EPISODE 16 (FINALE): “NO WAY AM I GOING TO REWARD HIS BEHAVIOR” - NIC
Genki warned me of this.
It's final 4 and PRIME TIME to vote out Drew.. but Colin wants to vote out Katie. The girl who will not win final immunity and will not win this game. (sorry but she doesnt even wanna win it)
and its frustrating because hes gonna WIN if we get him past this point.. its just so ridiculous.
I guess colin has reason for keeping drew, cause then at least he'll get runner up I think.
But if he wants a shot to WIN.. Drew needs to go.
atleast i won immunity.
(later…)
im about to go all fucking out and give my immunity to katie. test where colin's loyalty is really at!
the worst that would happen is me and drew go into tie breaker. which is pretty bad.. but.. idk. im feeling crazy.
colin's not budging on this vote and neither am i. we'll just have to put our money where our mouths are i guess.
(later....)
me to colin/drew: so.. would you take me to final 2?
them: *silence*
.........
I'm submitting my fire making challenge rn and thought I'd just come in here real quick to say bye and that Nic is the best and I hope I can help him win from jury <3
I have done so much to play this game. Pushed myself, taken chances with the Pandora's Boxes, made moves, caused chaos, I earned my place. And if I get sent home 4th after all this because of some random luck firemaking challenge, I am not going to be okay. Like I will be okay, it's my own fault for not doing more in the immunity challenge and deciding to just have a good day with my friends on vacation instead of driving to Walmart for the second day in a row to take selfies for a competition. But I won't be okay. I guess this is a far cry from getting 9th like I thought I would. Or 7th like I thought I would. 4th is nice. It just sucks because this is the best I feel like I've ever played in my life and the tiebreaker competition to see if I get to stay isn't even something I have full control over.
All I have to say is that if I go home, tonight, I had BETTER be getting player of the season because I owned this game.
Katie! I love you my number one ally. The fact you're going home to Transparent Colin and 100 dollar Drew sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls win tie breaker.
If I win: Katie, I love you so much, neither of us deserved this, it wasn't supposed to be like this, you're honestly one of my favorite people in the world. This game is so crazy and I'm just honored to still be a part of it, no matter what happens. Good luck to Nic and Colin, you two have been great as well!
If I lose: Fuck these bitches, fuck Nic, fuck Katie, fuck every one of the jurors whose quotes I got wrong, fuck the letter C, fuck Congo, fuck the Ruby idol, fuck letter ciphers, fuck Jsh, fuck Cat a little (although pls still cast me for Westeros if I decide to apply xoxo) FUCK CONNOR WUBBENWORST ESPECIALLY (I still haven't forgotten about the exile island mockery sir), fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
I NEED to get to that final 2.. I need it. Absolutely.
I've worked so hard in this game. Now way am I gonna let Drew take that win. It would be way too obvious after everything I've done. I'm not gonna let my great playing-the-middle flipping game be overshadowed by 4 immunities. It's not gonna happen.
I can’t believe I’m still alive….
Only one competition left before finals, and I have to win it, because I don’t think Nic would take me, and I don’t think I could beat him if he did. Besides, Colin and I have done this entire journey together, he’s one of my best friends, there’s no need to even think about it anymore. If I win the challenge tonight, I’m submitting my vote thirty seconds later and that will just be that. Nic has been so funny ever since the firemaking challenge was announced, trying to buddy up to me and slander Colin. Like “wouldn’t it be so cool if we were in the finals together” “Did you know Colin and Carolanne know each other in real life” “Did you know Colin isn’t eligible for the money anymore just like Katie?” And then it’s like DUDE if you think Colin is such a huge threat, why wasn’t he fighting for his life? If you want to go to finals with me, why did you literally just vote and then revote for me? Because you want me gone! You don’t want me near the finals! You just want me to take you with me if I do win immunity tonight. I commend the effort but it was literally never going to happen. You can pull receipts that Colin has been sleeping with the entire jury and has bribed them all for their votes, their dignity, and their firstborn children to eat over rice, and I’m still taking him to finals. At this point, I don’t know if I can beat Colin, but I for damn sure know I can’t beat Nic. And also I just want Colin there with me. I want us to have done this together. I’m thrilled that we’ve at least gotten to the point where if I do go to jury, I get to vote for my friend to win.
I don’t want to get cocky and say I see myself in the finals because I don’t. But it’s not nearly as big of a stretch as it was four votes ago.
(later….)
I'm..........in the final two...........with Colin................
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This fucking Pipe Dream from Day One that we actually managed to fucking make happen!!!!! I hoped so hard for this but honestly never dreamed it would come. Eliminating Nic broke my fucking heart, he wanted it so badly, but he would have beaten me, I absolutely know it. Colin is going to be hard to beat as well but I hope my game is going to be enough, and if not, then he deserves it too, I love that kid so much. Time to start begging! (selfie)












