Gimme characters who just keep giving more and more of themselves just begging to be loved, for an ounce of attention, for a single sign that someone knows they exist, for the knowledge that someone anyone cares about their existence!!!!!!
Gimme a character willing to give up their wants, needs, deepest desires, any and all signs of who they used to be, fucking EVERYTHING just for a pat on the head, just for a "good job", just for a smile, a wave, a "hi", a "hello", just some kind of sign that their sacrifice isn't for nothing!!!
Gimme a character who is asked to give up everything and so so proudly just to get nothing. So they hunt and work for absolutely anything that they think will give them the attention they failed to get the first time!!!
Gimme a character STARVING for attention, STARVING for love!!!!
Gimme a character who sees absolutely anything from of attention not directed at them as a failure, as a sign that they are hated, that they aren't loved, that they aren't worth loving!!!
I know these bitches exist, I need a list of them!
I need to project!