#goodbyeask

[msmlovers]

ENDING ASK

Heya guys,

Since you've read the title I guess you already know what's happening. Yes, I'm ending the ask the fandom because nobody is sending any questions, but I will still post normal stuff and you'll have the permission to ask anything still but right now I'll just stick to posting random things.

anyways,

✨Adios✨

[theflyingshadow]

"Goodbye."

It would seem I can’t help you find that human girl of yours….. Though I’m not going to just leave you stranded. It’ll be a bit of a long shot, but track down a human by the name of Kuwabara. Just seeing you before you even speak he’ll wish to take care of you. He adores cats. 

As much as I make fun of him, I do trust him especially when it comes to the care of cats. He’ll watch over you and won’t be surprised should you speak in front of him. If anything he may ask you to translate for his own cats. He’s seen much stranger and won’t be affected by it. 

Take care of yourself alright..? Don’t go getting yourself killed while I’m not there to protect you..

[theflyingshadow]

"I don't want to say 'Good Bye.'"

It would seem my time has come short Kurama.... Even to this moment I am.. unsure of exactly how I felt for you, and you for I. I wonder even now if that kiss under that piece of Devils Fuge was just because of the human tradition that you spoke of or if you perhaps did it for some other reason. 

Perhaps in my heart I've always hoped for one of the two options... but even now I can't understand my own emotions. All I know presently... is previously I felt that I had no reason to live, previously I almost wished to just fade away. However now that feeling is different. I don't know what is different about it... perhaps it's because I know now that... I have those that I can trust. Those that accept me for who I am. 

You're one of those few Kurama. You accepted me without any hesitation, just taking me as I was. I appreciate that.... no... more then appreciate. Thank you.... I'm grateful. You were there for me with your guidance and counsel more often then not. Even if I did not appreciate your wisdom... more often then not you were right. About yourself, the world, and about me. I couldn't have asked for a better companion, friend, whatever we were. Perhaps... I held your far higher then others because deep down you were something more to me. I can't say what it is you were... but please whatever you do. Don't forget me... alright..? So long as you and the others remember... perhaps I can be at peace with myself in my last moments. Just maybe I can find myself not regretting what I've done. 

I deeply regret... ever harming any of you, upsetting you the way that I did.. but I honestly had no idea how else to act, how else to treat you all. You were all... my friends, but especially you Kurama.... I find that I think I'll miss you worst of all. Please... live. For the both of us... and for what may have been. Don't let what may have been hold you back, but let it set you free. 

[theflyingshadow]

Goodbye

It would seem.... that your previous efforts to assist me in escaping were in vain. I haven't much time left.... but do not mourn for me. Do not try and track down... who did this. I would not wish my allies hurt in doing something as foolhardy as that. 

I'll say this now... I was rather proud to have you as my ally. You are strong in your own way. You just need more experience. Perhaps, it would be wise of you to seek training from someone with similar powers. Don't make me regret saying these words by getting yourself killed though stupid girl. 

[theflyingshadow]

"Goodbye"

Well it would seem that I don't have the chance to live as long as I had thought considering a demon's usual life cycle. Surprisingly it wasn't even you that caused my death considering how often you and I spat. 

.... I suppose that considering the circumstances.. I might as well be honest. While we... argued often and almost never got along. I was never against you. I have never considered you an enemy.... a little like... Kuwabara I suppose. Just, don't go getting yourself killed over me or something. I doubt you would but there are often times I'll find humans or part humans to be rather irrational. If you insist on finding whatever ended my life..... just promise me you won't do it alone.

[theflyingshadow]

"Goodbye"

If you're listening to this recording it appears a demon or some other creature has managed to take my life. If you find my other belongings along with it, take them and I'm sure one of my comrades will later track you down and kill you as, I regret to say, they are far stronger then I am... well most of them are anyway. 

If there aren't any of my belongings there with the recording... well then you're just out of luck aren't you? Or perhaps in luck considering then you won't have anyone hunting you down. 

[theflyingshadow]

"Goodbye" T__T

Hmph... it would seem that I won't be able to protect you as much as I thought... the sirens truly are a fierce force. I may not know what lies ahead of you.... but I suppose I can say that with what I've seen... you will be able to make it on your own. Keep your head up and don't get distracted... Don't be foolish either, otherwise you'll easily be defeated. 

If you don't complete this mission no-one else will be able to do it so don't go giving up and going home like a spoiled child and make my death in vain. 

It seemed for this it was more a regret that his mission ended in such failure and telling her not to get herself killed because of him. Considering they barely knew each other you couldn't expect much more. 

[theflyingshadow]

"Goodbye"

Yukina. There are things that should have been said to you sooner, been said to you in person instead of on a recorded message like this. I'm sure you probably guessed as much by this point. You are my twin sister... but I've been too cowardly to say so to your face. 

I've always wanted to keep you safe, keep you happy. I was so sure if you learned the truth you would be disgusted with me. I was told otherwise on multiple occasions but I just couldn't believe their words when they told me. 

... Funny... how easy it is to say now. My sister. I've always cared for you, always watched over you from a distance... but I couldn't ever say it to you. Perhaps one day you'll forgive me. Perhaps one day you'll be able to think of your brother with pride instead of just as the cursed child that met his fate. Perhaps... you'll even miss me one day.....