Last day of May
ive been through this past few weeks was really hard. i didnt that i need to experience and felt all of that grief before i turned the second decade of my life. it wasnt easy for me and i felt i was like a walking zombie. it was the most challenge phase of my life so far. i know i showed weaknesses. i thoughtit would be easy for me to handle it but when i got there and did my duty, i was very disappointed to myself, so much pity and i cried going home. there ate times that i already gave up but i need to go on coz i accept it in the first place. i need to prove i can and when i had to suffered so much even my physical and emotional aspect of life , stress came on my mind and body. i decided to quit because i know im not really okay. i was uncomfortable and sad . the fact that i got sick because im weak to manage it all. i realized if your not happy in what your doing,its not worth it at all. i have to let go tje opportunity than stay with the feeling of miserable. i chose it and i dont have regrets. hoping that things will go well eventually. i wish and pray i will get a new enthusiasm. i trust God and his will for something better.
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