#goreh

[jojoroxye]

Crying because of these two 

[moonrisetae]

[ragevanilla]

While answering the phone at work

Them: Sorry who am I speaking to?

Me: Kaajal

Them: Okay Cardinal great.

Me: ...

[raikis]

So Diego sorry for the bad quality, here's the drawing I was talking about. This random crap took me a week, and I wasn't decided to finish it because it was too big, but then I was like c'mon dont be a lazy shit u can do it so yeah here it is whatcha think? -hides-

[currypheromones-blog]

Something I don't understand about goreh.

How can you simply "date" another person for a week and then "break up." Of course the following week there is someone new that you date for another week. What happened to true feelings for another person? I know it's highschool and all but come on. Have a little decency. I mean it's not only white people of course but from what I've seen at my school and especially in kirkland is the white kids just date one person after the other. If you are dating someone for a long time (high school standard) you shouldn't just suddenly end everything yunno? At least discuss it and have good cause. For most people I would hope it would take time to recover from a break up but the goreh just jump right to the next person. I'm not bring to be racist or stereotypical in any way, just what I've noticed.

I guess the reason it aggravates me so much is because I always get very hung up on people. It would be unthinkable for me to just move on like the day after  break up. It's taken months to get over this recent-ish one and I still feel a sadness every time I see her.

Little things like seeing your ex girlfriend standing alone after school waiting to be picked up just gets you thinking. Maybe I'm just a crazy emotional bitchin teen, but it cuts deep yunno. Makes me want to just go up and talk to her and explain myself and ask for another chance. I can't build up the courage to even attempt it.

Point is, in these situations, I feel like some people try and hide their deep sorrow by just hooking up with the next person that comes along. 

shit, maybe that's the best way to go about it. I mean why not right? Fuck other people opinions of you. do what you want. -Who even beeves that shit, everyone says stuff like that but they know that they are just trying to find a place to fit in. In the end we are all the same right? After we get through life we will look back at high school and most of us will think how stupid we were about relationships. Others like myself, I hope, will be happy we chose not to go though so many girlfriends that we can't remember all their names. But instead, pick someone and try as best as you can to make it work. If it doesn't take time to recover and go out and try again yunno.

Whatever, nobody will read this shit. fuckin unorganized hormonal text post is what it is. 

I just want to find somebody.

Goodnight.