knows atp but yea either been chill and happy with my decision or super anxious that i fucked up sooooo
