i said it once i’ll say it again .... irene is the hottest person i’ve ever seen. this gif is so bea, and bea is the hottest person i’ve ever created. anyways, idk where i was going with that but hi ! if u don’t know me, i’m taylor, i reside in the est tmz and am 18+ ! this is my hot trashy mess of a girl name bea. underneath the cut u’ll find her bio, and no one clock me for reusing some of jess’ hcs for bea, i’ll cry. trigger warning: drug mentions.
* ( &. 001. | beatrice park comes from a very prestigious family. her father is a well known lawyer around chicago, and a graduate of harvard law school. while beatrices mother is a cardiovascular surgeon, and a graduate of john hopkins university. both of her parents are very well known around by the community, which means beatrice is too. but, for her, she’s looked down up by the community and her parents almost, and she’ll continue to be probably forever, unless she somehow, someday decides to change her ways and show everyone that she made something great of herself like her parents.
* ( &. 002. | beatrice grew up like a normal child, there was no pressure on her to become something great until she was up into high school. she lived life as just another child until then. she had a great set of friends, she had barbie dolls galore, she had everything a child could have wanted. but when she began to get into middle school, people began to look at beatrice weird. no one ever spoke of it until she was finally starting her freshman year. when she started high school, there was this pressure put on her to get straight a’s as the daughter of a harvard graduate, and the daughter of a surgeon.
* ( &. 003. | the pressure was never put on her by her parents until pressure was being put on them. it’s safe to say that the parks were very weak-willed. as more pressure was put on her parents to push their daughter, that just put more pressure on poor little fourteen year old bea. but she allowed the pressure to get to her. so, she started ignoring her friends until they were completely cut off from her. school work became beas number one priority.
* ( &. 004. | not much happened in beatrices four years of high school besides her getting closer with some… particularly bad influences. when senior year came around, that was when everything really started happening. beatrice got a packet in the mail stating that she was accepted with a FULL RIDE to stanford university for phsyics. her parents, and the rest of the their friends were so proud of bea for finally doing what they had all wanted her to do.
* ( &. 005. | but what they didn’t know was that beatrice wasn’t interested in pursuing physics, in fact.. she wasn’t even interested in going to college. to her, college seemed like a waste of time. she didn’t want to grow up to be like her parents, living with them, she saw first hand what their lifestyle had done to them, and how unhappy it made them. she didn’t want to lead a life like that.
* ( &. 006. | the night of graduation, beatrice let it slip to her parents that she didn’t want to go to college for physics, or.. at all. which caused all hell to break out in the park household that night. things were thrown, bonds were broken, hurt was given out. beatrice will never forget the look on her fathers face when he told her that she was a disgrace to the park family name, and that as far as he was concerned, beatrice wasn’t his daughter anymore.
* ( &. 007. | now, beatrice lives on her own in a small very cheap, rundown apartment. she doesn’t have a real job, nor does she want one. right now, bea makes her money by selling weed that she grows out on her tiny balcony, and by being a camgirl ( i took ur trashy goth camgirl suggestion very literally ).
* ( &. 008. | she loves her current jobs because it allows her to make her own schedule, she doesn’t have to adhere to any rules, and she answers to herself. being her own boss is great. it also allows her to go out whenever she wants, which to her is the ultimate perk because this girls partying is out of hand.
* ( &. 009. | bea is very different now than when she was in high school. then, she was insecure, jealous, and doing things only for other people. but through her journey, she’s stopped worrying about her family, and started worrying about her. she became liberated, free, wild, and selfish. and she didn’t care. she LOVES her life, she feels good about herself, and nothing is going to get her to go back to the insecure little girl she was.
* ( &. 010. | bea has a cat named wolfy. and though he’s not actually her cat… he can just be found roaming around the outside of her house sometimes, she thinks of him as her own.
* ( &. 011. | she has a tattoo on her shoulder blade. it’s a beautiful red rose. bea got it right after she broke the news to her parents about not wanting to go to college. she originally got it as a way to show that her parents didn’t own her anymore but now it’s just a memory of a time long forgotten by her.
* ( &. 012. | bea loves sex. she loves expressing her sexuality, and she has absolutely no shame in it. she feels like it empowers her in some ways as well. she loves showing people that she does indeed love her body as well. she is a living embodiment of the saying ‘women should not have to be modest in order to be respected’.*
* ( &. 013. | it’s almost impossible to hold her down. bea is a free spirit and prefers to be so. if you hold her down, and stop her from being who she is, and doing what she wants, you’ll regret it. but if you end up getting her to settle down, and you lose her. you will regret that even more.
* ( &. 014. | ONE LAST THING, i really want to elaborate on her partying bc it’s really excessive. almost every night you can catch bea out getting high off her ass. she knows the right places to go, and the right people to see to get the drugs she wants. she even has an unmarked bottle of pills in her purse, and she has no idea what they are but she still takes them anyways. her behavior is really dangerous, and she just doesn’t seem to care. because of how her life is going now, she actually feels like she’s invincible like nothing can hurt her. but one of these days, she may not be so lucky and she may end up losing her life because of her lifestyle.
