#goldencries

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HE'S THE LITERAL BEST OMFGGFDGJRJKSER!!!!?!?!?!??!!!?!11?@1?

ANNIE IS THE LITERAL BEST I CAN'T HANDLE THIS OMFG HE'S LIKE

I DON'T ASK CAUSE IT SEEMS RUDE OR SMTH IDK

HE JUST TURNS ALL THIS STUFF AND JUST HAS IT THATS WHAT HES ALL CAGEY ABOUT OMFGGGFGGFGGGG

GIVES ME LIKE A 3 LB BAG OF SHIT LIKE BEADS AND ANIMAL TEETH AND FEATHERS AND WOOD AND GLASS AND ROCKS AND OMFFGKRNESBRSGRGRELSGFLBZX ALL TURNED BLUE!?!?!?!?!@!!1?!?@??????

WTF IM STILL CRYING I CRIED ON HIM AND I CANT EVEN LOOK AT THIS SHIT AND SPREADSHEET IT YET HOW DARE HE BE THIKS INCREDIBLE GOD DAMMIT ANNIE YOU BEAUTIFUL FUCKING MAN1!!111!!1!!!!!

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Second color!?!?!!?!??!!11?!?!

Me and him got stranded at one of those buttfuck nowhere bus stops up north the other day in the rain. (ノへ￣、)

Not the worst thing in the world tho?  He must be feeling better, we actually had like... a whole conversation?  Still a little awkward talking to him but it’s just cause we still don’t know each other very well I think. ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ

Got back to making some bracelets and have enough to send out my next batch of orders if we can just get to a post office.  I’m running wayyyy behind, but yaknow, responsibilities and all! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

Which actually, An pointed out something really interesting and just... okay so like... big fuckin deal for me.  I think him too since we’re in the same boat, but different colors.

The hoodie is still blue. (•_•) I been wearing it p regularly for almost 2 months and it’s still just as blue as the day he said I could keep it.  So he asked me how much a bracelet was since he figures it’ll stay yellow even if he’s wearing it.  I mean... I’ve only ever been able to work with yellow and I guess I count black and white but they’re always going to have a yellow-ish tint when I’m done so...

I almost can’t believe it!? இ௰இ I have NEVER worked with a second color and I really already didn’t think I would find someone else like me. ಥ_ಥ I never considered what that would mean for things we’ve turned! (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`) So I tied some of my unturned cords on his wrist.  That should turn them and when they’re done, hopefully that means I can actually work on things with a new color! (ʃ♡ƪ -ಥ)

It’s a nice shade of blue too, really pretty, if it turns out we really can’t turn things we already turned, I’m really glad it’s the first I get to have that isn’t mine.  (/ω＼*)……… (/ω•＼*) I hope he feels the same. 

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How many ways can you start a fire!?!?!

I haven’t gotten a new lighter on purpose, this time the fucker started one after making a bow drill. щ(゜ロ゜щ)

Then he has the nerve to act all shy and embarrassed about it when I’m like “what the actual hell” and even more nerve to think I was actually mad and it was because he needed to use some of my cord.  Like no, dude, use the cord, but why do you know so many ways to start fires!?!?!?? ¯\(°_o)/¯

Lowkey wondering not just if I picked up an arsonist but if he ran away because he’s an arsonist. (((φ(◎ロ◎;)φ)))

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Oh my god, I can’t even

Still have my stray boy, I think he’s actually having fun?  Snapped at me a little but I think he’s anxious or smth. (￣y▽,￣)╭ 

But oh man, oh my god, okay, so like you know how you just have people who are kinda broody and quiet and stuff and when they smile or laugh they radiate like the goddamn sun!?!?!? (o′┏▽┓｀o) 

Yeah so didn’t realize An was one of those and after that I think is the first time he ever got kicked out of a store over some good old fashioned horseplay.  Their packs were shit anyway, but yeah we’re coming up on a month of being travel buddies and my bag’s at it’s limit so it’s about time he gets one too. ~(￣▽￣)~*

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Lost my lighter but...

So we ended up camping after the ferry.  Lost my lighter, but apparently An can start fires without one.  In several ways. (。_。)

Lowkey wondering if I picked up an arsonist (⊙_⊙)？