Aug 16, 2021
Ended up in ER again for extreme severe abdominal pain. They don't know whats wrong. My blood is also still off. Updates will be slowed on blogs I have been actuve on until things get better.
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Ended up in ER again for extreme severe abdominal pain. They don't know whats wrong. My blood is also still off. Updates will be slowed on blogs I have been actuve on until things get better.
How have you been lately?
Gosh, since I've last answered this question on here?... A semi-rollercoaster to be honest. But overall, its still gradually getting better. Some days have lower moods than others. But this last year has been a big upswing on fixing my mental and physical health despite it all. Gonna use this ask to kinda give an update, hope ya don't mind!
Basic rundown, I got diagnosed with Bipolar Type 2, then had my chest reduction, got custom orthotics for my bad foot, then last week got diagnosed with ADHD- Hyperactive.
As you can see.. it's been a lot. But, to be honest, its all a relief. Finally having answers, and solutions, after 25 years of suffering. Just started ADHD meds last week and.. everything is so clear?? We're still adjusting and increasing slowly, but... I'm starting to feel functional for the first time in my life, and its.. amazing.
Im starting to be able to walk/stand without agonizing pain. I got to see my first concert and stood up the entire show. My chest is smaller, not including the back and posture relief, my gender dysphoria has gotten a bit better. I can try to track and plan around my mood drops and my hypermanic states. I can finally do "simple tasks" that would make my brain error out. Like.. Im taking care of myself, and its not feeling as such an impossible task.
Yet some things have been left behind in the process. Like.. my art. My social medias. I am coming back, but I can't promise its going to be very soon. But I've been prepping something to come back strong. And with it, make a schedule for ALL my comics, including streams, updates, and etc. I understand these last few years I've been coming back in short bursts, and then dropping off the face of the earth again, I know. But.. after finally having answers to why, I feel less guilty and awful about it. And Im thankful that 99% of you have been patient, understanding, and kind to me despite it. Thank you. 💙
plan to get an update out tomorrow, also, side note, dyed part of my hair, comic will reflect that in bext update owo