#godismyhero

[benjaminshalomcarr]

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I feel Good Today

I don’t need a man to play a hero role. I dont need anyone to because, at this point in my life. All I need in my life is my Lord and my children. 

after 8 years lol I finally wake up, going through verbal abuse, always being told what to do, who to see, and how to dress. I always had my own uniqueness. I lied to myself for years thinking this man loved me. Boy,was I into a rude awakening. I found is still legally married to his first wife. (shell shocked from this). Oh and like the last 3 years of our relationship. He gave this lady that he meets in a whole in a wall strip club an engagement ring. Now wasn’t the first person to know about this suppose to have been me? Oh this story gets even juicier. I had suspicions there was something going on. He was staying out more than usual. Then sex became less and less. More mechanical as well. He makes so many excuses and then blames it on his medicine. 

Say I remind also I was the one that only had a job. We were married. So I took on this situation full on. Sweat and tears, always stressed out. Raging hormones. I was constantly asking questions on what was going on. Of course it would turn into an argument. So I took more into my job than focusing what was going on at home. SO much neglect, our bed felt cold at night. I eventually felt like I wasn’t even home anymore.

This man damn near killed me inside with all the turmoil. It still hurt a little, ok alot, but its not tormenting me like it use to. Its going on 4 months now. I am learning how to do things on my own. I was doing it alone for 4 years anyways. He has had jobs like say 4 jobs the whole time we was together. He always complained and thought he was better than everyone. Don’t get me wrong he was the smartest man I have ever met. He eventually became dumb founded. His ambition wilter and he even start to doubt God. I have never in my life questioned God. All this came about when he met this girl. My happy ending to this. Well  it wasnt a closure to the chapter of my life. I find myself opening up to a beginning. I will not stay with someone that makes me question my whole entire existence. I use to pray that God would just take me out of this world. I have made my mistakes in life. I will not do them again.

Matter of fact next month I will be getting what I have worked so hard for. Its been five years. A restaurant and bar with live entertainment. I even changed the LLC to it created a business account and everything I will need. So I trade my broken relationship for this beginning as a successful business owner. I am still here people and those of you that thought I was going to coward down and run like a child. think again. This woman doesn’t back down from not one. that guy use to tell me that he has done so much and saved my life. Because one time I tried to take my own life. Well he was by my side alittle bit. The last 3 days in the hospital I was alone. But dude, God has control over life  not you. It wasnt my time. And yes everyone I almost succeeded. Suicide is not the answer and it is never worth ending over not a thing in this world. Life is precious. I put me God first and then me for now on.

[carminabarnett]

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God does all things well! #godismyhero #kemah

[ngakoimagines]

Sometimes there's no Superman or Batman to comfort or save you, you just have to be your own hero.

-N.GakoImagines

[woodenworldrose]

SpokenTruth

We have to be careful not to substitute the Word of God with somerhing written ABOUT the Word. It's easy to get lost in a book about it.. but important to still embrace God's Word. I'm finding my way back into His arms.

[danielizmjm]

¡Como las hormigas! Hoy quitamos las sillas, las carteleras, las cortinas y todo lo demás porque para la Gloria de Dios, mañana empiezan a cambiar el techo ¡El trabajo en equipo es más fácil! #church #today #blessedbygod #godismyhero #godisourhero (en Iglesia Del Nazareno)