May 26, 2020
God I hate when I’m listening to music and start feeling that strong urge to make music and actually learn more complex stuff on my instruments like an actual dedicated musician and then going to do it and the energy just draininggg out in the first five minutes. Like for god’s sake, if you’re going to give me this urge at least give me the energy and focus to follow through on it 🤦♂️😑
#goddamn hell#Im always having the urge to write songs or learn to actually play proper fiddle or play real guitar solos and then I go to do it and#just gahhhhhhggggg#🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️🤦♂️#I just wanna be able to do it! actually be dedicated! actually feel joy and enjoy playing! god fucking damn! lmaooo#I get that music takes time but Im just so damn impatient and I get bored so easily it makes it such a pain#I just want to sit down and practice regularly like everyone else is that too much to ask#****practice without getting distracted 10-15 mins through#I dont know how to focus someone help me 😂
