I woke myself up crying
Composite Lion and Bull
1500-1000 BCE, Iran, bronze, 11.4 x 9.7 x 14.8 cm, Cleveland Museum of Art.
"Combining the strength of the lion and the fertility of the bull, this creature must have served as an object of worship in a temple or shrine."
source: archive.org
the dream was about a theoretical shooting, people I didn't know were killed at my old university
this has never happened to me before, the closest was after my mom almost (actually) died of sepsis in the hospital. I dreamed she did die, when I woke up I couldn't breathe. but I didn't cry
I've injected myself with estrogen for six sundays now. I dreamed of something that didn't happen. but it rhymed with a constant fear in college. is this being more in touch with my emotions?
a sign of things to come I imagine. my nipples hurt, when people slight me, I can't brush it off, now I wake up crying. (But I already feel so much better in my body. :)












