You will always be my beautiful distraction;
One part sweetness, two parts passion
Everyday you make me feel brand new
You asked for my heart, not perfection
The first one to lead me in the right direction
This crazy world won't change the same old me
Who loves the same old you.
🥝 Ed Sheeran -- Friends
Friends should sleep in other beds.
And friends shouldn't kiss me like you do.
And I know that there's a limit to everything.
But my friends won't love me like you.
🥝 Faouzia -- Bad Dreams
I'm tired but I can't sleep,
'Cause they're waiting for me.
These bad dreams are more than true
And they'll get you.
🥝 Adore Delano -- I Can’t Love You
Some people search all their lives for what we've got
A fairy tale in motion,
With hearts deep as the ocean,
But I can't love you.
🥝 James Bay -- Peer Pressure (ft. Julia Michaels)
So I give you my everything and you keep on teasing
With that look in your eyes 'cause you know I believe it
I don't usually give in to peer pressure
Oh, but I'll give in to yours
🥝 Allie X -- Downtown
Love is a condition of the head
Wanna push a button and reset
But you're still up in my skirt
I thought if you had a piece of me
I could keep the other 2 or 3
But now that's not how it works
🥝 Witt Lowry -- Into Your Arms (ft. Ava Max)
Feels like I'm always waitin'
I need you to come get me
Out of my head,
And into your arms tonight, tonight.
🥝 P!nk -- My Attic
I will give you all of my secrets
If you promise you can brave my attic
And I swear, not tryna be vindictive
I'm just terrified that you might see me different
You'll change your mind, tell me that I'm crazy
Tell me that I'm okay, tell me that you'll stay
🥝 Adam Lambert -- Nirvana
Safe on a higher plane
In Nirvana state
Where the dreamers lay
I’ll lay you down, lay you down
🥝 Troye Sivan -- TALK ME DOWN
But I wanna sleep next to you
And I wanna come home to you
I wanna hold hands with you
I wanna be close to you
🥝 One Direction -- If I Could Fly
For your eyes only, I'll show you my heart
For when you're lonely and forget who you are
I'm missing half of me when we're apart
Now you know me, for your eyes only
🥝 Tiësto -- Carry You Home (ft. StarGate & Aloe Blacc)
Let me carry you home
When you're tired and you're weary
And you have no strength to go on
Let me carry you home
🥝 Shakira -- Underneath Your Clothes
'Cause of you, I forgot the smart ways to lie
Because of you, I'm running out of reasons to cry
When the friends are gone, when the party's over
We will still belong to each other
🥝 Marianas Trench -- Porcelain
Oh, and your heart releases
You won't fall to pieces
And your breath comes crashing in
Like perfect porcelain
The slow and simple melody
Of tears you cannot keep from me
It's alright if you don't know what you need
🥝 Måns Zelmerlöw -- Hearts Collide
Tell me you need me
Tell me you're falling
And I'll make it easy
Stay here rolling under your sheets
Finding things to do with the time
Just wanna stay here, listening to your heart speak
Telling me how to love you right
🥝 Night Riots -- All For You
You are quiet
In a world so full of noise
I'll be the shoulder you cry on
I will always hear your voice
🥝 Marianas Trench -- Good To You
And now I do want you to know
I'll hold you up above everyone
And I do want you to know
I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you
🥝 dodie -- Would You Be So Kind
Oh, where are your manners?
You need some time?
Let's swap chests today
That might help you decide
🥝 Joshua Radin & Schuyler Fisk -- Paperweight
Happy to lay here
Just happy to be here
I'm happy to know you
Play me a song
Your newest one
Please leave your taste on my tongue
🥝 Ilse DeLange -- Beautiful Distraction
You found me
Singing songs about the rain
I found you; I couldn't find words to explain
How you were the day, I was the dark of night
How the world spun around us like a satellite
How you met me in the middle and I held on tight
how terrible is it to love something
that death can touch?
a simon muhn playlist; side b
to all my friends
you'll find your way
some summer night i hope i see you again
001 lauren muhn; ALL MY FRIENDS by DERMOT KENNEDY; she always served as his guiding light, full of wisdom and advice from her own observations and past mistakes. he was closer to her than his own parents. while, for him, death doesn’t really mean the end, it certainly seemed to in this case. he hopes she’s moved onto a better place, but at night he looks around with the hope of seeing her face.
i don't feel like wasting your time
i don't want to hurt anybody
i don't feel like letting you go
but your better off alone
002 rowan ahn; BETTER by DECLAN J DONOVAN; she deserves so much more than he could ever give her and all he can think about is how he should be doing so much more for her. although he tries to keep her out of it, he knows he’s certainly put her in danger, that her mother wouldn’t be happy if she was still around. but when it comes to family, they really only have each other, and he’d do anything to keep her safe.
let's raise a glass to a better one
and all the things that we've overcome
are bring home to us 'cause
me and you we can hold this out
003 song han jae; JUST YOU AND I by TOM WALKER; the man that saved him, the man that he saved, the one person who’s understood him better than anyone before. he doesn’t know what he’d ever do without him, nor does he want to even think of a world where he would. he’s content as long as his best friend is at his side. they may not be able to conquer everything together, but at least they’ll go down fighting hand-in-hand.
she said i'm looking like a bad man
she said my spirit doesn't move like it did before
she said that i don't look like me no more no more
i said i'm just tired
004 song seong mi; CRINGE (STRIPPED) by MATT MAESON; he can’t understand what she sees in him, how they wound up together, or where they’re supposed to go from here. he doesn’t want to give up his ambitions. he doesn’t want to lose his relationship with her. it’s been a while since he fell for someone like this, but never has he fallen so far before. he’s different in her eyes now and all he wishes is to go back in time to how they used to be.
don't even try, to comfort me
keep your sad stories and just let me be.
save your goodbyes, don't watch me bleed
by the time the sun rises, i'll be roaming free
005 members of the league; MORNING BREEZE by JUKE ROSS; when he felt the need to blame someone, directing his anger at the faces of the city rather than masked muggers was easier. he doesn’t want their sympathy, doesn’t care about their help. he won’t listen to their apologies, but he knows they’re not as great as they seem.
for what i have done and what i have failed to do;
i am sorry.
a simon mun playlist; side a
i don't know where to begin
i don't know to where to call home
seems I've been travelling with eyes wide shut, curtains closed
i suppose I'll just follow my nose
001; SLEEPWALKING, PT. II by ALVAREZ KINGS; if home is where the heart is then he wonders why it’s a sister rather than the two people who brought him into the world? when he thinks of home, he thinks of her smile, not of the two distant people that were too busy for his own childhood. he’s only ever seen how to keep himself closed off and how to keep his nose down.
sheets are swaying from an old clothesline
like a row of captured ghosts over old dead grass
was never much but we made the most
welcome home
002; WELCOME HOME, SON by RADICAL FACE; home has never really been home with dead grass and absent parents. each time he returns for a visit he’s reminded what it feels like to live with strangers. while he may have made the best of it for eighteen years, when it’s finally time to leave, he doesn’t take a moment to look back.
and if the sun's upset and the sky goes cold
then if the clouds get heavy and start to fall
i really need somebody to call my own
i wanna be somebody to someone
003; SOMEONE TO YOU by BANNERS; he’s never had someone to call his own before and the idea feels strange and foreign. he’s been on his own for so long, thinking that he’s always enjoyed it, that he never realized how nice it is to have someone at his side. as soon as he got the smallest dose, he decided he didn’t want to live any other way. he may have a tendency to not let anyone in, to push people away, but he really just wants to have someone to himself.
there is a swelling storm
and i'm caught up in the middle of it all
and it takes control
of the person that I thought I was
004; WAVES by DEAN LEWIS; he thought he knew exactly who he was, but under trials and tribulations, he’s no longer sure. a storm is growing in his chest and threatens to take control of who he was. never has he felt so angry, so outraged over something before. there has to be somewhere he can turn to, and while he’s not proud of it, he doesn’t like his other options any better
you are the concept that followed the wrong steps
and you didn't learn, no you didn't learn
well fear is taking over every inch of my address
when will i confess?
005; WOODEN EYES by OKETO; the wrong path has been taken and he hasn’t learned from the past. the villains never get their happy ending, at least not for very long. even if he wanted to leave, he’s too far in to back up now, and he doesn’t think he even wants to. it should matter that the people that are important to him would be upset over it, but he continues gambling down further regardless. only this time, he can’t help but look back at who he is leaving behind.
i gambled my soul without knowing the stakes
and now I'm filling a hole with falsehood and shame
and now my guilty skin will turn to stone
lord, i'm a man of sin, now that I know
006; HOLD IT DOWN by NOAH KAHAN; it seems that all he’s been taught to do is to lie to both himself and others. he knows he’s the villain, and shameful that his lies have been exposed. there’s more than just blood on his hands. guilt will never truly be scrubbed from his skin as he continues to convince himself that it was all necessary. but he’s not even sure if he believes it himself.
nothing – to put simply, he’s nothing without the grace of his sister’s adoration
모든 진심을 여기 담아서 불러도
니가 듣지 않는다면 가사를 띄울 필요도
나의 목소릴 여기 담아서 불러도
니가 듣지 않는다면 굳이 목을 쓸 필요도
I’m nothing without you
I’m nothing without you
너 없인 아무 의미도 빈말뿐일지도
니가 가버리고 나면 그냥 다 꿈일지도
Cause I’m nothing without you
wifey – if he could ever be so lucky to take her last name
tell me what you want
난 다 줄 수 있어
tell me what you want
니가 원하는 건
you’re my real one
난 다 줄 수 있어
tell me what you want
니가 원하는 건
can’t you be my wifey
can’t you be my wifey
eyes nose lips – there were features that haunted his dreams, thanks Julian
Please fade fade, fade, fade to black
But the nightmares come back
Because your eyes, nose, lips
Every look and every breath, every kiss
Still got me dying
항상 (HANGSANG) – bg music for when they find francis and the fuckers that hurt them
항상 With my dawg, right
항상 With my thug, right
항상 With my dawg, right
Smash on the street Smash on the street
When I’m cruisin’ down damn airport
내 친구들과 비행기 타고
Everyday i’m so turnt up with my boys
Everyday i’m so turnt up with my dawg
나쁜 기집애 (THE BADDEST FEMALE) – a song fit for the mushroom queen
This is for all my bad girls around the world
Not bad meaning bad but bad meaning good you know
gucci – even her heart was made of gucci
I feel like Gucci, baby
I'm a bad motherfucker in the room, yeah
piss on me – because syndicate hierarchies are bullshit
Hey, why you tryna piss on me?
I don't know what you want yeah
Why you tryna piss on me?
And fuck your opinion
If your tryna piss on me
somebody else – because there would always be somebody else
Cause these haters turned me to somebody else
Their behaviors turned me to somebody else
No. It wasn't me
manitto – because you can’t be a flip-flopper; a hero or a villian
From Sherman Oaks, I'm a hero
Hero named Villain
People never get that villains have another feelings
They always tryna tend to focus hocus pocus on the heroes not the villains
shut up and groove – because can Rowan even dance? not as good as him
Shut up and groove
Shut up and groove
Shut up and groove
Just keep groovin’
don’t hate me – dedicated the only man he’d ever truly love
Everybody hates me, but you love me and I love you OH WO-OAH
난 너만 손뼉치면 돼, baby
온 세상이 안티, 그런 내가 웃는 이유
오오오 (워오오) 난 너만 내 편이면, 내 팬이면 돼Hate me, hate me, hate me
Hate me, hey hey hey hey
Hate me (don't hate me)
Hate me (don't hate me)
Hate me (don't hate me)
Please love me
너만 내 팬이면 돼!
everybody get on your feet
we know you can dance to the beat
jumpin' and get down
round and round and round
001 harriet haggis; WE GOT THE BEAT by THE GO-GO’S; they were together as kids, quite the inseparable pair and spent their days under the warmth of the sun. even though distance became an issue, their hearts still beat to the same drum years down the road.
moving forward using all my breath
making love to you was never second best
i saw the world crashing all around your face
never really knowing it was always mesh and lace
002 lisbeth dayal; I MELT WITH YOU by MODERN ENGLISH; first came playful teasing, hidden smirks and sprawling fingers. they were in love long before either realized it. they’d go to the ends of the earth and back again for one another. as long as they’re together, the world can’t be that bad of a place.
but i see your true colors
shining through
i see your true colors
and that's why I love you
003 laela chen; TRUE COLORS by CINDI LAUPER; it was only natural that they became a good pair, always seeing that hidden side in one another. when she left, the world seemed to break. what now, she wondered, would they do without her? and what now, that she seems to have returned, do they make of that old rainbow?
no one can tell us we're wrong
searching our hearts for so long
both of us knowing
love is a battlefield
004 lucien latierre; LOVE IS A BATTLEFIELD by PAT BENATAR; she thought she could rely on him, that we were all stronger together. yet they both knew a battlefield was ahead of them with two different paths to fight forward. he left to carve a trail of his own, and rather than fighting together, they’re at opposite ends. she knows his methods are wrong, but she’s all too familiar with his reasoning, and can’t quite bring herself to believe that he’s capable of doing such things.
you'll never say hello to you
until you get it on the red line overload
you'll never know what you can do
until you get it up as high as you can go
005 judas la torre; DANGER ZONE by KENNY LOGGINS; a life of spirit, adventure, and dangerous zones. tied together by work, stuck together from friendship. she always kept her shoulder out, someone for him to rely on and, in turn, she could confide in. together they find themselves unstoppable.
never gonna make you cry
never gonna say goodbye
never gonna tell a lie and hurt you
never gonna give you up
006 moon hoseok; NEVER GONNA GIVE YOU UP by RICK ASTLEY; she knows he’s been through too much at such a young age. she knows it’s not fair, and all she wants to do is keep him safe and make him happy. life hasn’t been fair, and the road to recovery isn’t easy. the least she can do, she knows, is to simply be there for him, to let him know that he’ll always have at least one person at his side.
as if they thought of rain
i hate to look into those eyes
and see an ounce of pain
007 charlie dayal; SWEET CHILD O’ MINE by GUNS N’ ROSES; she’ll give up anything to keep them safe. their happiness, their health is her priority. she knows they’re a good kid, but that doesn’t prevent her from worrying about them at all. she wishes she could just keep them in her arms, keep them safe. as much as she hates it, she knows she has to let them grow up and make decisions of their own.
some boys take a beautiful girl
and hide her away from the rest of the world
i want to be the one to walk in the sun
oh girls, they wanna have fun
008 annmarie dayal; GIRLS JUST WANT TO HAVE FUN by CYNDI LAUPER; she can always count on a smile from her little girl’s face. between the tears and the screaming, there’s dancing and laughter. the world will be hard on her little girl, but she doesn’t want her to lose that spirit of excitement and sense of adventure.