....its so awful to read back on the online diary I have on my computer how goddamn attached and basically trauma-bonded with my one of my ex-friend of 2024-25...Damn. Im sorry its not what I usually post,but its just depressing to see how I always switched between "oh,I hate this person because they did this and that to me and I dont want to be their friend anymore" and "oh,they are a good friend,its my fault for this and that and exaggerating" or worse "I have to stay friends with them before they do something." and how I described having panic and anxiety attacks.. . . . ....I know and im sorry its not what I post but im so lucky to be out of that situation,I guess be careful out there,always be weary of people that immidiatly give you red flags and dont fret to impose your bounderies and preferences or even leave. Have an amazing night/day