shouma with a crush who's already in a relationship
pairing: shouma ginzaki x gn!reader
tags: unnamed boyfriend for reader, unrequited feelings/love, insecure/selfdepricating!shouma
shouma knew that a pathetic guy like him could never end up with someone as great as you! even if you didn't have a boyfriend already, you likely would've never fallen in love with him anyways…
you were too good to be true anyways! someone as kind and good as you, wasting your time with a loser like him? shouma thought you were too kind for that!
however, despite knowing his place very well, he still couldn't help but fantasize about what it would be like to date you from time to time…
he wondered if perhaps you were the one person who could actually stand being with him! you managed to be his friend, so perhaps you could endure dating him as well…?
though shouma was always reminded that this was just a dream, whenever your boyfriend showed up! compared to a guy like that, he was an even greater loser…
shouma always brushed you off the second your boyfriend came along, not wanting to get into any trouble with him! he was kind enough to even allow you to be shouma's friend, so shouma was grateful for that!
however, it felt like whenever you weren't around, shouma was just waiting for you to have time for him again. he waited patiently, watching you be with your boyfriend, while wishing you'd have time for him again soon, to make his sad life even a little better through your sheer presence…
