Honestly not even in a horny mood (my period has low key killed some of my horny, I am now just tired). I just want to be cuddled and held and called a handsome man in a very queer way by another butch or a femme. I want someone to make sure I have enough money and food to eat 3 meals a day. Like I want to be touched and held and be taken care of. And not even in a kinky way but in a: "i am a pack animal (human debatable) in desperate need of constant affection and community because it sustains my weary soul against the battering of the totalitarian regime"












