Today’s Thoughts:
Marriage and Work
On Marriage I am tired. Truly exhausted. My husband is a good man, and a loving father — but when it comes to being a provider, I’ve always felt the weight of carrying the financial load alone. Since the beginning, he has never supported me financially, and that challenge has been constant.
He is present as a father, but not as a supportive husband. People often tell me, “You have to understand, since you’re the one who understands most.” But until when? How long do I keep stretching my patience, my strength, my love?
I want to fix things, but I’m too tired. I don’t even know if love is still there, or if what remains is pity. It hurts to admit that, but it’s the truth echoing in my heart.
On Work Then there’s my job. I don’t know if I’m still happy where I am. It feels draining — mentally, emotionally. I’m so preoccupied, juggling responsibilities, yet questioning if this is where I truly belong.
On Life and Faith And so I ask, What should I do, God? I’ve carried these questions silently, but today I let them spill out. I pray for clarity, for strength, for direction. I pray for peace in my marriage, fulfillment in my work, and courage to face whatever lies ahead.
