#godlythunder

[divineasteria]

INTRODUCTION

Name: Aster / @starship-clown (alt)

Age: 16

Pronouns: they/them/puppy/pupself/ask

Gender: fluid

Alterhumanity: otherhearted

Birthday: Nov 12

Sexuality: biromantic, demisexual, greysexual, hyper romantic, ambiamorous (poly preference)

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Yan types:

Harmless, obessive, worshipping, protective, disappearing, self sacrafice, bizzare seeking, deredere, erodere, dandere, m dere, nyadere, dorodere, kichidere

Yan MBTI (varies):

RAHS / RDML

LDMT + 342232 2/3

ODR P/I + OCDAR

Anons

Will be updated regularly

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TAGS

Asks : #AsteriasIntervention

Yan Posts: #DreamilyInsane

Dark Yan Posts: #BloodyStars

Secret Admirers & Anons: #Loving Destiny

My love(s): #˚₊‧꒰ა Mi Amor ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

MOOTS: #Divine Nation

Reblogs: #LoveCentral

Vents & Rants: #GodlyThunder

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When you make someone fall in love with the darkest parts of you, there's nothing you can do that will scare them away. They will be yours forever.

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Our mom is being a bitch, shes all on her bullshit treating everyone like slaves. She knows we couldn't sleep last night and havent slept in 24+ hours and yet while we're trying go to fucking sleep she keeps fucking bitching to us about cleaning.

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Sometimes I... we... us? I dont know who I even am right now. I keep switching between blogs.

Sometimes I feel shit that dumbass stuff like hugs and cuddles and basic fucking affection stops me, us, from spiraling.

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I have bad news....

Tw: death

My old man crushed one of my kittens, lets all cry together

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I hate it, I hate it, I hate it, I hate it

Why do i always get blamed for what my sister does, no matter what I do its always my fault. I out up her clothes and she gets mad at me. But if I don't put up her clothes out mom gets mad at me, why can't she just do her own damn clothes and leave me out of it!

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My brother poured boiling water on me ss t ent all i my leg, it hurts so bad to put any weight on it

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This sums up why I dont want kids

https://youtu.be/TBNUQiBJHC8?si=27wB-xvGSrAcq1fn

Below is a rant

Like yeah... I want kids with my partner... but its not realistic, its not realistic economicslly, the job opportunities are like non existent and will probably be worse for them, school education has gotten worse and the expense has gotten higher, fear of becoming a sbotty parent like my own parents, fear of not being able to have or provide stability, etc. Like I'd be happy to have that classic nuclear family... but I dont want to have it if im going to be unhappy, im with a partner that doesnt respect me, love me, care for me, or has been cheating on me, I don't want it if I think my kid's future is going to be bad, I don't want it if I think my kids will suffer because of the actions my parents generation did... and what will eventually be what my generation does. Previous generations made everything shitty for my generation and I dont want it to be that way moving forwards to other generations, but I also don't want to create another generation... if they'll end up having to live in the one im still living. If nothing improves, I don't want to know I brought kids into a world where they can't thrive. I dont want my kids to grow up and choose not to go to college because they'll end up 800 thousand dollars in debt, I dont want them to struggle finding a job because they couldn't afford to further their education. I want them to be able to get a decent job. I don't want them to be struggling to find a decent house or own a house like my generation. I want them to be able to be home owners at 35 with a kid on the way and a stable job. I want them to have what realistically I can't have, regardless of how much I do want it.

As much as having kids scares me beacuse lets be real here.... there ALOT thats scary about it from how twrrible parents seem to be online, how terrible alot of kids seem to be online. And all the side effects, pain, issues that go undisscussed etc. Like nobody told me that giving birth stretched your abdomen muscles out and some women legitimately have isues with their mobility because of it, and if they want it fixed, they have to pay for surgery. If you want to promote child birth rates, firt thing you could do is create a plan to pay for a full extensive care of the baby and mother. Any additional surgeries needed for either of their recovery should be paid for and shouldn't have to be a worry. Why are there people paying thousands out of pocket to repair the damage caused by child birth. Yes you need to take care of the baby but the baby isnt the only human here, why arent you caring for the mother's well being and health too? Sounds neglectful.

I want kids. But im realistically i'm NEVER going to have them unless I marry rich or things improve in 20-30 years and I'm still able to have kids when im 40.