Survivor Sequence: Congo

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EPISODE 16 (FINALE): “NO WAY AM I GOING TO REWARD HIS BEHAVIOR” - NIC

Genki warned me of this.

It's final 4 and PRIME TIME to vote out Drew.. but Colin wants to vote out Katie. The girl who will not win final immunity and will not win this game. (sorry but she doesnt even wanna win it)

and its frustrating because hes gonna WIN if we get him past this point.. its just so ridiculous.

I guess colin has reason for keeping drew, cause then at least he'll get runner up I think.

But if he wants a shot to WIN.. Drew needs to go.

atleast i won immunity.

(later…)

im about to go all fucking out and give my immunity to katie. test where colin's loyalty is really at!

the worst that would happen is me and drew go into tie breaker. which is pretty bad.. but.. idk. im feeling crazy.

colin's not budging on this vote and neither am i. we'll just have to put our money where our mouths are i guess.

(later....)

me to colin/drew: so.. would you take me to final 2?

them: *silence*

.........

I'm submitting my fire making challenge rn and thought I'd just come in here real quick to say bye and that Nic is the best and I hope I can help him win from jury <3

I have done so much to play this game. Pushed myself, taken chances with the Pandora's Boxes, made moves, caused chaos, I earned my place. And if I get sent home 4th after all this because of some random luck firemaking challenge, I am not going to be okay. Like I will be okay, it's my own fault for not doing more in the immunity challenge and deciding to just have a good day with my friends on vacation instead of driving to Walmart for the second day in a row to take selfies for a competition. But I won't be okay. I guess this is a far cry from getting 9th like I thought I would. Or 7th like I thought I would. 4th is nice. It just sucks because this is the best I feel like I've ever played in my life and the tiebreaker competition to see if I get to stay isn't even something I have full control over.

All I have to say is that if I go home, tonight, I had BETTER be getting player of the season because I owned this game.

Katie! I love you my number one ally. The fact you're going home to Transparent Colin and 100 dollar Drew sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pls win tie breaker.

If I win: Katie, I love you so much, neither of us deserved this, it wasn't supposed to be like this, you're honestly one of my favorite people in the world. This game is so crazy and I'm just honored to still be a part of it, no matter what happens. Good luck to Nic and Colin, you two have been great as well!

If I lose: Fuck these bitches, fuck Nic, fuck Katie, fuck every one of the jurors whose quotes I got wrong, fuck the letter C, fuck Congo, fuck the Ruby idol, fuck letter ciphers, fuck Jsh, fuck Cat a little (although pls still cast me for Westeros if I decide to apply xoxo) FUCK CONNOR WUBBENWORST ESPECIALLY (I still haven't forgotten about the exile island mockery sir), fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

I NEED to get to that final 2.. I need it. Absolutely.

I've worked so hard in this game. Now way am I gonna let Drew take that win. It would be way too obvious after everything I've done. I'm not gonna let my great playing-the-middle flipping game be overshadowed by 4 immunities. It's not gonna happen.

I can’t believe I’m still alive….

Only one competition left before finals, and I have to win it, because I don’t think Nic would take me, and I don’t think I could beat him if he did. Besides, Colin and I have done this entire journey together, he’s one of my best friends, there’s no need to even think about it anymore. If I win the challenge tonight, I’m submitting my vote thirty seconds later and that will just be that. Nic has been so funny ever since the firemaking challenge was announced, trying to buddy up to me and slander Colin. Like “wouldn’t it be so cool if we were in the finals together” “Did you know Colin and Carolanne know each other in real life” “Did you know Colin isn’t eligible for the money anymore just like Katie?” And then it’s like DUDE if you think Colin is such a huge threat, why wasn’t he fighting for his life? If you want to go to finals with me, why did you literally just vote and then revote for me? Because you want me gone! You don’t want me near the finals! You just want me to take you with me if I do win immunity tonight. I commend the effort but it was literally never going to happen. You can pull receipts that Colin has been sleeping with the entire jury and has bribed them all for their votes, their dignity, and their firstborn children to eat over rice, and I’m still taking him to finals. At this point, I don’t know if I can beat Colin, but I for damn sure know I can’t beat Nic. And also I just want Colin there with me. I want us to have done this together. I’m thrilled that we’ve at least gotten to the point where if I do go to jury, I get to vote for my friend to win.

I don’t want to get cocky and say I see myself in the finals because I don’t. But it’s not nearly as big of a stretch as it was four votes ago.

(later….)

I'm..........in the final two...........with Colin................

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This fucking Pipe Dream from Day One that we actually managed to fucking make happen!!!!! I hoped so hard for this but honestly never dreamed it would come. Eliminating Nic broke my fucking heart, he wanted it so badly, but he would have beaten me, I absolutely know it. Colin is going to be hard to beat as well but I hope my game is going to be enough, and if not, then he deserves it too, I love that kid so much. Time to start begging! (selfie)

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EPISODE 15: “CLIMB THE MOUNTAIN OF THIS FINAL 5 HIERARCHY” - GENKI

catch me in PMs putting the blame on others and not myself!!

I'm really trying to make it seem like others are controlling me, and like I'm not the one who's making my own choices to flip.

That way, I can make it to FTC easy. I just hope A. that the jury doesn't hate me and B. people believe all the stuff i've done in this game

https://youtu.be/IG9xNd_Wjzs fuck everyone honestly

(later…)

https://youtu.be/1TxPGoIzACE

wow genki gon cray

(later…)

Ok, so now that I've learned that Drew pulled an all nighter and is aiming to get at least a 67/72, I'm going to stop trying to win the challenge, because there's mathematically no way. This also makes me seem less threatening in terms of challenges, which is the first step I'm taking to climb the mountain of this final 5 hierarchy.

https://youtu.be/iu2LtgyIk1g

I did not sleep last night. I hate these lazy bitches.

(later…)

I can't believe we're actually going to be at Final Four in like four hours. Hopefully Colin is still there with me. If he is, then we're done scrambling from the bottom. If absolutely nothing else, it'll take a firemaking competition to get rid of us. I feel like I've been clawing my way up ever since we failed to send Logan home the first time and there's FINALLY a silver lining. Genki has me concerned because he said that Katie is voting for Colin but here's hoping that's just a lie told to the kid going home. If Colin leaves, then here's to two more weeks of playing from the bottom!!!!! Ugh if I'd just saved that idol, there would be no concerns right now. Hindsight…

[survivorcongo]

EPISODE 14: “WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED” - NIC

what the FUCK just happened?????

my closest ally is gone now.

atleast im back in the middle again i guess? i told drew/colin i was voting logan, which was a lie.

oh.. my god.............................. what.. Happened..

(From Ponderosa)

Katie needs to step up her game if she wants to get anywhere. Drew and Nic both need to relocate their fucking spines. Colin? Least deserving person left aside from maybe Genki. Rob is a baby and is playing like one, learn to walk on your own and make a decision. And Genki, if you want to stay at all, pick a fucking side because you're making yourself a target. Anyway good luck to Nic because even though he's a spineless fool I think he's gonna be F2 :)

So at this POINT I'm just trying to play the middle. Drew/Colin think I voted Logan, Genki/Katie/Rob think I voted Drew, which I actually did.

I just want to convince each side that there are bigger targets than me, so I can go to the end with my bff Katie and hopefully win.

Also apparently Genki is a threat. Which is news to me but he is likable so

I cannot believe. This round could not have turned out better. I think? It's the exact situation I was asking for in my previous confessional. And Logan, the one person I talked to the least behind Colin! Poetic. but she did chide me for blabbering while Connor was about to send in the result, so I left her with a bad impression. :(

Unfortunately, i didn't know that even the votes were being hidden. This gives me a lot less information on what truly happened. Was it because Drew played one of his many advantages, or is it because someone flipped? Fortunately, I still have my advantage that I thought would be completely useless, my ability to see one person's vote from a previous tribal council. But the question is, who do I choose? I know Drew and Colin most likely voted Logan, they're crossed out. That leaves Nic, Katie, and Rob. Nic has repetitively told me that he trusts Katie and Logan a lot, so he probably didn't. That leaves Rob and Katie. Would Rob lie to me? He hasn't yet, but this would be his perfect chance. But would Katie lie to me? Very likely. She has been a question mark this entire time. I have to check one of those two. I may ask a lot of people for advice, and gauge their reactions. An immediate answer may mean they want attention veered off of them. But then again, it may mean they're suspicion for the right reasons. GAWD I HATE

Aftermath: The great shookening was not as shooked as anticipated. In an added attempt to create further chaos, I went to both Genki and Nic to make deals. I told Genki I was voting for Nic, and I told Nic I was voting for Logan. I shouldn't have told Nic I was voting for Logan, in hindsight. It's given Nic an advantage with me in that he can say he was completely loyal in the vote. I'm almost certain he wasn't, because he came to me after the fact like Whoa....that tribal....whoa..... and I'm just here with my sickly sweet smile like Hmm? What, Nic? Why are you shook? It went exactly as planned, Nic. What aren't you telling me, Nic? That you split the vote between me and Colin hoping that one of us would be exposed? Was that it, Nic? Sorry. Not tonight Satan. Genki seemed mighty confused though, since the only names he'd heard were me, Colin, and Nic, so how did Logan go home. OOPS!

The part that I'm excited about now is that now Nic has to work someone new into his F3 plans. I think he teamed with Katie and Logan because he thought he could beat them (I don't actually think he could have beaten Logan, making it to finals as a target who almost went home in their first game would have been a killer story) and now he's going to have to scramble. All I need him to do is believe that Colin or myself would be easier to beat than Genki or Rob. They've played the middle, they're likable as all hell, they've never been targets, they managed to come from the bottom in the JC/Pippa votes to finals, that's a damn good tale too. Meanwhile, there's lil old me and Colin over here, me with all the comp wins but a jury who probably won't look favorably on that, and Colin as the kid who rode my coattails. I'm not sure either of those are true, Colin has had great relationships and I've been involved in the strategy of the game just as much as anyone. But I need Nic to believe it, at least for one vote. If I win immunity this week, I don't think I'm going to use the idol on Colin. I love him so much, but it's my security blanket for next week if I can't win immunity next week. His life is going to depend on Nic. Which is not a good look but we'll see what we can do. If I lose immunity this week, I'll probably use it on myself and flop another idol in my TS career, but it's okay, because I'll live.

For the first time in a while, I can see the path to the end. It's gonna take a lot. This week, we need to get Nic to vote with us and not use the idol. Then next week, Colin or I need to win immunity, idol the other one, get to F4. Then we're only one firemaking challenge away from the finals! Other people have a much easier path to get there if they want it, but fuck it, when have I ever taken the easy option.....

I'm not really good at puzzles because I tend to overthink them. It would be nice to win something though and this takeover has even Drew stumped. Also I haven't done many confessionals lately and should point out that the blindness round scared the hell out of them.

that comp fucking sucked like.. I'm pretty sure real survivor is easier than that.

and I still didn't win?? which is UGLY

anyway Genki Rob wanna split the vote on Colin/Drew.

if drew has no idol, he goes.

however..if he does have the idol, I'd much rather have colin stay than Rob TBH just cause I trust Colin more and drew will always be a bigger threat

(later…)

I'm considering flipping. I really am. In my eyes, I can vote out Rob now. Genki next. Then, Drew. The only tricky thing is Genki and Drew can so easily win immunity, and I don't know if Colin truthfully trusts me over Drew.

(later…)

Katie and I are doing this.. were gonna blindside Rob.

I feel so bad. Like.. we're literally hosting a season together in the future and I like him a lot. But unless I wanna hand Genki the win, I gotta do this.

https://youtu.be/DzpHlW4ttlc

Witch craft successful!! So happy! Um I haven't really been talking strategy wth Rob genki or Katie but like I have a f3 with nic and the third is gonna be either drew/Katie which is fine with me. I know that I'm voting Rob tonight and I think that the numbers will be on drew tonight so he is planning on playing his idol tonight as far as I'm aware so fingers crossed that I will be here tomorrow !!

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EPISODE 13: “THE WITCH HUNT HAS BEGUN” - COLIN

this dark week SUCKS... rob or genki could easily flip to drew/colin and vote me out.

i really hope i win immunity but chances are i will not.

i wanna make it to final 6. cause then, i have faith that logan/katie will stick with me, which is half of 6, making it alteast a tie. from there, HOPEFULLY ill always have majority.

I am going to BREAK Survivor Congo.

The hosts have announced that this week will be a blind week. Until the season ends, no one will know who won immunity, who got votes, what the ratio was, if any idols were played, nothing. All that will come of tribal is a post saying someone has gone home. (I'll actually get to know who won immunity after the fact because I won reward but whatever)

I'm gonna play the ruby idol. An idol play that they won't know about because of the blind week. An idol that no one except Colin and myself knows even exists in this game. All votes will be voided and random.org will send someone home. Someone that, with luck, will have had no votes cast against them. No plot to take them out. They thought they were sitting pretty. But they will go home. And no one will know why except for me.

And then?

I am going to watch them DANCE.

"How did THEY go home??" "Who flipped?!?" "I SWEAR I VOTED WITH YOU!" "I thought I could trust you!"

I truly don't even care that the idol could very well send me home. I'm not going to play my regular idol because if I manage to stay, I'll need it in the next couple of weeks. If I go, I go. For the opportunity to potentially see what happens next and know that I caused it? I'll take a 1/6 chance of leaving. This is going to be so much fun!!

https://youtu.be/r5JpGbVOMRU 

Also Nic, Logan, and Katie are all voting together and he referred to me and Rob as y'all. Thanks for revealing your trio even more Nic, makes me feel so good about my position in this game. -__-

Touchy subjects is screwing with my head. I'm looking deep into these answers, trying to figure out the meaning behind them. I'm a paranoid-ass bitch.

Looking into, I worry about Katie. i can't trust them for a single minute. That bitch is inactive as hell, just like "oh, I already voted so that I wouldn't get another strike," bitch please get your ass medevac, you can't win the money. I hate inactive people, ever since Pun's invisible ass, I despise them. I think getting rid of Katie would be the best for my game, I don't know where their heads are at, it guarantees I stay in the middle, and my ass will get dragged to finals. At least I can win the money. I'm hard to live with my ass. Imma actually flip and get you out. I'm not, but…

Bye lol I got blindsided the coven is in trouble the witch hunt has begun. Carolanne got voted out last tribal so to avenge her drew and I are gonna use that Russian roulette idol and since it's a blind vote hopefully one of them will go home and then we can survive this and the witchery can continue!

I'm scared for tonight. I don't know where things lie. i hate the hosts for making this blind. If I leave, I will be proud, and wreak chaos in Final Tribal. At the moment, my vote would go to Genki, Nic, Logan, Colin, Drew, and Katie in that order. That's TMI, but whatever, I love this game and all the stress it gave me.

*This confessional will be deleted if I do not leave tonight* : )

soo Genki/Rob are voting Colin, while Logan/Katie and I are voting Drew.

I'm soo scared cause this could easily go wrong.

I wanna make final 6 so bad. I know from there I can atleast force a tie. I need this 100 dollars!

-famous last words-

[survivorcongo]

EPISODE 12: “RAISE SOME HELL BEFORE I GO” - DREW

come on bitch! i survived. got my 2nd vote this season.. whew. it's been a long time coming and i've seen the light.

(later…)

you know that snake game where you keep eating and you get bigger, but once you get too big and you hit yourself you lose? thats what happened with jaiden. he's a snake. he thinks he's sneaky and can pull all of this stuff off, but it caught up to him. it started only making him look worse. and then, it got to the point where he was voted out, even after he was telling the truth about me targeting drew.

Update: I lived and somehow still haven't gotten any votes yet this season. I'm a mess.

(From Ponderosa)

It literally wasn't Nic that stabbed me in the back. It was Drew this time. I shouldn't have voted out JC, that was my downfall. I wish that I had pulled it together when it was necessary. Drew is a fucking scared snake. He's a piece of shit, too. Know that.

Drew told me every single day since the merge that me and him were final three with Colin. We were solid. We were good. I had to trust them. They were my best friends. But I was truly their number five, not their number three. Everything they said to me about Nic was actually their way of telling me that I was doomed. I did everything for those fucking pieces of shit. I ruined my fucking friendships for them.

Nic was planning on stabbing Drew in the back, but my stupid whore ass thought Drew and I were good! So I tried to flip it on Nic. I told Drew and he went to Nic and threw me so far under the bus and here I am now. Even fucking Katie, who told me how horrible Drew was for what he did, was probably so "disappointed in my behavior" so much that she had to announce it on a voting parchment. What the fuck. I deserved this and JC was the last person I should ever even complain to about this because I fucked them over so bad... but it hurts. it still hurts.

So these 34 days that I stayed up all night strategizing, talking, making connections with every person left in that game was worthless.

Every single challenge I put my 100 into every fucking round of this game, for nothing.

People i had to hurt for the individuals i thought were my friends now hate me. Pippa fucking blocked me for something that was never my move in the first place.

this sucks.

like when i say that i'm done, i fucking mean it. i'm never ever doing this ever again. i don't even wanna consider real survivor and i know that it's not even the same game as this one, but it hurt. i ruined my actual life for this fucking game. i went over my data 30 times to be a part of this season, and the hosts don't even consider this enough of a big deal to ask me a fucking question at any tribal council i've attended. it's a GAME to everyone else, but it wasn't to me. those fuck faces that just stabbed me in the front don't even care that i put my actual blood sweat and TEARS (YES TEARS, I CRIED OVER THIS STUPID FUCKING GAME TWICE TODAY) into something so stupid. they're never going to talk to me again over a fucking game. and i let myself get carried away over it. it's my fault. i let it get in the way of living my real life. i played with fire and i got burned.

SHOOK. A UNANIMOUS VOTE. SCALPED. GOTTA BLAST. (INSERT ALL BASIC TUMBLR SAYINGS HERE). ASDFGHJKL

Me realizing we let three Uncharted kids get to merge and then sent them out one after the other: http://i.amz.mshcdn.com/ZONonowm38Eyu2i_CgFPnMISon0=/fit-in/1200x9600/http%3A%2F%2Fmashable.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2013%2F07%2Fexcited-baby.gif   

first of all fuck this pandoras box shit!

second of all.. carolanne/colin/drew want logan out.

genki/logan/rob want carolanne out.

honestttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttly im probably going to vote out carolanne. then drew. then rob. then colin. then genki.

I'm quickly coming to the conclusion that I'm not going to win this game. The way that I've played til now has been too out in the open, from the second I opened that first Pandora's Box. I don't think I've had two weeks in a row where I wasn't singled out for something or other. The words tribe challenge, Exile Island, F10 immunity, this whole explosion around the last vote, both Pandora's Boxes now. It's TOO MUCH.

That being said, after tonight, it's going to be down to final seven, and I have a regular idol and a Ruby Idol to help me get further. Colin still trusts Nic, I'm super hesitant, but as long as its his life he's gambling for it and not mine, I'll let him run with it. If they blindside Colin tonight, it'll just make the rest of this game that much more fun because I won't have to worry about that particular casualty. He'll already be gone. Everyone else can choke if I don't have Colin here with me at 11pm tonight.

I may not win this game. But I am GOING to raise some hell before I go.

ah. Sleep

I'm super scared about this tribal.. if everything works out like I think it is, Colin and Drew will be against me, and I will have officially picked a side. Which is scary.

I'm hoping an alliance of Rob/Genki/Logan/Katie/Me can move forward to final 5, where we can then vote out Rob/Genki and Me/Logan/Katie will be the final 3.

Of course, this is all without idols or powers or me getting voted out tonight lol.

[survivorcongo]

EPISODE 11: “ALL THREE UNCHARTED LEAVING IN A ROW?” - ROB

PHEW THANK GODT I WON. I haven't had an immunity necklace in a while and it feels so relieving. That challenge gave me anxiety because I recently played Taj in an alias game and got 6th place. Hopefully that doesn't come true again and I can get further. (scared) So, the way I see it there are 3 trios:

Drew, Colin, Carolanne + Nic, Jaiden, Logan + Genki, Rob Katie.

Unfortunately, there are 2 potential double/triple agents in Katie and Nic, since a lot of people seem to trust them and they are simply aiming to vote with majority. That means the only person I can fully trust is Rob. Ideally, I would love to get Drew and Jaiden out next, and if not, then anybody other than Rob and Katie. I feel like once Katie is confident that Rob and I have numbers then she'll stick with us. If not, she'll just float along and get majority. (Hey, she's won a lot so that's probably a viable, albeit boring, strategy).

UGH JAIDEN. We had a nice talk and I tried to open up to him, but it's probably too little too late. He clearly stopped sending me game related information, so he is radiating that "friends but not allies" vibe that he himself hates so much.

I usually get voted out the round I make long term plans in my confessional, so here I go since I have immunity:

1) This round get out Drew since he has an idol and a double vote.

2) Possibly get Carolanne, Colin, and Katie in since they've lost their allies

3) Get out Jaiden(since I can't trust him anymore), Nic(Since he's a social threat and a connection with Katie and Logan), and Logan(Since right now she's following Jaiden and we talk the least). This is in no particular order and can be adapted as necessary.

4) This is a stretch, but maybe have a final 5 with Katie, Rob, Colin, and Carolanne? If not, maybe switch in Nic with Colin. < this would be a terrible option nm because Katie is close with Nic

5) Then a final 3 with Rob and Katie.

^This is the best term situation for me, but because survivor is meant to be unpredictable, that probably won't happen. There's also a chance Carolanne may be medevaced, so that would put a wrench in my plans. Maybe like a soft wrench though, one made out of playdo since she's not technically a solid number for me.

So Genki wins immunity, which means I have to go along with Nic's plan this round. I don't understand why Nic's afraid of me complicating his vote tonight, because he under no circumstance wants to see a split vote happen tonight. He wants Drew gone 10000%, and I can agree with him. We won't be able to salvage any relationships with Colin or Carolanne after tribal council, and I think Carolanne is on her last leg of the game anyways. Regardless, one of them is going home. I'm not casting a vote for Rob, even though I told Drew and the alliance to vote him out. I'm really trying to push a split vote on Colin, Drew, and Rob. Assuming Drew trusts me enough, he doesn't play the idol on anyone and he avoids using his double vote, too. This would give me the upperhand.

Ultimately, I'm doing this because I want to separate the power Nic holds and take back some for myself. Although this could backfire severely, since Rob is going to receive votes, I never wrote his name down unlike he did twice for me. It would be a powerful move for me to make and possibly risk the chance of eliminating Colin instead of Drew. But we will see what happens in the morning. It seems like the dawn changes the best laid plans.

"LITERALLY I HAVE BEEN PONDERING OVER DREW AND JAIDEN FOR THE PAST FEW HOURS AND SUPER STRESSED EVEN THOUGH I HAVE IMMUNITY. Thank god Jaiden finally did something messy to remind me that he is a liability. He told Drew there was a split vote. Like, why would you tell him that, even if it was true?? It's not even true..... MESSY!!!! I was seriously considering saving him to keep on Nic's good side. Fortunately, now that Drew has an inkling that he's getting votes, he will play an idol if he has one. Win-win situation. Either way, Rob and I stay on the good side of Drew, Carolanne, and Colin. Unfortunately, I may lose Nic's trust. :( I've already lost Logan and Jaiden's so whatever for them tbh. Katie is a question mark, as always. Thank you Jaiden, for making my decision easy in times of trouble.”

Shit has gotten crazy. I told Drew about the plan to get him out, so now the vote flipped. I'm finally, FINALLY, going to be writing down Nic's name at tribal council tonight and I think it's going to be the majority.

I'm taking back the power that he always thought that he had. Although I'm losing a friend, I'm exacting revenge. Now immunity is more important than ever before, and I need to start winning some challenges if I wanna stay alive. If this vote goes to plan, I can finally say that I made the move that I've been planning on making for 34 days now. I think it's time, I hope it's time.

I'm so sorry, Nic

the plan WAS drew till it got fucked up. drew came to me asking me if this was true and of course i said No!

so now i hope jaiden goes. if i go home, oh well, it was fun

Okay, in all fairness, I didn't fuck this vote up for myself, it was all Drew. What the fuck was he thinking? I tell him that he needs to vote out Nic tonight or else he's going, so he goes to Nic and asks why he's planning on voting him out. DREW. ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME. Now I'm standing here looking like a fucking idiot because I let the entire plan slip and no one trusts me anymore. If I can make a fair plea to stay in the game, at least now everyone knows I'm not getting three jury votes. I'm not winning this game because I just fucked everyone in the game over!!!! Lovely!!! Oddly enough, I'm not crying this time.

I'm so PISSED that no one seems to have a basic idea that Nic is running the show. Drew can't believe that Nic would turn on him but me??? Telling Drew this????? Impossible!!!! There's no way that I could ever know that Nic is coming after Drew, me and Nic aren't even FRIENDS?!!?!?!?!?? GOD is he joking!!!!!!

I have been doing a damn terrible job at playing both sides so it's no coincidence that shit is finally hitting the fan for me. I deserved this. I'll take my OTTN5 and see myself exit promptly.

(later…)

I need to find this idol. I'm not staying if I don't find this stupid fucking idol. Fuck you, Sugar. I'm literally getting voted out because of you. And my terrible gameplay. Dammit.

IDK WHATS GOING ON SOS!!!1! Okay so I know that me drew Carolanne Rob and genki and nic are all voting out Jaiden but like Jaiden said that people are planning on voting out either me or drew and splitting the votes or something I'm not exactly sure idk... I think I'll be okay idk omg idk

look, jaiden, youve been my best friend through this thing. im so sorry i have to do this. its the best move for me. ill see you in my inevitable and soon fall to the jury, my friend. root for me.

I still can't find the stupid fucking idol. So, I'll just write my bitter final cast opinions that I've always wanted to do (but never had the time to write it).

In order of my memory:

Colin: He's played a good game, but please do something other than hide behind Drew's idol and double vote. Sorry.

Logan: There is no way that Logan is going to win this game, but I'm really glad that Logan is getting further than me. I hope they get to the end, but it's a longshot.

Katie: Katie!! Why couldn't you just do challenges and submit your votes on time?! I love her. She's so cool and hip and I'm really glad that I got to play with someone like her, even though it was more of me driving her around the game and telling her what to do.

Rob: He will have voted for me THREE. TIMES. Yikes, Rob.

Drew: Get a life.

Carolanne: I smell a medevac. Fuck you for never playing the game.

Genki: Play your own game, not everyone else's.

Nic: I played with fire and I got burned. Enjoy the $100.

AT LEAST I GOT TO BLOW THE GAME UP ON MY WAY OUT!!!!!!! I think I'm leaving tonight but I blew Jaiden's game the fuck up in the process. I may never know if he was being honest about the plan to split votes and blindside me, but it doesn't matter as this point because I can't trust him anymore, he's sharing screenshots of our conversations, he's telling everyone and their mother he thinks I have an idol, he's trying to get to me to profess doubt in Colin, he's trying EVERYTHING. So tonight, either he goes or I do, I'm over it. I spent my double vote on it in case it helps, and because absolutely everyone knows I have it. I should play the idol too but I'm not going to, we'll see what happens. Genki and Rob still said they voted for Jaiden, honestly I have no choice but to believe them. If I go, I go, it's been a trip. If I DON'T, my ass had better win immunity because I'm in DANGER.

[survivorcongo]

EPISODE 10: “THE DREW EMPIRE IS CRASHING DOWN” - NIC

Had I been voted out tonight, I would have left with a fire ass goodbye message to the people that voted me out. And of course my extra ass had to keep it just to show my fans in the VL. Shoutout to Chelsia from BB9!

"You guys can all stay. Let me just give you all some insight.

Drew, get a backbone in this game, you're playing like a baby,

JC, you've been rode hard and you will be put away wet,

Rob, educate yourself. You need one, honey, you're in dire need of one,

Nic, Logan, and Katie, I love you guys. Bring it home for me,

And to everyone else, it's been a pleasure playing with you. <3 Good luck."

(later…)

Going into immunity today, I know that my ass is on the line without a doubt for this round. If I can secure immunity, then I am lessening the chances that people are going to turn on me after the last tribal council. Things got crazy, receipts were pulled on everyone, and I'm not going to take any chances that I'm someone else's target for this round. I need immunity more than ever, even if everyone is going to cooperate with me this time.

Umm plus I don't want JC to be bitter at me when i join them in jury so it's a good idea to attempt to avoid that!

Expect lots of confessionals from me during the early points of this challenge because I'm extremely nervous :/ I hope I don't fuck this up.

The Drew Empire is crashing down.

genki found the screenshots of Drew telling jaiden his plans!!!!!

I WON IMMUNITY!!! I honestly thought I flopped, based on the scores that had been earned last time I saw this game played, but apparently it was enough to buy me F9. Which is good but the real drama is going to happen after this vote. Unless some new last-minute throwdown happens again, it's gonna be between Jaiden and Pippa. My heart says boot Jaiden's crusty ass for leaking conversations in every damn direction, thinking he can play everyone against each other and just keep skating through. Faking fights, sharing secrets, his guerilla social game style is effective because it catches you off-guard, but hopefully we can take it down.

HOWEVER. If we take down Jaiden this vote, we lose. We'd lose all sense of the numbers. Pippa, Genki, and Rob are with us for this vote, but Pippa is never going to trust me. It's just not going to happen. Her first words upon adding me to the alliance chat that I begged my way into to deal with the Jaiden problem were "We don't trust you." WHEW THIS WARM WELCOME, it's not like you need my vote or ANYTHING. We're soulmates outside of the game but always end up at each other's throats. If we vote Jaiden out, there's nothing to keep that trio connected to us. Nic will be furious with us, he'll jump over to them, take Logan with him, and that's it. We lost the numbers, we're done. I have an idol and an extra vote, and I'm not sure it would be enough to dig us out of the hole. If we stick with Jaiden/Nic and vote Pippa out this round, the outlook is slightly better? Still potentially risky as fuck, but Genki and Rob will be floating in space. They'll have voted for Jaiden twice in a row, hopefully they won't be so hurt by me for lying to them that they try to work with him over us. But if we can get them back, that's the only way the numbers work in our favor for the next two votes. How fascinating that I'm just sitting here trying to cling to the original five people I made it to merge wanting to work with, after lying to two of them for weeks. They're a SERIOUS flight risk at F7 when they realize they can team up with the other duo to get themselves further but it gets us closer and we'll cross that bridge when we come to it. Maybe keep Nic around, or see if Katie is willing to work with us.

I think it's gonna be Pippa tonight, which will always break my heart but for how the numbers have worked out in this game, I think its right.

Okay so not too much to say this time I'm glad JC is gone because they are someone I wasn't working with at all, I know because Jaiden got votes from pippa Rob and genki last tribal they'll probably vote thy ways gains and have also told me that that's how they're going but I take anything they say with a. Grain of salt at this point. I'm going to be voting for pippa. I know the pros of voting out Jaiden but I'd rather use him to our advantage this time and then take him out at the next tribal or something.. Drew, Carolanne, Nic, Jaiden, Katie, and like Logan should all be voting out pippa this time so we'll see fingers crossed

Drew winning immunity sucks. It means we can't blindside him this round, and next round will be super risky cause I'm sure he'll try to target me then

Right now, the target WAS Jaiden. Which I was fine with. He's the person separating the people who I want united. (Me/Genki/Pippa/Rob/Katie/Logan), but somehow the vote flipped back to Pippa? So now I'm sure Rob will not trust me for this next vote since I gotta vote out Pippa, making Drew's vote out even harder.

Listen up, my boo JC went home last week and I'm PISSED. But ya know what, instead of someone who is not my ally betraying me, it was my closest one! You guessed it America, it was Jaiden! "You only talk to me when you needed to" alright bye bitch. That's actually you. I talked to you almost everyday so imma need you to stuff the lies back in yo mouth and leave my life ASAP. You say that EVERYTIME you are in the wrong. Just admit you fucking backstabbed us. I really really hope it's you tonight and that you're the 2nd member of the jury. I'm even working with Drew to get you gone. Drew! Also I still dislike Logan. They don't like me either so it's even. I really hope we can get them gone soon as well. I also think people see Genki and I as a pair which freaking sucks because that's a new target on my back and I really wanna take Genki to the end. Well whatever, if I go home tonight, I go home.

this is the first time i've ever actually come close to crying before in a game which is always the signs that you're so emotionally invested that you're going to end up winning the game or something. every winner i've talked to has said that they've had times where everything came crashing down and they realized that their game is coming apart like a jenga tower. although there are still pieces left holding the teetering structure up, one more move will cause everything to fall on the ground in front of them. their hands were drawn and they had to make a move, so regardless of what they chose to do, everything would fail.

except, for me, it's not about making another move. it's the fact that i've now sent two real friends into the jury, with the exact same sentiments: "You're my friend, but I cannot respect how you have played this game."

this game has been 32 days long already and i didn't think that my actual breaking point would come right now. it hurts. i'm only half way there and i've want this so bad. i'm not giving up yet. not today, not tomorrow, and not until i win that hundred dollars.  

This season is going to give me a heckin heart attack

[survivorcongo]

EPISODE 9: “PLS DON’T QUESTION ME” - LOGAN

everyone wants to vote out Logan but JC is pushing for Collin. I don't know Collin well at all but Genki and I have decided just to go with everyone else and vote Logan. We feel bad for leaving JC all alone and I'm personally avoiding them because I think they are super sweet and don't want to hurt their feelings by going back on my promise to help them save Logan. Hopefully they will understand and it wont ruin our new friendship and trust.

.stsoh eseht KCUF dna lodi siht KCUF esuaceb sdrawkcab si lanoissefnoc sihT

(later…)

me: hey drew you're the puzzle wizard do you have any idea what this clue is about? *sends him my entire strategy for figuring this out, detailing exactly what's not working for me*

drew:

drew:

drew:

drew:

me: I'm just so confused I don't know what I'm doing wrong!

drew: ha what r u talkng baout I am so siple I don't lok for idols! did I mist a pots? ? ha ha h a

me: 

(originally posted by rebels-rogues)

day 1 as an intuder and im literally so shook no one said hey to me when i entered. talk about a salty cast. my alliance is with nic and we are called "to K or not to K"

personality i think ya'll need to k, its like not dotting your 'i'. you just gotta

Okay finally these flop ass hosts gave me the advice I deserved because now I'm truly woke about the game. I think that Nick gave me the advice to get rid of Nic only because he wants to protect his friend, Colin.

I mean it didn't exactly go down like that so if you're Nic reading this right now and I know how you are, so calm the fuck down, but I think that through the advice Nick gave me, I learned a lot about my own game and how to improve it. No more fighting, no more aggressive paranoic outbursts, and certainly no more trusting the wrong people.

I evaluated the game that I've played so far and I'm pretty pleased with what I've done to get to this point. I mean, what kind of icon lets someone else take credit for almost every move that I've made? And then when they truly think they've controlled the game, I snatch the truth right out from under him at the final tribal.

I do see the threat behind Nic, and if he's not willing to work with me, then I have to unfortunately send him on his way. I have bigger roadblocks left in the game than Nic, and if Drew/Colin/Nic don't make that alliance with me like I've asked, then I guess that it's goodbye one of them.

Okay so I'm soooo done with these bitches!! Tbh I'm not surprised that like Genki lied because I mean Rob said he was voting Logan but like at the same time I had hope that he'd actually pull through. And the then there's Nic who's bitch ass I knew was gonna lie, like no surprise there, and I'm upset that Katie didn't even vote because it would've been nice to know where her loyalties truly lie. But what I'm betrayed by the most and honestly shook about is Logan and Jaiden!! Like bitch y'all neglected to mention to me that 1. You had an idol and more importantly 2. That Jaiden was gonna vote Logan. It's like Jaiden fucking knew that majority was going to go Logan and voted them to show his loyalty to the others knowing that they'd stay as well so they'd still have them, effectively ostracizing Rob and I. Like that shit is so fake and snakey why tf did y'all not tell us about the idol play they still haven't even gave any reasoning just jaiden going oh I knew they were gonna play the idol. Smh bye bitches.

But at the same time like these dumb hoes ostracized pippa as well and I really hope she's not a dumbass and blindly follows these people. We made a majority alliance called the Not Snakes™ which is a fucking lie lmao because that alliance has more snakes in it than snakes on a plane. Jaiden, Logan and Genki are all snakes LMFAO like gurl bye. Genki came to me apologizing or whatever and I'm like mm ok no problem it's okay but deep down I'm salty. I knew Genki was playing both sides and he's been trying to be lowkey about it or whateva but it's obvious. The only person I actually have trust with rn is Rob and I thought he was the one who flipped when it was actually Jaiden. Hopefully this 6 person thing stays strong and eventually we could flip on them like Rob pippa and I work with like Katie or something to flip them out of here. But like before that Nic neeeeds to leave I can't with his lying ass self because he kept his excuses coming after the vote too.

After the vote though Colin and I did actually speak a bit and I'm shook Bc he revealed he's kennedys ex and like I had beef with Kennedy in another game (ourbb6) but idrc I won that game hunty idc about people that tried to test me and got evicted the week of because I nominated them. Bloop! But jokes aside like it was a game im not going to hate on Colin because of a past game idc about that I care about what happens in this game especially because I want $100 boo! Colin was saying how it'd be easy to just vote out Logan again but eh I'm not really feeling that lmao girl we just started speaking.

My dream boot order would be Colin/Nic in any order at this point because Nic has been tested me and I've gave him so many chances and now I've had enough. After that I'd want like Carolanne maybe just because allegedly she told Nic she was good to vote me in Kenge (who knows if that's true) then to make some kind of thing with Katie Rob drew and pippa at f8 and like vote out Genki? I'd like a f3 with Katie Rob and I and like a f2 with Katie if it's f2. But then again I'm just hoping I could actually win again, but I mean if I continue the trajectory I am now and actually do what I want to do it's possible. And like obviously I'm not any kind of mastermind or anything and probably won't be able to do any of what I'm hoping for but idk. I'll just have to go with the flow but that's how I feel now after this messiness. I'm so glad shit got revealedt though like JOSH THANK YOU FOR THAT SURPRISE TAKEOVER!!

And I'm so glad to have finally merged!!! It's so lit omfg but at the same Time I was screaming because Logan was gonna be in my tribe and we would've had numbers unless they were all playing shady shit on me again so it's upsetting that now we've merged and don't know where the numbers are.

(later….)

Also lmao so like Katie self voted and I'm just like so shook at Flopty's impact. He's making all these ppl self vote from the grave. Flopty's Curse.

Colin's over here hoping I die so he doesnt get voted out next lmfao

It's a roller coaster when I'm with Nic lmao. I wanna stab him in the back so bad because I know that that's the only way I can win this game, but I would literally sacrifice one of the closest friendships with someone that I've ever made. He's the sugar to my cinnamon and that's literally the gayest analogy for me to just say that we balance each other out, I think. I'm so caught up thinking that there's something that just isn't there because I know that he's got someone else that's significantly better than I am.

I can't believe I've made it almost 30 days in this game and I'm still so far from the end. I wanna win already, dammit. I have to go through the next seven to eight tribal councils and knock people down on my way there... If that means Nic, I can't tell you how difficult that decision is gonna be.

I'm having to choose between friendship or victory. How bad do I want this $100? Bad enough to stab someone in the back? Bad enough to make it to the end and have it worthless in the end? I think I stand a good shot, but how far will I go?

AH OH MY GOD I JUST WON MY FIRST EVER INDIVIDUAL IMMUNITY!! IM SO HAPPY!!

im hope people don't view me as a threat or whatever cause im NOT. im just happy i wont be the victim of the first merge tribal. atleast if im in the minority vote, i have something to work with.

honestly.. i have no certain preference as to who i want gone. whoever the majority wants, that who i want to.

i don't wanna come off too strong (bullshhit cuz i won this immunity but whatever) by naming names or anything, so i'm gonna go with the flow.

----

right now, i'm in an alliance with:

Me/Jaiden/Carolanne/Colin/Drew. We've been talking and they want jc out. We're probably gonna get genki/katie to vote with us to get jc out.

do I want jc out? despite forming that bond with them during the kenge phase, yes. they think im a snake since i lied to them and voted pippa so.. i don't have any hope that that bridge will be repaired.

oh man!! I really wanted that immunity akdfhakjd hopefully I will stay safe this round but I am very much on the outs and the self voted has painted the biggest target on my back.

Genki is in love with Nic? I'm literally voting him out now

(later…)

No, seriously, Genki is literally my target now. In that short moment of anger and irritation that Genki made a sly comment about Nic during our three hour call, I kind of realized that Genki really is a big threat. I said out loud "Watch your back, you're next, sweaty!" and I didn't even mean for it to be as honest as it is right now. I literally need to get him out of the game.

I think I've made the hidden threats like Colin and Pippa far more visible than they were before, and for that my sights need to be set on someone far more stealthy. While Genki may not be the most obvious threat to my game, I know he's playing exceptionally well. He's got alliances, he's got friendships, and he's playing both sides. Every time we talk, there's never a straight answer; it's always "I'll see what I come up with" or "Let me gauge how other people are feeling before I decide". Come on, man. This is a game that needs to be played with wit and agility and sometimes he kind of just lays there and lets things pass him by, but also has a brilliant mind on what's going on around him. He's not made any moves yet, which makes him the perfect candidate to coast under the radar until it is time to strike.

I've got a long road ahead of me until tribal council tomorrow, but without a doubt he's the one to go if I've got anything to say about it. Nic, Drew, and co. have made their minds up that JC is the absolute target to go and I'm always having to limit my own game with that group because I have to adapt to what Nic and Colin want. Drew is incredibly passive, which means that for now I don't need to worry about him being too upset about blindsiding Genki. Colin doesn't need power in this game and while my original plan to vote off Carolanne would have eliminated that extra number, Nic is feeding Colin's purpose with allies like Genki.

I'm counting these votes and I so far know that I have JC, Logan, Rob, and myself. That's four, so I've got to see about Katie and then comes Pippa. I'm paranoid as fuck that Pippa isn't going to want to do Genki, and Genki might vote JC. Pippa won't vote JC either, so is it smart to toss her and Genki's votes? We could get them to vote Carolanne because we would still have five to Nic/Drew/Colin/Carolanne's four. I'm actually gonna save this last paragraph because it makes me stress a lot less about tribal.

This vote isn't gonna be a direct shot at Colin or Drew. Nic can take all the offense he wants because he knows that I don't trust Genki at all. I'd rebuild trust with Rob because he's pretty pissed off that I said nothing about voting for Logan, however I have to bullshit him to the best of my ability to make sure that this doesn't blow up in my face.

Voting off Carolanne would be so easy, but that leaves me with a huge question mark. Genki could literally replace me. If Nic decides to kick me out of the alliance for stabbing Genki in the back, they're outnumbered significantly. No one trusts that group of people anymore.

Right now, Rob is so mad that I don't tell him things. He wants proof that he's been played by Genki and Nic, and we're literally talking about the individuals who want him out of the game for not voting the way they wanted. I'm basing so much of how he's voting this round with lies and deception and I'm trying to convince him that they're against him. It's working, I think, but I need him to trust me on this one. It's either vote out someone you're uncertain of, or lose your strongest ally -- JC. This is going to make or break my game, honestly.

(later…)

I had the entire plan set into motion and I had everything necessary to get rid of the snake upon snakes. I still think this about Genki, but then here comes Rob to ruin my entire plan and burn my crops, kill my family, and steal my girlfriend.

The thing is, I don't trust Nic or Genki and I wanna knock nic down a few pegs. Getting rid of JC is so useless because no one wants to work with them anyways, like who would want to get rid of the free agent?! I wanted to build a counter force to Nic's big stupid kingdom and then the entire alliance I had starts to collapse like a house of cards.

I'm not giving up quite yet and I'm going to target Rob. Fuck rob. Idk if the plan will change again soon or not but it might. I'm not letting JC go.

Jaiden screwed up our games. He lost my trust completely when he voted for Logan to go and he didn't tell me about her idol. Now, we're both exposed to people because jsh freaking screwed up and showed everyone who voted for whom. Like wtf! I had to repair my relationships with people because I betrayed my alliance with old Kenge, Drew and Colin don't trust me as much as they used to, and we had planned to do a freaking vote split. People are going to talk and believe that I'm untrustworthy now, and it's all cause Jaiden screwed me over. If he voted for Logan, we could've tied and I do believe that Genki and Pippa would've flipped and voted for Colin. Freaking, I'm so hurt by him that I'm ready to toss him in the pool of snakes, and that snake, is Nic.

I fucking hate this game. Everybody thinks I'm a freaking snake, and I don't want to be fucking labeled that. I've tried my fucking best to be as loyal as possible. I didn't want Ace gone, I told him he needed to make friends, I only voted for him because there was nothing else I could do. I was telling the truth when I said I couldn't vote for Kat, how am I supposed to know the vote was going to fucking flip? How was I supposed to know Jaiden would flip and Logan had an idol? I fucking hate Nic, I FUCKING HATE NIC!! He's been screwing my head every single time. I don't want to screw over any other aliies, I don't. I just want to make the jury, that's all I ever wanted. That's all I want, I just want to be in the fucking jury.

Yikes they're totally coming for me, huh! Alright JC and Pippa, we can play that game. I was still going for Logan (who fascinatingly enough is apparently voting with me?) but this works for me too. I am still concerned about the vote but I'm pretty sure there will be seven people I know about? Me, Colin, CA, Jaiden, Nic, Katie, Logan. Will Genki and Rob be there? I don't know. We might need to ask them in THE ALLIANCE CHAT THAT JAIDEN #EXPOSED WITH HIM, GENKI, ROB, JC, AND PIPPA because now both of them are officially voting out someone they're in an alliance with. I should have the numbers to stay but every vote against me is someone I don't have to speak to ever again. I'm really hoping it's not 8-3, that's the only thing I'm gonna struggle with, because I won't be able to know if Genki or Rob is the rat, but honestly, neither of them are in my long-term plans anyway so BYE. Although if they both flipped and managed to take another person with them and I go home tonight? Good for them, my powerful babies! They're still my children, especially Rob, and I'll love them forever once the game ends, but while we're here? Only if you choose my side. :)

Hhhhhhhhnnnnnnnnnngggggggggg

When ms Rob doesn't stick to our vote split plan and the only reason I'm still here is cos Logan's idol wasn't just a normal idol I'm. Idk Rob apologized right after I think he realized he made a mistake or something but it was so messy with the votes being leaked. I'm voting for JC and I know that drew Carolanne nic Jaiden genki Katie and Logan are all the names I've heard for people voting JC i know that they were thinking about voting for me but I think they're voting for drew. Pippa came to me this morning trying to ask about drew but she was so vague it rubbed me the wrong way and almost like offended me lol. She's like oh I should have the numbers if nobody switches it's like okay pippa I'll just vote wth you blindly not knowing who's voting with us even though you do as well as like it's clear you're coming to me cos you have to not cos you have to or that we have any allegiance to each other. Don't come to be and tell me what to do like okay I'll vote out drew and then what? Pippa and others are trying to run shit but as far as I care I run the table it's my table I own the table it's a family heirloom. So yeah either JC or drew tonight looks like so I should be here tomorrow but you know fingers crossed :)

If this is the last confessional that I write, then lol. It's been a good game and I'm kind of sad that this one might be ending tonight :( I definitely lasted the longest I ever have before in one game so that's something to be proud of!!! Nic is a snake and he's bitter that I didn't vote his way in another game. Whatever, I deserved this. I'm gonna go cry in a corner by myself now :(

Well, here I was thinking I was the swing vote between JC and Drew. I like both of them, so of course I didn't want to do that, even though I was actually considering it. BUT NOW, JAIDEN IS BEING MESSY AS ALWAYS.

When he revealed that he was in charge of JC and Nic hating each other, that gave me a lot of proof as to how truly messy he was. He and Nic have been spearheading every vote, and change their minds willy nilly, It's ridiculous. They're like the static antagonist clowns of a novel. Nic is the evil white man with a snow white beard that has a plan to kill everyone, and Jaiden is the clown sidekick that says all the stupid things but revealing his plans. MY GAWD. Well here it is, my chance to finally vote him out. We have Pippa, Rob, and JC definitely. That's 4. Now, our maybe votes are Katie and Carolanne. The only problem is, that Rob may be a double agent. If that is true, we have no hope. But hopefully, that is not true.

Our last resorts would be Logan or Drew. ugh if this does not work out this cast is blind to Jaiden's ridiculous antics.

this is the most exhausting stressful crazy season ive ever been in so if im a little bit cracked: excuse me!! this goes for everyone in the game and the hosts.

like.. all of the crazy people in this game.. it's so hard to deal with.

apparantley its between jc and jaiden? like wow.

hopefully.. HOPEFULLY jc goes. that way.. jaiden/logan/genki/katie/me can team up to split up drew/colin because that is necessary. they're close allies and threats tbh that need to go home!

PIPPA

The changing votes rule is stupid. Now JC might go home and stupid Jaiden will stay. I hate him now. Toodles

fuck genki fuck colin fuck drew fuck their rat asses after this fucking tribal im gonna full expose mode. im armed and dangerous with some serious receipts and i do not give a single fuck.

trying to cut me at final 8? bye. y'all are dead to me.

it sucks cause i wanna be friends with genki and colin so bad but u know what? i guess that's not happening.

im worried jc is gonna ask for proof so pls dont question me

sorry JC but Jaiden has been my buddy since the beginning of this game. You are super awesome though and would be honored to play a game with you again. <3

[survivorcongo]

EPISODE 8: “HAPPY NEUTRAL TO CHAOTIC EVIL BACK TO HAPPY NEUTRAL AGAIN” - JAIDEN“

Okay omg so I somehow survived that tribal blessss!! Tho I am pressed Monty voted for me like dis hoe. I mean not that I didn't vote for him too but my mist I guess, huh

But ok so like after we both survived tribal Nic and I spoke and I feel like our convo was really good and we even made an alliance called the Second Boots between each other because Nic thought he was gonna be second boot after Ace "targeted" him and I thought I was gonna be the second Sankuru boot because Nic put me second on his hit list after Derrick. So like I actually hope we stick to this bc we've both been such cockroaches avoiding getting eliminated by each other and it'd be iconic for us rivals to stick together lol.

But I'm still keeping an eye on this binch because he threw Carolanne under the bus saying she had my name in her mouth and wanted me out. But like the receipts were oddly cropped and kinda sus idk I kind of feel like he might want to stir some distrust between Carolanne and I so that we vote each other and he has the deciding vote rather than us both voting him if we go to tribal again because he thinks Carolanne and I are close. Idk I thought we were too but Nic's mist is kinda working because I'm worried about Carolanne now...if we do go to tribal I'm gonna have to talk to her about it probably.

And it was sus because he was like how oh Carolanne probably self voted to avoid me being mad at her for voting her and like that's just like girl pls who's going to give up $100 because they don't wanna be retaliated against by someone who would be going home. But like Monty did vote me which could go in his narrative that Carolanne approached him and Monty with my name. But when I think about it Nic probably told Monty to vote me just like how I told Monty to vote Nic and he doesn't want his spot blown up too.idk best case is that we don't go to tribal and either Sankuru or Luego do like PLEATHE hunny please. Bc this is gonna be hella mess if Kenge goes to tribal again which will probs happen rip.

I JUST WANNA MAKE MERGE FUQQ

Do you ever get so mad

So out of your own head

So heartbroken

So sad

That everything in front of you seems so small

The phone in my hand feels like a pebble and the words look like grains of sand, sliding across the screen

That's how I feel about everything right now.

I tried, I really tried

But I'm broken.

Jaiden is over

Sorry I couldn't hold it in that much longer

(later…)

I had a sudden mental distress and it's always fun to blow off steam in a public setting like that. I wish Nic cared about me but he's gonna read these confessionals and realize that I was actually kind of shitty to him, and I honestly don't think that I was a good person to him at all either so him saying that I treated him poorly is totally accurate.

At the end of the day, I think I've realized that we bring out the worst in each other and I guess this is the last time I'm ever getting close to anyone ever again because this always happens when I have problematic friends.

I hope I get CPN5 instead of OTTN5 because I'm really showing genuine growth here and logical thought processes as well as character development from happy neutral to chaotic evil back to happy neutral again. Now to make a slay twerk flag to shove up someone's ass.

Oh my god Jaidens rampage at Nic was ridiculous and some of the shit he said wasn't even true! He never "convinced everyone to vote out Derrick and not Nic" me and Genki basically had to beg Jaiden and JC NOT to vote out Nic and Jaiden decided at the last second that okay we should vote out Derrick. BITCH WE ALL KNEW WE WERE GONNA VOTE DERRICK THAT WAS THE PLAN THE WHOLE TIME! Not to mention I never aligned with Nic I simply told him I'd be happy to work with him, we don't have an alliance, we aren't f2, we haven't even made any agreements.

i honestly cant believe jaiden and nic broke up.. i shipped them so hard.

Anyways if you guys were wondering, the true saying is that hell hath no fury like a Jaiden scorned.

https://youtu.be/pE-qvuE3toE

if i go home over jaidens little fit i will die

I should probably have a better filter in confessionals because some things don't need to be said for everyone to read about :/ :/

But it's so much more fun when you blow everyone's game up !!

DICKS OUT FOR HARAMBE

I hate when Drew comes on the one world call and just acts like a bitch to me. He just says these microaggressions all the time and I'm like, rolling my eyes so hard at him. He literally went off the call and said nothing and that just makes him look so shady. The purpose of having a call is not to strategize, but instead to just talk about dumb shit. I wasn't even making sense half the time and I had a pretty good time on call with Rob and Logan. I really like them, and I really like Katie too. :( I feel bad that all four of us can't go to the end because I genuinely, genuinely like these people.

Remember when Connor said that this would take three weeks? Remember that?

Oh yeah, I'm going home this round huh?

The people left in this game did not get here by being perceived as weak players. They got here because they had alliances, they had friendships. I've had all of those things, but broken a few of each along the way.

This certainly hasn't been any easy mountain to climb, but right now I'm thinking that it's the time to make a big move. JC, Logan, Rob, and I have an alliance and I'm really considering going to the end with them. Even if this is a final two, at least I'm guaranteed to four. The delayed merge really helps small alliances because now we have less room for error and we can have the majority quicker. The thing is, I wanna take out peoples' side numbers before we get rid of the big guns. I'm not a chess professional, but I don't think you take out the king before the pawns. If the king has no pawns, then he is weaker.

I do think that Drew is the biggest threat right now. While he might be the king, Colin is his knight.

Everyone's goal is to vote out Logan, and they are my pawn. I need Logan in this game so badly right now and I'm terrified that something is gonna get fucked up and then I'm down that ally. There are so many unknown factors in this game right now and I think my paranoia is getting to me. I need to calm down and take things slow because I know that something I tend to do is overanalyze EVERYTHING. Nic himself tells me this every single day and it's just a quirk that I have, I guess.

If I let go of Logan, I think that I would have a hard time getting a strong ally to compete against someone like Drew later on. I know Logan can win challenges, but someone like Nic... almost useless. I think Genki is a big threat too holy shit

This confessional is a clusterfuck of me being intimidated by the entire cast right now I'm so embarrassed. I HAVE NO IDEA WHATS GONNA HAPPEN

this is a crazy take over and im worried because of the disadvantage i used on drew my name will be brought up- so far its looking like Logan or Colin

OMFG YASSSSS!! I honestly count this as an individual immunity win LMFAO bc I really did THAT. I made the whole flag myself with no suggestions, and made my little description thing myself LMAO. I'm really proud and happy that I'm not going to tribal. And I called most of the takeover, I knew that the two losing tribes would all make one big tribal council and vote for one of each other's but I didn't know that the immunity winning tribe would vote too!! Shook!

However, it's not good that Logan's name has been floating around. I really smell an alliance of Pippa Genki Drew Colin maybe Nic? Maybe Katie too? Idk but def those. I know drew and Colin are close af apparently (I'll get to that later but I mean cmon Jc that must've been obvious) and I assume pippa and Genki are close since Genki abducted pippa, and I feel like Nic and Katie would be included bc Nic supposedly helped influence the Kat blindside (or maybe drew just did THAT) (I miss kat so much :'() and Katie is an ally of nics or at least was as they were in an alliance with jaiden.

So anyways Jaiden tells me we need to talk and he wants me to vote with him and I'm like depends on who bc there's someone I want out and he's like who and I'm like Colin. I've shared five messages with Colin like this whole game I don't want to go into merge with his ghostly ass. Do ghosts have asses? Whatever, moving on, we make an alliance of Logan Jaiden Rob and I and like are going over possibilities of what to do and Jaiden says how the others want to get out Logan. And this is confirmed when miss pippa tells me she wants to vote out Logan. So like all the ideas were talking about in the alliance chat are booty like Jaidens talking about splitting the other sides votes and blindsiding them but that wouldn't be smart bc then there'd be four of us and six of the people we just happened to blindside.

So I come up with a different idea, keeping it 100 and being a real bitch straight up to everyone's faces. So I started my brand new show, "Keeping it Real Wit Jc" lemme recap what happened, drew tells me he wants to vote out Logan bc Jaiden said he'd do Logan and how Logan's name isn't drews name so he's good with it. I'm like bye bih I want Colon!! He tells me how Cologne is like his ally from the start of the game they were in Kenge together then luebo they both voted out KitKat with Flopty blah blah blah. I'm like ok well he's trash he never spoke to me!! But I understand where drew is coming from he doesn't want Sankuru to pagong Kenge but like I'm not good with most of Sankuru so? I just less good with Colon LMAO. Like all of Sankuru has always been mad close to voting for me it's not like I'm besties with my tribe. But whatever I understand Callin is his boo or whatever so idc if he doesn't vote for him AS LONG AS HE DOESNT USE HIS DOUBLE VOTE FOR THE FORCES OF EVIL AKA TO KEEP COLIN. Oh yeah did I say I know that drew has a double vote or whatever yet? Thatll probs bite me in the ass but oh well!!

But now I'm speaking to Katie hehehe. This girl said she loved Logan I'm LIVING lmao like didn't u vote them last tribal u attended azjx I love it. Well now Katie and I are having real talk which is good I like Katie and I guessed her zodiac sign right off the bat!!! Cancer!!! Okay so I pitched her voting Colyn let's see what she says. Yaaaaay she's down for it!!

Ok so like I'm hella tired rn but yes I luv Katie yes. Now I just have to really flip Nic and pippa. Nic would be enough for majority but the more the merrier especially with twists out there.

When I get voted out tonight, it's literally going to be the most deserving and humbling experience of my life. I'm trying to get Drew to trust me because I have a feeling that he doesn't, and Drew has played with some really good players before so I think it's possible that his decision to stay quiet all the time is a signal that he's playing very smart. I seriously can't imagine a scenario where I don't go home right now because I've been acting incredibly paranoid and my decision to flip out certainly didn't help my game one bit.

I'm preparing to be voted out so I'm essentially deciding to remove myself emotionally from all the players left in the game, I guess. Maybe that's why I'm voting for Logan, lmao.

(later…)

Yeah, my mind is kind of made up now. I think that it's going to be a really hard sell to get Genki to turn on Colin and I can't imagine that the vote would turn out any other way... this sucks. But I have to do it.

*RED ALERT* I AM GETTING VOTES TONIGHT. JC is tryna GEt me out nuh uh Honneeeeeey. I know that drew genki and Carolanne are solid. Jaiden was originally on their side to vote for me but as far as I know Jaiden should be voting with us now thanks to drew. Nic and Rob are our two little side things which hopefully they still want to work with me and will vote for me to stay as well. I'm pushing the vote onto Logan because I think she's close with JC and like it was easy to convince people why we should vote for Logan when she literally is friends with kat and Sam irl and just because she's the last one standing she thinks it's not worth mentioning anymore it's like hmmmm no honey i still remember that sneakery. If I go home tonight be prepared for me to be pissed!! But anyways yeah hopefully Me, Drew, Carolanne, Genki, Jaiden, Nic, and Rob are all gonna vote Logan so hopefully I'll survive today. Fingers crossed!!

The vote is either Logan or Colin. Which is so dumb cause I want Rob or Pippa out but whatever.

I'm keeping Colin because.. I like him and Jaiden wants him gone so why not keep him. I know Jaiden thinks I'm dumb or something which is good. I'd love for everyone to think I''m dumb so they can all just dumbly take me to the final 3.

Honestly.. my ideal fina 2 would be me and Katie. Although idk how close Katie and I are anymore cause I'm afraid she's tighter with Jaiden.

Also, I'm concerned how JC will feel after this vote. I wanna work with them, and I finally made amends with them, and I feel like by voting out Logan I'm just distancing myself from them again. Hopefully not though cause I wanna work with them.

Ok omg so next episode on "Keeping it Real With Jc" on this episode we "shockingly" discover that Nic is not a real bitch and instead is a fake one. Who's shook? Not me. He told me he'd be down for voting out Colin and told Jaiden he wouldn't and afterwards asked Jaiden how he thought id react after being blindsided. Bitch!! You thot. Because Genki told me he'd vote with us that gives us a 6-5 majority. Once it hits like 9 I'm going to go to pippa and Carolanne and tell them we have the majority so it'd be best for them to vote with us anyway, like a whole Meech telling Paulie that she has the votes to keep Tiffany without him anyway.

Now like what I'm worried about is if drew plays his extra vote that would suck ass, or if someone would truly be wild enough to play an idol at this tribal which would be hilarious bc like really? We're gonna play an idol on Colonoscopy to idol out Ruler Logan? Like don't get it twisted Logan is amazing but is it worth idoling them out? Idk how many ties they have, it'd be like idoling me out! But then again they might be more connected than I think I mean they knew Carolanne and Colin were tight, and if anything the other side might have something else up their sleeve.

Idk no matter what I hope merge comes after this vote because I don't want Nic and Carolanne to become a voting bloc and vote me next week shiiiiittt omg.

This tribal council is getting fucking crazy. Now there's a plan to split the votes??? Ummm I could literally be the vote that decides what happens and I'm seriously so shook and I can't believe what's about to happen

HI THIS VOTE IS A MESS BYE

People are coming for Colin. FOR COLIN. Do not get me wrong, I love my child, he's amazing, and people should be concerned about him, but WHY???? Like if they want to make me cry, just vote me out and be DONE WITH IT but not my son. JC is the one spearheading it because OF FUCKING COURSE HE IS, we're getting down to F11 so this is OBVIOUSLY the point where our interests diverge and we become enemies just like every other damn time. He's using the whole "Colin and I have never talked" thing, which like fine but honestly like you've talked to Rob enough, like you trust Jaiden enough, like you've talked to Genki enough, come on, this is not the only person you've neglected to socialize with and you know it. If he leaves this early, you might as well just erase my name from the check

The other name that's come up is Logan, which has this WHOLE thing around it because Jaiden says they won the reward comp with the mystery prize but he doesn't know what the prize might have been? My response to that was like seriously, we have a million and one things flying around from the auction, I would seriously hope no one was just HANDED an idol for funsies because they could get further in freaking Axon than anyone else. Colin is afraid of whatever power she might have too, so we're splitting the votes, putting three on Pippa, this tribal is gonna have the fallout everyone's always wanted but secretly expected they'd get from Jaiden and Nic, not from lil old me. Oops.

I'm SHRIEKING at the pandemonium going on right now because clearly no one has any idea what's happening and if Logan ends up going then that's good for me!!! I think!!! Whew. I'm so excited

We are in tribal rn and I might be voted out. God pray for me.

[survivorcongo]

EPISODE 7: “I’M A SLUT FOR AUCTIONS” - MONTY

I CANNOT BELIEVE KAT LEFT. RIP HER. Fortunately, she didn't have much of a connection with me so I'm gooooood.

Drew tricked me into telling him 2 people that I was close with: Katie and Pippa. well too bad Drew, I'm close to everyone!!! hahaha vote out my girls and I still have Nic and Jaiden and JC. Wait. idk if that's a good thing. Oops

YES FUCK YES WE MADE MERGE IM SO HAPPY YES YES YES YES! TIME TO BE ULTRA FAKE! AUCTION! HAPPY FUN TIME. Also I'm really sorry Katherine got out, especially because we realized AFTER starting the challenge that she had not confirmed. SO SORRY!

(later…)

I can just hear Connor laughing at the fact I seriously thought merge was a thing. BYE FUCK YALL *finger guns away*

wow I'm usually good about confessionals but when there's actual money at stake, I lose it. Amazing. Genki. Truly.

Well I've got so many deals coming from different angles that I feel I'm in a good position. Let's RANK:

1) Pippa: SOLID. My fave bae. The only problem is that everyone knows that I invited her to the other tribe. Doesn't change how I feel about her though. However, if people feel that we're a pair then I may have to be willing to cut her. ;(

2) Nic: He seems to genuinely want to work with me. I appreciate that. He's trying to build alliances with me with Colin, Logan, Drew, and Monty. Amazing. I'm gonna actually need to start talking to Colin whoops.

3) Katie: Girl, we played that challenge together and it made me all the more like her. She's great, but I don't know if the feeling is mutual.

4) Carolanne: Ugh just looking at this list confirms the fact that I have a secret bias towards females and wasians. We're in two strategy chats together so that helps I guess.

5) Drew: He's super social and I like him, he's just probably super social with everyone else too. Dangerous. But cool. 4/10 would recommend but you probably would still try him out. Kinda like a scam.

6) JC: AH HE DESERVES TO BE HIGHER I FORGOT ABOUT HIM. He's great but he was chaotic with Jaiden last tribal. He wants to work with me which is good, but he also has connections that aren't mutual connections with me.

7) Monty: The perfect goat, but he will probably be medevaced. I talk to him, he talks to me, and for a person who doesn't do anything, that is wonderful.

8)Logan: They're cool, I just don't think they're strategically wanting to work with me. Maybe I might just have to talk to them and they'll be happy.

9) ROB! We haven't talked in a while and that makes me sad. He's a cool chap.

10) Jaiden: He's so great to talk to and is a great friend, he's just so strategically messy and unpredictable. I cannot have that unpredictability in my life right now what with college and exams and extracurriculars. Jayden would be an extra category on its own.

11) Colin: oops hoo

^This list is honestly so inaccurate now that I look at it. Rob, JC, and Jaiden should be higher. Katie, Carolanne, and Drew should be lower. But only by like 1 or 2 spots for each of them. it isn't an exact science. #overandout (later…)

I HAVE TO GO TO THE AUCTION???!!!! R I G G E D AGAINST BUSY PEOPLE.

Also Nic is so cute I can't stand it. Ma Half-Korean genetics are being bias (later…)

Honestly this is my way of procrastinating for studying for a Cognitive Psych exam tomorrow. oops. (flop)

everyone keeps telling me that I suck at survivor and like, eventually you take that in and start to believe it you know? like why am I always always always sucking at this game that I love so much and I seem to have zero social skills and manipulation abilities and everyone dislikes me apparently and I'm gonna get OTTN2 every episode which basically means I'm an irrelevant ugly troll. a less important version of Russell Hantz and certainly one without a single immunity idol. I walk around and carry myself like I'm this strategic mastermind god that is just untouchable by the peasant folk that I happen to share a space with. 

And like I continue to believe that everyone is gonna play the game the same way I do and always have everyone go to bat for me, and make the moves I want and vote out the flops like Monty all the time when I want them to

The beauty of survivor is that while I'm playing a game, so are 11 other people. I'm still the author of my own destiny and as cliche as that sounds, it's something I need to consider and take closer to heart than I have been. Maybe I'm this really irritating OTTN homeschool jungle freak, but maybe this confessional right here is where I turn it around and become a CPP5, the beautiful swan that transcends this universe. It's good to let it all out in the one true friend I have in this game (the confessional link) because now I'm calm, collected, and even though I'm down a number with Kat, I can certainly rebuild. Regrow. I'm overcoming this specific set of emotions and I'm ready to play Survivor again. Let's get to it. (later...:)

Believe it or not, Nic and I have been strategizing for a good half an hour now. It's been pretty informative and I just wanna leave one thing that I asked him. He hasn't responded yet, but it's very important to me and I think sharing it would delve deep into our respective gameplays at the present time... I wonder how he'll answer it, but I kind of wanna just put fears into his head so he knows that I'm aware of how he's playing.

...

let me ask you one question.

you can't get offended by it and I want the truth.

you have made promises to every single person on every tribe including JC. you have also made those same promises to me. so how do I know that you're going to keep your promise with me, when I already know that you're going to break them with many other people?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

anyway Jaiden and I were arguing about whether we wanted JC or Monty out earlier and noW THE TRIBE IS OF US FOUR I HATE MYLIFE. Jaiden wants Monty out and I want JC. we'll see whom gets what they want 

THIS SWAP IS TERRIFYING. I really hope I'm accepted by carolanne and logan because they are in love and I need to third wheel that before rob does.

also I hope this swap doesn't affect my perfect idea of an alliance with me/Jaiden/Logan/Katie/Genki and maybe Colin.. that would be the perfect alliance for me. I love them all

IM FUCKING SCREAMINGGGGG

WHY IS IT THAT NIC IS CURSING ME LIKE THE PLAGUE OMFG

Obviously, I'm a beautiful star, radiating in the night sky, and he'S A CRUSTY MOTH JUST ALWAYS TRYING TO COME TO ME. Urghhhh like there's no escape omg. At least I have Jaiden here who's hopefully not playing me because he's like the only ally I have. Then, next to demon spawn Nic there's Hannah Montyannah who's got the best of both worlds by doing nothing at all and being out of the money BUT ALSO staying in the game for so fucking long.

If Jaiden is with me as he says he is we can at least tie the votes whichever way and be soooo happy to send Nic home omg. But I'm thinking about it rn, I don't think Monty would give a fuck about going to rocks because he's out of the money so he'd take the 50/50 shot to be iconic or whateva. However I feel like Nic might be more inclined to flip and vote Monty and then we'd have a 2-1 majority and could vote Nic out if we went to another tribal. But honestly like idk how long these tribes of four are gonna go lol, and like if we go to tribal twice in a row that'd be sad lmao.

I'm hoping I get something good in this basket of bananas omgggg, and that Jaiden gets a clue to an idol at that music thingy because it'd make sense for an idol clue to be hidden at a reward

OMG so apparently Jaiden told Nic how he wanted to vote Monty and Nic is like bitch no we're doing Jc sorry not sorry. BITCH?? I'm so pissed because as Jaiden is telling me this Nic goes to my pm's and he's like "oh my god" like bitch get your fake ass outta here!! And like I want to just curse him out omfg but Jaiden is telling me that he's telling Nic that he's down for the plan to get me out to keep Nic calm but honestly fuuuuck this omg. I keep getting fucked over omg. I swear to god if I get fucked in the ass by these bananas too I'm gonna scream!

THIS TWIST HAS ME SHOOK. FANTABULOUS.

Nic, JC, Monty, and Jaiden being on the same tribe together has me in tatters. this is fantastically hilarious. They are the crazy tribe that just guns for each other and doesn't know how to lay low. They're all leaders except for Monty lmfaqo.

Katie, Carolanne, Logan, and Rob are the chill tribe. They literally all told me "these are the people I don't talk to". HAHAHA that's even more hilarious. They all think they're in trouble when in reality, it's just that none of them talk to each other. Quality entertainment. This must be rigged or something.

On the other hand, dynamics on my tribe are pretty clear cut. I think. Drew and Colin are a strong pair and they want me to work with them to be in the Carolanne, Rob, Monty alliance. Drew literally just collects the goats. I see through him. The thing is, he does want to work with me and vote Pippa if we go to tribal. EXCEPT PIPPA IS MY NUMERO UNO. SHIT. I can't tie the vote, or I'll anger way more people than I need to. If I vote out Pippa pre-jury, there's no way that will come back to bite me in the butt. I pray and hope that that does not come to fruition. Hopefully the advantages we get in the auction will help save Pippa and get Colin out.

Or just win the challenge. there's that too.

Of course I get put on the tribe of the shittiest individuals I've ever met in my entire life. I mean JC isn't that bad but Nic??? Monty???!!!???? Who designed this twist. I'm fully expecting to have to go to rocks because I'm not voting JC out, like at all. And I don't think Nic has the balls to even take that 50/50 risk like that and try to get me rocked out of the game. I certainly know that I don't, but you don't get second chances in this game... If I go, then I go. But I died standing up for what I believed in, and nothing will make me feel more successful than if the rock draw goes my way. Nic is in trouble.

(later....)

You know, it's funny. I keep forgetting that the entire reason Nic and JC hate each other, is because of me. I am literally responsible for making up lies about each other and dividing this faction between our tribe. Through this, it has weakened JC but strengthened Nic. I'm playing every single person and making the game focus on those two people only right now, and it's hard to fathom that my plans have actually lasted as long as they have.

For now, Monty is still my target. After Monty, I will probably take out Drew if possible. I've tried my hardest to develop a bond with Colin but I don't know if he's 100 with me or not yet, so I'll wait before I actually get him on my side completely.

After Drew goes, ideally I would like to weigh my options: Colin or Nic. It's no joke that I want to Pagong the other tribe, so if I choose Colin then Pippa is my next target. This is something that I've been begging Nic to work with me on for a while, and if he didn't change his mind after the Drew vote, he will have to be sacrificed.

I would probably bring Rob slightly further but if the votes turn out to not be in his favor, I'll let him get taken out. From that point on, we can resume the Nic vs JC struggle for power but why not let the three of us make it to the end together? If there is a surprise final two then they would each choose to take me over the other because they HATE one another.

They literally have no idea how badly I've played them this whole time... They're in for a shock.

(later....)

What the fuck, Carolanne?

WE GOT JAIDEN!!!!!!!! OMG IM SO RELIEVED AN ALLY whew

Omg. I'm actually pretty pissed off. Like what the FUCK Carolanne. This has Nic written all over it, and it's literally so he can fucking vote out JC. Two can play at that game, and I'm going to exact revenge.

If we go to tribal council, I'm making Katie the sacrificial lamb. He wants to fuck up my game? I'll fuck up his. Why did Carolanne decide to switch with me instead of literally anyone else on any other tribe? Genki said its so that she can be on a "strong tribe", bullshit sweaty.

Maybe Carolanne wants to stab Nic in the back. I'm gonna convince Katie and Logan and even Rob to throw the challenge with me and we'll all do it under the guise that we are voting out Rob. Rob will be made aware of this, but I'm hella getting him and Logan to vote Katie with me. She's only guilty by association, and as much as I love her as a person... I gotta send the signal, while also benefitting JC's game.

I'm so mad that Carolanne and JC are on a tribe with me now. there literally gonna team up and vote me out now. Hopefully jaiden and Katie can throw the challenge.

I'm just so mad like why am I so out of the loop.. I hope Genki is honest with me about knowing Carolanne was gonna do this!!!

(later…)

I'm giving every opportunity to Genki to be honest with me but.. he's just not!! I guess he might as well send in a vote with Carolanne and JC and send me home too bitch like wtf I thought we were allies. the fact that he enabled this is so ugly like I'm so frustrated

(later…)

I'm soo like.. frustrated I can't trust anyone and I'm so getting voted out

WHY 10 THO

I'm looking at this twist positively, because now I'm on a tribe of three people I think I can trust. Logan doesn't seem to be devious but if they suddenly flip on me... whew, I would be shocked. Katie is just simply Katie and that's perfect and I know our strategy talks have been really awesome in the past. Rob and I seem close and I'd imagine that the last vote sets Rob up to wanna work with anyone he can. I'm really ready for this vote, all we need to do is throw immunity.

Honestly if we could forfeit that would be brilliant, but idk how to convince anyone of doing exactly that. I'm a good bullshit artist thus far, I'd like to think, so working on Katie and Rob to vote for each other should come in handy.

I need to keep my story straight to all the people I'm lying to right now: To Logan, I'm saying that JC is going to get voted out and that was what Carolanne had been planning with Nic. We need to throw immunity and get rid of Nic's closest ally, Katie.

To Nic, I'm saying that Rob found out about his cross-tribe alliance with Drew, Colin, and Monty to take out Kat which he then spilled to Logan. They all want Nic out now, so he's gotta just let me stick to my plans and take out Rob.

To Katie, the same story as above but I'm going to let her think that I'm wary about Nic. I'll use whatever information she gives me so that I'm set up better at the merge and I'll use it against whoever I need to.

Rob's gonna get the story that Nic formed this big alliance with his tribemates and has been pushing for me to get rid of him. I'll comfort innocent little Rob and say we need to exact revenge on him and take out Katie, his close ally and fellow old school player. I love Katie to death, I really do, but she's totally guilty by association. I hope she still likes me after this :(

If we don't lose immunity, I'm gonna ask the other tribe (hopefully Kenge loses if not us) to let us go to tribal council to sort out our problems. Or I'll just force my tribe to go and vote out the way we want to, lol.

I don't know how this plan sticks with the whole "keep JC and Nic as enemies" storyline that I've been pushing, but honestly one of them is gonna fall next. If I'm hurting Nic now, I think it might only be fair to take out JC next... unless he hates me, of course. Then Nic's ass is grass.

I hope I'm not being too bold... Oh well :~) I need that hundred dollars!

my tribe is forfeiting the challenge and I'm so pissed. I already have a google doc halfway filled out with everyones names and numbers.

(later…)

I gave Drew a disadvantage because I know he is very committed and hopefully this can slow his tribe down. I feel bad because we have worked in past games together and I think he's a great guy but whew what a threat. Unfortunately this game is one world which means I now I have throw a shit ton of half truths his way so what I did doesn't make me seem like the total worse :// idk

(later…)

What a waste

Why is Colin so problematic? "Yeah I'm here and ready to do this challenge." But where are you? You're not here? Also I'm Connor taking this challenge straight from R&R and this is triggering. Drew is my next target even though we just got him out in Motu Maha. But Colin may be easier to get out! Well I'm bored now bye

this challenge sure is hard to win when ur tribe isnt around.

ive been trying to get katie/jaiden to throw it and hopefully it works so im safe lol.

if im not safe me and monty are voting carolanne. hopefully monty keeps it a tie so that it goes to rocks if jc/carolanne vote for me

I really did change my mind. Knowing who was still in the running for this challenge completely changed my mind because now I know that if the other tribe fucks up past this moment right now, the challenge turns in our favor and we can absolutely win.

I really want to make sure that Drew, Colin, Pippa, or Genki go home. I'm losing so much trust in Genki lately, he's been so shady and hiding important information from other people. I'm actually going to PROTECT Nic and consider my options if we go to tribal council -- maybe Katie isn't the best option to vote out. I'm coming to terms with the fact that Nic had nothing to do with me being swapped around, and I'm starting to think that he's in more trouble than I originally anticipated.

If I want to actually keep Nic around for as long as I can, I need to get rid of Logan, I think :/

Right now I'm battling a weird stomach pain but for whatever reason it's going away pretty quickly and I'm just left with an upset stomach. I almost feel like it's telling me something: before we started trying again, it was at its worse. Now that we are really working, it's literally gone and I feel perfectly fine again.

Maybe I'm avoiding a dangerous situation. Nic still wants me to throw the challenge, but at what cost does that come? If he gets voted out, I'm not gonna be that sad... Honestly... Idk.

CONNOR WHY

WOW THAT CHALLENGE DOE. thank godt

I screwed up when Carolanne told me about her advantage. Only thinking from her perspective and not from my other allies, I thought it would be good for her to switch with Jaiden, since JC and Nic are gunning for each other and Monty is an easy vote so she would never be targeted. WELL GUESS WHAT. I SEPARATED NIC AND JAIDEN. I thought they were against each other, but then I was reminded that they were actually TOGETHER and ALLIED. FUCK. So I realized I screwed over both Nic and Jaiden. UGH I CANNOT BELIEVE MYSELF. I thought I would be separating chaos, but no. I ruined it for them. Oh well. I guess I'll have to find myself another alliance. Rip the messy dumbass trifecta.

NIC AND JAIDEN ARE BOTH SENDING ME PASSIVE MESSAGES SAYING "oh, i wonder why carolanne did this. To whoever was the cause of this, fuck you." etc. etc. HILARIOUS. I THINK THEY KNOW I WAS THE CAUSE OF THEIR RUIN. well there goes any chance of me getting back together with them. I'll just ride along with my bae final 2 Pippa :D

I've been reflecting on my game and like.. I've been really messy and complained a lot and stuff. I just wanna end my game by saying something nice about everyone

Carolanne - If she's being honest about wanting to save me I love her. If not she's still super nice and it sucks my words got twisted and someone made her think I wanted her gone.

JC - I know I wanted u out since early but I still like you as a person and I think that's part of why I wanted u gone. Cause you're too like able

Monty - they're not around much but he's nice and cool. I wish I could say more but we haven't spoken that much.

Genki - if I stay maybe I'll have something to fill in here

Pippa - We've barely spoken but it's cool that she's from West Virginia

Colin - I've always wanted to be friends with him but in games I feel like he never trusts me

Logan - someone told them I helped vote out Kat so they don't like me which I get. but they're kind and fun and was a good ally while it lasted

Jaiden - a roller coaster

Drew - they're really cool and I think they're easy to talk to and a big threat and they could win. I'm predicting he wins

Rob - we've barely spoken except during the Anarchy tribe. during those days I thought we could've been really good allies but we just never ended up on a tribe together.

Katie - I've definitely gotten along with her the easiest in this game. they're just really nice and cool and funny and aligning with them was the best decision I made

so losing sucks cause it puts me in a bad spot. I know there's a high chance I'm going home. before we lost I predicted me and Monty would tie votes with Carolanne and JC. but now Carolanne is coming to me, wanting JC out. I'm shocked. I was super sure she was tight with JC and I even played the victim by messaging a lot of people "I'm so sure I'm getting voted out :(" but if I stay I'll be so happy. but I'm probably not. this is the End up. a small rivalry between JC and I that exists for no reason and it ends soon

I am hyped! I realized that I have officially made it further than my first and last game. I made it past day 13, the third boot, and 13th place. Like I'm so glad. Now I just need to make the merge and jury, and I would be happy with the game I played. I can leave this game being at peace with what I've done this season

We won the immunity challenge! I'm sort of confused though because originally we wanted to throw this challenge, at least Jaiden wanted to. However, he changed his mind the next day. and that was sketchy. He told me that I'm a target, which I sort of knew, and to save me we should vote out Katie with Logan. Oh, Jaiden and Carolanne switched tribes. Jaiden is a flipper and I can't have that, he's unreliable, but I have to stick with it. Also, fuck Connor for lying to us.

(later…)

The auction was pretty lit, it was fun although it distracted me from How to get away with murder. That ending was on fire, I hate it though, I want to know who died. Spoilers I guess, maybe. Anywho, the whole twist is infuriating! We bid for our tribes, and I'm literally in the worst tribe possible for me again! Like, what the hell! I have to build my relationships with these people again because I haven't talked to them. It's my fault though, I knew I should've talked to them. But people never repy back or message me like wdbcfhuvbrhur AGGHHH!!

Whew ok. So that was fun. I love blindsiding people who idk... Anyways now I want to make merge and jury. Maybe cause a lil chaos before I go out. I've been told I'm pretty good at that when I put my mind to it. Well just see what happens. Hopefully we don't go back to tribal, but if we do, im not a threat going into a merge. I think I should be fine.

(later…)

Anyways… I was asleep during the auction. So that wasn’t fun because I’m a SLUT for auctions. But anyways, I wake up and literally 0/3 (4?) of my allies are on the same tribe as me… like at least i used to have drew and colin and then katie not targeting me, and then who knows with pippa, but anyways. so i thought all hope was lost, because nic and i played recently, and he hated me in that game, jaiden had his whole little “attack monty” thing, and i still don’t know if my Skype is letting me be contacts with jc? so i was like woah, worst case scenario. Three people who have no reason to want to work with me all on a tribe with me, and I’m not doing anything to help myself, I’m a sitting duck. but things are changing for lil ol monty!!! so first, jc comes up to me and it like “we should start talking” and I’m thinking oh hell yes lets do this. so we talk a little, and i think its going well. they’re someone i wouldn’t mind playing with for a while, but i also know they’re a very good player and so id need to cut them before they cut me. (also, the best part of going on vacation and inactive is you don’t have any time to build strong friendship bonds, so you can become a ruthless player.) so that that on them. and then TODAY, nic and i start talking a little about the auction (i love chicken nuggets so much, btw) and THEN jaiden starts going off on nic!!! like does jaiden not realize that he’s attacked 2/4 people on his tribe? like, thats enough to force a tie, and jc isnt stupid. they wouldn’t risk rocks for jaiden. so the heat that jaiden put on me for going being called out in last round, he is just putting on himself by going off on nic this round. like this is so good for my game. and pretty soon we should be merging, and jury, and then its time for some fun

Also. someone in this season. is such a fucking rat. either that or my mouth is so big I've told people secrets on accident. cause someone keeps telling all my info to all the people that my info is about. I suspected Jaiden

Yeah, maybe now is a good time for JC to go. If the vote is JC, then that's that and I'm over it. No more drama. I need Nic to trust me, because I know that he doesn't. This sucks, but I can't hold onto something that isn't working for me anymore.

Whew Jaiden has no chill

Okay so this tribe expansion thing was super great for me! My earliest alliance of Carolanne genki and Drew is still staying strong and with the expansion three of the four of us ended up on one tribe it was so great. Drew and I are still super super close, genki is trying to catch up with me and we're getting close as well but at this point I feel like I'm in a really great position. I think if we are still in three tribes we could throw the immunity so that if we go into the merge we'd have my four plus rob nic and Monty all potentially on our side in a group of ten!! And then once we hit final 8 the four I have is a solid block that rules the game :o that's my dream aha we'll see how it goes I'm sure there's some idols and that out there that will be some snags in the road

Ok omg I'm so scared like so far the "plan" is to vote Monty but HONESTLY if Carolanne would just fuckin message me I could try to orchestrate a Nic blindside but nooooo. I mean like I could maybe vote with Monty against Nic and tie it and try to convince Carolanne to switch her vote after buuuut idk omfg. And I'm worried like what if Nic and Carolanne actually have a deal and they're gonna both vote me while Monty votes Nic and I vote Monty??? I mean maybe the smartest idea would be to vote Nic for this to at least possibly guarantee a tie if Monty truly did vote with me when he asked who he should vote..I don't knowwww omg. And like what if Nic actually did vote Monty then I look like an idiot and might have to do major damage control. Idk it might be smarter to go the "safer" route of voting Monty in that it wouldn't put a target on my back come merge but like there's a possibility Nic is plotting something and like if we hit merge I might gain a target on my back from Nic who could rally his allies to vote me?? UGHHH. I don't even know!! I mean I don't think Carolanne would vote with Nic though like, after I spread the apparent lie that she was on his hotlist but like...you never know, this is survivor!! Expect the unexpected!! Wait no...that's Big Brother. Everything is not what it seems!! Wait no...that's Wizards of Waverly Place. Outwit Outplay Outlast?? I mean that doesn't really fit what I'm tryna say BUT WHATEVER THATS THE CATCHPHRASE OR SLOGAN OR WHATEVA FOR SURVIVOR BYE.

UGH IM SO SHÜK!!! get it? I Thot it was so funny because a u with an umlat (ü) makes an "oo" sound and shook is spelled with to o's HA. I'm hilarious. But then again the oo from ü and the oo from shook sound different kinda so like it doesn't work /that/ well but it's funny to say it like shOOOk. haha..ha....sorry I'm just dissenting into madness bc of this fucking tribal so I think I'm just gonna end this confessional bc this game got me CRACKEDT this whole confessional was a mess omg..

I'm glad we won that immunity because drews ass would've been grass if we hadn't. Colin fucked UP that challenge so much but I'm actually not mad. I'm still amazed jaidens tribe won immunity even tho they did over 16 hours. My confessionals are lackluster I'm sorry. When it gets juicy I'll be there.

what WAS that tribal??

I could've just made the best or worst decision of my life. I'm hope this officially ends JC and I's feud. I chose them over Carolanne soo.. lets see where this takes me. im scared.

Wow that tribal was crazy. Monty is a really close friend of mine and I'm sorry I wont be able to play with him anymore :/

Pippa is so rude I hope she's next boot

THINGS THAT HAPPENED LAST CYCLE (BECAUSE ALL OF MY CONFESSIONALS WERE SENT FROM EXILE ISLAND)

- We voted out Kat. It was hard but honestly not THAT hard. Rob said she'd been leaking secrets about our alliance and tribe to Logan on the other side. Nic came to me and Colin and talked about how Kat was targeting him to go FROM THE OTHER SIDE (like I get that it''s One World and I talk to my friends on the other side, potential strategies, please stay, but the gall to pick your own targets on the other side? Bold, very bold.) And Monty was desperate to make jury (although RIP those dreams now) that it just made sense at the time. No regrets, although I'm sure I'm on Logan's shit list now. What the fuck ever, I'm on everyone's shit list.

OKAY THINGS THAT HAPPENED THIS CYCLE

- I got an extra vote at auction, which is lit, because now if we can trust Carolanne and Genki, we can take control at F8 instead of needing to wait for F7 because I can break a tie.

- I got swapped onto the Lube tribe (HONESTLY why is it that every time there's a tribe expansion, I'm put on the new one? It doesn't actually matter but it's wacky). I'm there with Colin (<3), Genki (<3), and Pippa, who makes me sad if only because I don't want to fuck her over but I kind of have to. Like she had to go eventually, she's so socially powerful, I don't know that I can take her in my merge when I already have so many allies. I have a chance to pull in JC, Katie, Nic, and Rob, if shit gets bad for me, I have people to talk to to make a plan, like Pippa is just a liability when for the first time in such a long time, I'm not locking myself into any options too soon. Colin and I have talked about throwing the next immunity to get her out before merge, and I'm so scared to do this because if we lost she'd KNOW she'd be the one to leave so if she has ANY powers, they'd come out right then and there. We'll have to see how that goes down.

- We had a freaking counting challenge (in fact THREE OF MY SEASONS HAD COUNTING CHALLENGES ALL AT THE SAME TIME, IT WAS AWFUL. I'M SUING ALL OF YOU FOR MY CARPAL TUNNEL SURGERY) We were a mess, as usual, although the call to do it was a lot of fun, Pippa was randomly singing, Genki was walking home, I got drunk, Colin kept adorably fucking up and zoning out, it was a good three hours. If you have to flop, flop with friends. But we didn't end up flopping NEARLY as hard as Kenge, who didn't get past the first five bottles...Like honestly, two people could clear that before you even need to bring in a third. But okay, you guys do you. Their tribal sounded messy as FUCKKKKKK honestly. Colin says he's pushing Carolanne to vote out JC with Nic. Then Nic wants to vote Monty. But he's coming into my PMs like I THINK I'M GONNA GO and it's like no. No you don't. Not really. And then angel Carolanne self-votes? Like seriously, we needed another person who can't get paid even if they win. Y'all just got rid of Monty.

I don't know what's going to happen this next week, I'm sure Colin is going to push for the throwing immunity plan, I don't know if we'll bring Genki into it or just force him into voting with us once we've lost, if we do lose. Nothing sounds good to me right now, I just want to merge so I can figure out all my options from there. I haven't truly played a game to win in months but this one has all my focus right now, because I think I could actually do it. It's gonna take so much work but this is the first time I've had the social credibility up to this point to be able to potentially get votes at the end, if I can get there.

[survivorcongo]

Episode 6: “Harambe Idol” - JC

I'm SO MAD. I was so damn close to opening that Pandora's Box, and even though it's a trip to exile island, even I know that it brings something positive into the game. This means Drew has a free chance to search for a hidden immunity idol -- MY hidden immunity idol. He's so good with these puzzles so I'm certain he's going to be the one to nab it. I'm so disappointed in myself, I was literally SECONDS away from having the answer. This does not feel good at all. I'm pissed.

Why 10

these cryptic take overs are giving me a headache. 

im hoping my tribe loses so we can vote jc out.. like i know they said they wanna work with me but i can't trust them since i know they talk shit about me.

Poor Jake 

I wish I was Drew

http://vignette2.wikia.nocookie.net/survivor/images/f/f9/Exile.jpg/revision/latest?cb=20110507042353

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=je4nDvNJXsg

Okay so I'm really scared for this challenge. I can already tell I'm gonna suck and we are gonna lose. WE ARE GONNA LOSE AND IM GONNA GO HOME BECAUSE I CANT UNDERSTAND THIS GAME. WHY WHY WHY 

if jaiden really wants to do this then i sure will lose this challenge on purpose

I told JC EVERYTHING. How they were the target, how I wanted Nic out, and how I'm still loyal to them... I even lied that I was the person who told Derrick that JC was gonna get taken out. Which of course, worked perfectly because then Derrick went and told JC everything. I'm officially gunning for Nic because I can't stand the chaos anymore. I have to understand that the social game that Nic is playing is literally far more superior than anything I have ever played before. Adding everyone on snapchat, like... seriously?! How blatantly obvious at how close he is with everybody. He clearly has no idea what he's doing and I have been collecting notes for a while now. I came here to win a hundred dollars. If that means I have to sever relationships, I'll fucking do it. I'll be heartless for the money.

I feel like I can easily compare myself as a strong mix of Parvati and Russell. I have a stupid name and I'm an ugly troll.

Ok so like this is how shit went DOWN. First Jaiden comes into my PMs and tells me guess what boo I have another pleasant surprise for you!! And this bitch tells me that the little "lie" Derrick was spreading last week was actually the TRUTH. Nic did convince everyone to vote me but when Derrick told me and I started making shmoves the target moved to him bc people didn't like that he leaked it. HOWEVER mind you these bitches told me he was lying and shit and were fucking with my mind saying he was in cahoots with Nic just telling me it's gonna be me and then Nic saying a different name so the kat would play the harambe idol or whatever it was called on the wrong person. BUT OF COURSE THAT WAS A LIE (can y'all insert that Tyler the creator "and that was a fucking lie image here pls). So like I'm shook af wondering wtf is gonna happen to me now and I'm like I have to KILL this challenge but I'm even more shook because Nic the dick (<3) is playing immunity too and I'm like this bitch is gonna throw it. Surprisingly enough? He doesn't throw it? And we actually win!!! Due to like our combined efforts!!! And Kenge is going back to tribal...again. I feel like the secret reward winner might have something to shake this tribal up or something tho bc they've been mute for a minute...itd only make sense idk. Maybe they can mutiny? Idk. ALSO, ppl like both Nic and Jaiden are saying they think merge is coming up and honestly I'd be shocked if we merged after this tribal lol, like I honestly think there's gonna be an outcast twist or something for the current eliminated players to fight to come back. It'd be a twist if there is no twist I guess but nah I smell a buyback twist tbh. Especially because of the first round double elimination. But idk if it is merge coming I need to make sure I have numbers and it's not like I have much room to flip seeing as Kenge is gonna be at 4 players next round rip but I mean let's say Jaiden Logan and I all flip that'd make it 7-5 which is majority and leaves Logan and kat as threats since they're so close and I'd have drew and Jaiden which is good, buuut og Kenge would have 4 original members so I'd think they'd vote out Logan then Jaiden and I and continue. But I mean if we can use them to vote Nic out at least that'd be peachy :3!  

Oh tbh I forgot Monty existed so this will probably be a hella easy vote for Kenge LMAO, which is good bc I like Kenge like I speak to drew kat and Rob!! And like all of them!!! Colin was p chill in the challenge too And omg I know that Katie voted Logan I love remembering that because I can use it to my advantage LOL!! I'm just hoping Nic doesn't find some way to twist it that I voted for Logan and not Katie but you know what if anything I have RECEIPTS that I will be leaking at next tribal that Imma be going to LMFAO.

God is dead and I am tired. Also, proud of my tribe. Also, my idol isn't gonna mean anything I don't think?

im crying that was so hard cant we all just eat ice cream together

Monty absolutely deserved that and I wish he would get an OTTN5 edit but he's literally going to be getting UTRN2 or some shit like that because he's not done anything this entire game!!! Know that!! Nic also deserved me saying "fuck you" because he's rude 

If I get OTTN4 or something I'm gonna be so mad because I literally deserve OTTN5 because it's all about me this episode 

i love when i dont have to go to survivor bongo tribal council !

ok im trying to plan seeds in colins, montys, and drews head that kat needs to go cause.. she needs to go! if she makes merge then i know carolanne/jc/kat are all targeting me and i don't want that! 2 can play at this cross-tribal game kat

Okay so not too much has been happening on my side except drew and I continue to get closer and closer and Ijust really hope that at some point he Carolanne and I would be the final 3 that's like my dream TBH ahah. Rob is quiet, but he seems loyal. He's down to earth and mostly straight to the point . Now there's Monty and Kat.. Monty is inactive but trustworthy and down to goat for me basically in exchange to have had made merge so that's interesting compared to kat who has Logan on the other side so that gives us more numbers but she also could go back to he either allies or just embed herself into whatever Logan has. Carolanne told me she thinks that if my tribe bites the bullet and sends home kat that she could pick up Logan because of some common ground they have so we'll see about that. As for the other tribe, they are more enemies than friends. I like trust Carolanne and that's it. genki is second on my trust list but we haven't talked since we were separated. I get a lot of info from nic but I can tell its for his benefit as much as it is mine. He's playing the game with me he's not doin me any favours or watching out for me. I want to trust nic but I'm like scared I will and then will look dumb. 

[survivorcongo]

Episode 5: “I’m going home hehe” - Jake

Yesterday went smoothly during tribal council. I'm so glad that I voted for Logan and even more relieved that they had the idol played on them. This made paranoia ten times higher, and it gives me something to hold against JC later on. Seriously, JC annoyed the shit out of me yesterday, as did Kat. I can't believe I'm sticking with these people who can hardly take a breath and chill the fuck out. Do they really need $100 so badly that we'll have JC basically crying in the corner because they think that the tribe is blindsiding them? And then we'll have Logan spaced out in another corner, while Kat screams maniacally and shoves a fork into a wall socket repeatedly. 

I'm over it. Onto the next round. I think things are going to have be handled differently this time around because obviously JC found out about our plans. I'm trying to play this week like Kim Spradlin would, because she was a vacuum that literally sucked the fun out of everything. No backstabbing, no talking to anyone else about our plans, nothing. We have to stick to the plan and keep it between ourselves, but still talk to JC like nothing is going on. Today's reward challenge is pretty important because I cannot let someone else take this power out of my hands, whatever the hell it is. I need this one pretty bad this time. 

thank god my tribe keeps winning bc the second we lose I’m going home hehe

I think Kat thinks she's running this game. In actuality; people see right through her actions. She tells the other tribe the "Something Badass" alliance, however, she seems to exclude Drew from it. Hmm, looks like she's trying to sink me and Colin's ships. She also said she controlled the Derrick vote. You did nothing! Derrick got himself out of the game. THANKS DERRICK! I'm disappointed in him. He didn't try in thus game when he could've won $100. I'm shaking my damn head. Anyways, Kat needs to get herself out of this game, she cannit continue dragging me.

Jaiden probably thinks he controls me, but he doesn't. He's very manipulative and untrustworthy. He "flipped" on JC and involved me in it, He didn't tell me the vote changed back to Derrick. I cannot yake him to the end with me, if I get there.

AHHHHHH

The main stress is now over , hopefully things will remain this way

Whew. So drew and I did the slide puzzle and I think we did pretty good. We finished the puzzle about the same time, but he finished so I had to do the link thing and I think I was a little bit slow on than :/

Anyways. Me and Colin are kinda working together, and me and drew have talked about working together, which I'm really excited for. And beyond that I forget who's on my tribe. Yikes...

this is my first non skype confessional in a while so if we lose again.. im thinking me/genki/katie/jaiden/logan team up!!!! then we can vote out JC. and if we lose again, Carolanne.

I WON A CHALLENGE HECK YEAH

All right, so as per usual, I in no way feel safe in this game. Especially since I cannot participate in this challenge and they might see that as a reason to kick me. On another note, Logan really rubs me the wrong way. It's just....something about them makes me distrust them a lot. It's so odd. Anyway, I really trust Genki and Jaiden and a few others but other than that, I'm like a lone wolf. Please oh please let us win I NEED THIS PLEASE.

Yesterday's challenge was a major FLOP. We could have finished things so much earlier if Carolanne hadn't messed up. And then she messed up TWICE. It was so awful and I know that there were whispers about how poorly the challenge was finished, however I know that my ass isn't on the line because I didn't make a single mistake in over 200 of my own numbers being posted. I'm holding back anger and irritation because it's not my place to judge her, although I do wish she had done better. JC still hasn't talked much to me which makes it that much more difficult to successfully blindside them at our next tribal council. For all we know, it could happen right after this challenge. They're not online which means I can't plant different seeds in their head about a plan to get rid of someone else. If there is a challenge our tribe needs to win, it's this one. 

so logan got the takeover twist which is cool

but what isnt cool is that jaiden told them not to tell me! which is really funny

Ok so like somehow I survived that vote? The fuck LOL. Like I didn't even get one vote when I was so sure I was leaving. AND I know that Katie was the one who voted Logan which I could use to my advantage like if I need to throw a name out. Now we're not even going to tribal?! Finally we didn't lose OMG. Idk who I want to leave tbh. But tbh it doesn't matter I'm just gonna watch the tribal and get my life  no matter who leaves because I know no matter what it ain't me!! *pops pussy* Good luck Kenge hope y'all aren't as wild as Sankuru 

So I feel like this round has been pretty chill in our tribe, we won, which is great I'm super relieved we don't have to go to tribal. Honestly though if we did I kind of want JC to go, they're kind of being sly. I mean first him and Jaiden fabricate this story that Nic is targeting me and then Jaiden tells me the truth - that I was actually on the list of people that Nic wants to work with. And then, at our last tribal JC somehow convinced Kat to use her idol on him? They told her they thought they were in danger when literally no one had talked about it and he's part of a four person alliance? Although I don't know how solid that plan was. So I told Colin all this, and he told Kat which I think is why she used it on Logan, but for real I thought she was going to use it on Logan in the first place.

Drew is my father he is the Laura m to my ciera :) lol just kidding like I won't vote him out but I do like that dynamic. Anyways I'm doing good not much to talk about I messed up on the immunity lol if I didn't do that we would've won which actually is so funny like I love how it was Carolanne who had to do the sprint as well and we both messed up for our tribes I'm like what a true power duo. My tribe still stands the same my alliance of four is good and Jake is gone and if we have to go to tribal again we gotta vote out Monty

Instead of another boring ass confessional about game state, because nothing's really changed on that front, I wanna talk about my tribe. Because this Aitu 4 in the making is badass.

Colin- My literal child. So many emotions, I love so much. First ally I had here, so pure. He's sweet as fuck, he's got a good head for the game, and then will randomly message me like "LET'S HAVE A FIGHT IN THE TRIBE CHAT" and we just do it and it's magical. We talk more about real world things, life, relationships, history, than anything game-related, he just means so much to me. I would literally throw my game away for him Nicole Franzel style, he can have the $100, he deserves everything he wants in this world. 18/10, would align again. Katharine- CINNAMON ROLL! Deceptively powerful, won the first reward challenge. Really fun to banter with, really strong-willed, powerful. A touch risky because she has so many friends on the other side, she and Logan literally go to school together, she was ready to use the Haumaru idol on Jaiden because they're "tight." Also apparently took two weeks to add Monty as a Skype contact, which is hilarious but problematic. All the love, but will monitor closely. Rob- My other child, another one I'd talked to early on. Light, fluffy, happy, chill. Fun to talk to, good strategy, good openness. First person who was completely new to me who added me before I even had a chance to add him. Won first immunity comp, good competitor, good choice. I trust him for now to not have 13 different plans happening at the same time, I trust that I'm one of the more important people in the  game to him, which is nice, because he's one of those people for me. So anyway we're the Aitu 4 because much like in Cook Islands, we did well in comps but circumstances kept whittling us down. One medevac and a forced mutiny later, we're staring down the barrel of a 6-9 deficit with two relative inactives (Monty tries and I don't think he's actually missed anything yet, he's just super busy. Jake? Bye.) But we shall rise. I have so much faith in us. Colin and I have Carolanne and Genki to work with, Kat has Logan, I sort of sometimes have JC as at least someone I can comfortably talk to, and might be able to get Katie, there are OPTIONS. We're gonna do this. Get shook, Congo.

[9:45:09 AM] nic: also.. did u find out what the takeover was

[12:45:25 PM] Jaiden: God [12:45:27 PM] Jaiden: and no [12:45:29 PM] Jaiden: did you? [12:45:40 PM] Jaiden: no one talked fc [12:46:22 PM] Jaiden: no one talks to me like they talk to you [1:41:54 PM] nic: n oone talks to me jaiden wtf [1:41:57 PM] nic: they talk to u more [1:42:00 PM] nic: ur the one in 2375 alliances. [1:42:40 PM] Jaiden: I- [1:42:59 PM] Jaiden: I'm just saying that you talk to people more than I do because I'm literally never in the tribe chat [1:43:16 PM] nic: ok [1:43:37 PM] Jaiden: besides I'm not even in 2375 alliances :P [1:43:40 PM] Jaiden: more like four [1:43:47 PM] Jaiden: and three of those are with you [1:44:16 PM] nic: i cant wait to gag when the takeover is reevealed [1:44:28 PM] Jaiden: I feel like it's something really useless [1:44:38 PM] Jaiden: because they wouldn't keep something big a secret from us [1:44:43 PM] nic: its like the amulet of abduction [1:44:46 PM] nic: like [1:44:57 PM] nic: we dont know it yet cause it will affect the game later [1:46:20 PM] Jaiden: but was it really that game changing? It wasn't this twist that would have fucked up anyone's game [1:46:35 PM] Jaiden: so I'm expecting whatever this one is to be something really tame. [1:46:44 PM] Jaiden: maybe a reset button for this round only [1:46:45 PM] nic: what do u think it is [1:46:47 PM] nic: like predict [1:46:48 PM] nic: ok [1:46:59 PM] nic: a reset button when we won our first immunity.. scream [1:47:04 PM] Jaiden: Because if you think about it [1:47:11 PM] Jaiden: You can redo all those challenges [1:47:18 PM] nic: yeah [1:47:19 PM] nic: idk [1:47:33 PM] Jaiden: so my mind is kind of set on it being a reset button [1:47:42 PM] nic: do u know who won it [1:48:06 PM] Jaiden: no, but I know some people who scored higher than me [1:48:19 PM] nic: like wohm [1:48:54 PM] Jaiden: You Kat Logan Genki and I think JC [1:49:07 PM] nic: what if i told u i had it [1:49:19 PM] Jaiden: I would be elated [1:49:21 PM] nic: i dont [1:49:23 PM] Jaiden: so do you have it? [1:49:24 PM] Jaiden: ugh [1:49:32 PM] nic: so dissapoingintg [1:49:35 PM] Jaiden: I mean I don't know [1:49:38 PM] nic: if only we knew who had it...... [1:49:51 PM] Jaiden: Kat and Genki have already won something so I kind of think they can't win it again [1:49:57 PM] Jaiden: as did JC, right? [1:50:53 PM] nic: idk [1:50:56 PM] nic: if only like [1:51:01 PM] nic: one of our allies won [1:51:08 PM] nic: if our ally won i think they'd tell us right [1:51:16 PM] nic: nobody told you anything? [1:51:42 PM] Jaiden: Yeah that's true :( and nope. I didn't ask Genki or Kat if they won. I've asked you and Logan [1:51:54 PM] nic: what did Logan say [1:52:10 PM] Jaiden: they said they didn't win it [1:52:15 PM] nic: oh ok haha [1:52:19 PM] Jaiden: Have you asked Genki [1:52:24 PM] nic: no [1:52:27 PM] nic: genki didnt win it [1:52:50 PM] Jaiden: how do you know? :P [1:53:23 PM] nic: :P i just do [1:53:39 PM] Jaiden: So you know who won huh? [1:53:45 PM] nic: do i? [1:53:52 PM] Jaiden: yes [1:53:54 PM] nic: the real question is do you [1:53:58 PM] Jaiden: Lol [1:54:00 PM] nic: do you know [1:54:02 PM] nic: do you really know [1:54:12 PM] Jaiden: I do. [1:54:18 PM] Jaiden: I know what it is too [1:54:25 PM] nic: Que es [1:54:26 PM] Jaiden: I'm not gonna bullshit you anymore [1:54:43 PM] Jaiden: I'm not telling you who won it because it's really not going to influence anything [1:55:13 PM] Jaiden: but it's an idol that gets played at tribal council, and if the person it's played on is voted out, they join the other tribe permanently [1:55:39 PM] Jaiden: I swear it wasn't me though. [1:56:03 PM] nic: i know it wasnt you [1:56:11 PM] Jaiden: do you know who won it? [1:56:19 PM] nic: idk [1:57:05 PM] Jaiden: then how are you sure it wasn't me? ;) [1:58:10 PM] nic: https://66.media.tumblr.com/00c1560d130fb3e67455a4393c24c6d4/tumblr_inline_n3qf07ZR7i1rgfcee.jpg [1:58:36 PM] Jaiden: you're being so vague lmao [2:00:56 PM] nic: yes. https://67.media.tumblr.com/e4a7d32ee69b1c68abcb189d0b5e5c2e/tumblr_inline_odkth8E2gu1s8k92l_500.gif [2:01:11 PM] Jaiden: WHAT IS IT NIC [2:01:13 PM] Jaiden: Tell me :P [2:01:18 PM] Jaiden: or I won't tell you what I know. [2:01:24 PM] nic: do i need to know what you know [2:01:37 PM] Jaiden: not if you already know what I know [2:01:58 PM] nic: how do i know if i already know what you know if i dont know what you know [2:02:30 PM] Jaiden: you'll never know what I know if you don't tell me what you know so that I can reference it with what I know [2:02:54 PM] nic: https://66.media.tumblr.com/00c1560d130fb3e67455a4393c24c6d4/tumblr_inline_n3qf07ZR7i1rgfcee.jpg https://67.media.tumblr.com/e4a7d32ee69b1c68abcb189d0b5e5c2e/tumblr_inline_odkth8E2gu1s8k92l_500.gif ---he thinks he's so slick! i already know the info he's pretending not to know

Me: is happy we won immunity Me: is in 3 games at once and has no clue what's going on in any of them Me: still trusts no one Me: also I still hate one world Me: okay bye nothing juicy has happened to me

I'm glad we won immunity because the tribe's alliances are still a bit all over the place and I'm having trouble trying to figure out which to join. I had a lot of fun with Genki playing the color game- he even found a website for us to practice on before we went. 

PHEW KATIE AND I WON THE CHALLENGE FOR EVERYONE WHAT ICONS. basically everything has been calm and uneventful. probably my fault for not socializing oops. but at the same time not many people are talking on the tribe chats, reflecting how active people are in PMs(maybe?)

[survivorcongo]

Episode 4: “the bomb.com” - Logan

IM SCREAMING THAT I CLOCKED NIC. He was so fucking cocky sending defends in for every single one of his answer choices which was basically throwing the comp which was annoying!! So anyways I told Carolanne about how she was on his hit list with me then she ran into Jaiden and genkis pm's and I was cackling. But then somehow that turned into an alliance between all four of us!! Which is enough to at least tie the vote, and if we rope in Derrick then we have majority. THEN I WAS LIVING BECAUSE SYNDEY GOT EXPELLED AND TRIBAL WAS CANCELLED LMFAO. BUT THEN, Jaiden went to Nic and told him how I knew he was coming for me, etc. now I'm pressed because he knows that I know which makes things so much more difficult because I'm on his radar. Fuck meeeee! But oh well, after I found out I confronted nic and told him I know what I know blah blah blah. He got upset after and thought it was personal which I felt bad about but like if I wanted to be mean trust me I'd be mean, I was speaking to him very politely and just being real. I'm hoping we don't go to the next tribal and that we can do any one after that to be safe from the idol. It seems like Katherine has it from the other tribe (I was weak when I asked if the idol was still in play and she said "I heard yes" alskdhxh. I asked Katie if she heard him saying my name and she had the audacity to say she didn't and that she only heard Derrick and I'm like SURE BOO because Jaiden sent me the receipts from their little alliance chat. So like that irritated me lmao. And Genki, I'm not sure how down he is to take Nic out, but I hope he's good for it. My alliance consists of crazy bitches Jaiden carolanne and I, and then Genki who is like?? Ok let's do it LOL. and I feel like for this vote Logan and Derrick will vote with our group. It'd be sooooo great to send Nic out of this game but my main priority is to not go to tribal. 

there was a bit of a battle between nic and jc today. im not entirely sure what happened all i know is if we lose derrick is still on the chopping block, since everyone has promised he has not talked to them or made an alliance. hopefully we can win immunity.

Honestly I FUCKING LOVE SCATTEGORIES i know too much useless trivia

We’ve been in this game…how many days now? I don’t really know. but however many it has been, Katherine JUST added me as a contact two days ago, despite being active in the main chat?? Like wha? I’ve been resending contact requests for a while, so YIKES!

http://prnt.sc/cgykg8 https://media.tenor.co/images/79594656f0ae040d629f1fa6b5560dc8/raw

[9/11/16, 10:44:45 PM] Genki - TS: Bangladesh Host: wow I totally shouldn’t have asked around [9/11/16, 10:44:53 PM] Genki - TS: Bangladesh Host: rip my decision making skills under pressure [9/11/16, 10:45:24 PM] Genki - TS: Bangladesh Host: do I know how to keep a secret? [9/11/16, 10:45:25 PM] Genki - TS: Bangladesh Host: never [9/11/16, 10:45:34 PM] connor (congo host): me. [9/11/16, 10:45:49 PM] Genki - TS: Bangladesh Host: Could I have not told people I won reward and just took Pippa? yes [9/11/16, 10:45:52 PM] Genki - TS: Bangladesh Host: Did I? no What do I immediately do when I'm told that I won an anonymous reward? hahaha I TELL PEOPLE. I'm probably the smartest person in this game right now. 1) I know how to stay UTR and remain a non-threat 2) I know how to hide my relationship with Pippa 3) I know how to ask people their opinion and then actually follow up with it 4) I know how to not panic under pressure This has probably been my best game move so far!!! hahahaha ^farewell for I have ascended because I have done the exact opposite of all these things

I'm a satan stan

Lmao I find it funny when I'm asking Katie if she heard my name she's denying it and it's funny it's cute like I'm just playing along with it giving her chances to tell the truth, like boo I saw the screenshots of yalls group chat and even if I didn't and I heard the names were Derrick then me then Logan/Carolanne you'd think that I'd figure that in order for Nic to at least split the first vote then get majority they'd need four people including you Jaiden and Genki as in he'd approach y'all with my name. smh girl just own up to ya shit. Also, I built a stronger relationship with Logan which is good!! Like thank god. AND I WAS LIVING FOR GENKI KIDNAPPING PIPPA. He even asked me what I thought of her before nappin her which I feel was good because it shows he trusts me and wants me to have numbers I feel. Like this is good because we'll be able to establish an alliance of Jaiden, Genki, Carolanne, Pippa and myself. Then I have my relationships with Drew, Logan, Katie (deteriorating due to her LIES and DECEIT (still luv u tho)). Also, yesterday drew was drunk of ha ass from wine, which is disgusteng because wine is so gross like that's some old ass prune juice squeezed from satans BUSSY, but I digress, drew messaged me saying we have to put in work for a cross tribal alliance, and I was like I'd be down for that but I have to be careful because Nic was already spreading misinformation that I had ties to the Kenge tribe due to Uncharted, when the only one I had ties to from Kenge was drew, despite that little uncharted alliance gross thing. But anyways I told him I'd be down for it if we kept it on the dl, and asked who hed want in it and how many people, he was very unforthcoming and unsure which makes sense though seeing as they haven't had any scrambling on his tribe to see who was with who, but I told him when he figured it out to tell me, and that for now at least I'd want to include Jaiden in it. ALSO OMG I love these tribe memes that we have because they're so fuckin accurate like Kenge tribe is full of peace and love, and Sankuru is so hateful and disgustin. 

Kenge Tribe: kind, pure, light Sankuru Tribe: dark, cruel, mean Kenge Tribe: jesus Sankuru Tribe: satan Kenge Tribe: 😇 Sankuru Tribe: 👿 KengeTribe: 🔇🔕🤐 Sankuru Tribe: 📢📝👏 Kenge Tribe: 💘💓☮💗💕 Sankuru Tribe:🔪🔫🗡⚔☠ Kenge Tribe: Pisces, Cancer, Capricorn, Virgo, Sagittarius, Taurus Sankuru Tribe: Aries, Scorpio, Libra, Gemini, Aquarius, Leo 

Oh wait shit ok so I asked Jaiden if Genki approached him too about the pippa thing and he's telling me that he did so fuck I don't feel special anymore that's great, but I mean at least Jaidens in our alliance too? Which is a good sign? I doubt Nic would have been like yeah bring pippa in yay!! And apparently Pippa is saying she doesn't know who kidnapped her which wouldn't make much sense like why wouldn't Genki tell her and build a bond like that maybe they're trying to make some secret deal partnership thing but tbh its a bit transparent but that's alright idc.

I'm so glad to have Pippa on our tribe. Not only does it give my side the majority, but it's also comforting to have a friend to work with. Our tribe is only getting bigger and if we manage to win immunity, then the other side will have to vote someone else off. I'm so frustrated that they haven't yet been able to shake off one of their members that I would not want to play with at the merge, particularly Drew and Monty. COME ON. TAKE ONE OF THEM OUT. The divide between JC and Me vs Nic is really good too because now I can use Nic's animosity towards the two of us to gather the troops to vote out JC. He'll have four, while I should have five. I'm hoping that this is the case because then I will flip and vote out JC. I've grown very close to him in the past few days, especially with the whole drama that has transpired, but he is a threat deep down to the core. We're going to merge between 12 and 10 and we have 15 now, so there may not be another chance to take out JC. I'm going to hold back on these plans and decide between the two who is a bigger threat. I could have strength in numbers, or I could have the long-standing friendship between Nic and I. Even if Nic has thrown everything out the window, I'm still reaching out to him and hoping he changes his mind.

PRAISE LORD GENKI FOR SAVING MY ASS. I'm so happy I'm on this new tribe, I finally feel like I'm in the majority. I know they would've voted me out of the other tribe, I just know it. This word game is really  ticking me off because Drew is literally a hawk to his screen. It's completely unfair considering he's always there. I really wanna help my tribe win immunity because then they won't wanna vote me off so quickly. Jaiden made this comment when I got in the tribe chat about how I wont make merge because it said I'll be in that tribe for the rest of the game. If this is a plausible theory, I will actually Kermit mass destruction. I'm still waiting for f10 so I can trigger Connor to death.

I was 0 help in this challenge because I wasn't home more most of the day and really couldnt get the hang of it. I hope this doesnt send me home.

So we lost the immunity challenge which sucks. But I found out nic was literally never targeting me what so ever and Jaiden and JC are usin it as leverage to get him voted off, which I think is ridiculous when the whole other side is voting for Derrick. I'm going to try my hardest to convince them not to vote out Nic. Colin thinks Nic could be helpful to us at merge, plus we need stronger people for challenges. 

For the longest time this round, I've been going against everything I said I wouldn't do in my last confessional. I have been plotting Nic's demise, and I've been trying to convince everyone that he is the ultimate target!... Until now. I don't even know what exactly set off the switch in my brain, but I got this sudden emotion that I haven't felt in a long time, and that is called empathy. I put myself in Nic's shoes, and then I realized that I would literally lose my closest friend in the whole community. Over a stupid game. Again. He's probably already cursing me up and down for even considering writing his name down and putting him in this position in the first place, but I'm also the person getting him out of it. Nic is like a brother to me. Sometimes we get each other into trouble, but I'm always going to stand up for him. I let my emotions get the best of me the first time and I'm going to use them to save him. JC is my target this time, and for good reason. I know that it's strategically the best option to get rid of one of the two people I am the closest to. Even though JC is significantly more intelligent and clearly a bigger threat than me, they're also my competition to win the whole game. They're my closest ally and I think that instead of shielding myself with them, I need to cut them lose. I could be a target simply just to weaken JC. I have been going CRAZY and convincing people left and right to vote with me. First Genki, then Logan, and tomorrow I'll talk to Nic and Katie. This vote could be very close and honestly a lot of it rides on how Kat plays her idol because if she ends up going with JC and saving them, my entire plan will have been ruined and Nic will be pissed at me for voting him out. I wish I could show the hundreds of messages I've sent and received tonight in order to get the ball rolling on this blindside, but I don't know if I've got the finger strength to type another word. I pray that my plans come to fruition. I've been subtle about the seeds I've planted from time to time, but this move is not subtle at all...

So last round, I was so pissed that Sydney was evacuated. She was a number for my tribe and an easy boot. Our immunity win was voided because of her and that makes me mad. If you aren't able to play the game, then don't It doesn't make sense to me how I lost the reward. My list was very unique and I made sure fact check everything first. I would've loved to have the amulet because it could've been a very useful tool in my game. I prefer the other tribe more, so the opportunity to change the game (potentially) is lost. It makes me more mad that I wasn't abducted. Like what has Pippa been doing? I thought you guys liked me more, obviously not. When I find out who won that challenge, i'm more than likely going to be upset at them. The immunity was so stressful, I tried to be there when the hosts message but then suddenly someone appears and makes up a word before me. I suck in high pressure situations, I can't think of the right words fast. Perfectful, Unhatred, Washington. Thankfully, the Kenya tribe won so I won't be going to tribal. It was sort of lit though because people became mire active (even me). So on the Kenya tribe, I have a four-persin alliance of me, Drew, Colin, and Kat  if we're loyal, we have the majority. That's good for me because I was worried I was going to flop. Thank god we have FlopJake and Monstrike with us. (That was terrible). However, I don't trust freaking loose-lipped Kat. She is a pretty big threat because of her friendship with Logan (and Connor 😡) and she has the idol right now. She hasn't told me that and she has also told others about the idol and the alliance we have in "Something Badass" (weird name I know). How are we supposed to work together when you don't seem to trust me either, although it is rightfully so. Now with the vote, it appears to be really crazy. Derrick was the original target; however, because of Looselips and Noscrub Logan, the target is now JC. I personally don't like that because I like him, and he's somebody I can work with. But, he appears to also be sinking ships so him leaving may not be bad. The problem is Looselips. She apparently wants to use the idol on him, but people want him gone instead of Nic. Jaiden came up to me and asked me if I could try to convince her to play the idol on her friend Noscrubs instead. Looselips told Jaiden about the alliance and I am more loyal to him than anybody else. This seems to be a hard task, but I'll try to subtlely swing it. 

On the subject of Jaiden, while I am loyal to him, I don't fully trust him. I know from his experiences that he's a flipper and he doesn't care about betrayal. That may be bad for me because JC was also a former ally of his at one point. You can't fully rely on him to help you out. While, I respect his game, I don't want to take him to the home stretch.

I am adjusting fine to the tribal council deal - kinda sucks that we’re a tribe made up of people who aren’t winning well but we are gonna find a way because we’re the lit tribe. I know how to work the crowds, yo. (vote will come tomorrow)

WTF IS GOING ON 

I am hearing everybody's name come up except mine. I'm not sure if thats a good thing or not but there is also talks of idols and that I know for sure is a bad thing.

Me to Kat after she single-handedly ruins this tribal for me: http://mrwgifs.com/wp-content/uploads/2013/09/Angry-Kristen-Wiig-Insult-Gif-In-Bridesmaids.gif Anyways I'm ready to kill myself

This is a crazy game. The target switched from Nic to JC, both of my favs, and now? I don't even know what's going on. I hope I don't get blindsided whew

ha ha ha ha ha jc is targetting me and theyve talked shit about me umm i wish they would stop! so i think i have jaiden/genki/katie/logan and we're gonna vote them out Derrick REALLY fucked up his own game is this all goes according to plan he rats out the plan to JC so Kat is playing her idol on JC and we have to switch it up last minute to vote out Derrick kat is literally running the show FROM THE OTHER TRIBE cracked queen

Hey guys sorry I'm here I'm doing my confessional. Uh okay we won immunity that's all cool I hope that Carolanne stays safe obviously but she already told me that she was I think either Derrick or Nic will go home but i really want nic to stay :(. I got me an alliance but Monty isn't in it rip :( it's me drew kat and rob id work with rob in the merge but kat and Logan should probably be split up at some point or whatever 

KENGE TRIBE CAN'T CATCH A BREAK CAN THEY??? How is it possible that we would win last week's immunity challenge when the tribes are 8-8, and end the following reward challenge being down three people suddenly, 6-9?? This Amulet of Abduction thing SUCKSSSSSS and I know we'll probably never get our chance back because there will be some fancy new twist next time. So that's just it, we may never get the chance to balance the scales. So we have to be tighter than ever, but OH WAIT. Jake and Monty (more so Jake) are literally never around. Cute. At least the immunity challenge was WORDS WORDS WORDS because like words are my thing, you don't get a English degree and become a librarian by being indifferent to words. So we were able to pull immunity out!!! Of course to do that, I got a HUGE target on my back and I may have accidentally initiated a blood feud with a very angry Pippa over a ten-letter word? Probably a good thing she got stolen to the other tribe...... In other news, I have no fucking clue what's going to happen in this Sankuru tribal even though I talk to five of them on like a daily basis SO THAT'S EXCITING. I don't know how I didn't end up on the mess tribe, that literally never happens, but I'll take it.

Idk if I’ve done my required number of confessionals yet this round, but anyways… Won immunity! Happy about that. I even helped a little!! And now I think we’re at f14 after the other tribal, so (bike) thats never a good time for me. Anyways, I think Carolanne and I won’t be working together anytime soon… OH! also just realized my Skype blocked JC for some reason. Like, when I block people i KNOW why I blocked them, and I’ve had no reason to block JC??? But we’ve talked a little, and Im just very confused by Skype rn… But they’re on the other tribe, so i don’t care too much about it...

DICKS OUT FOR HAMARAU!!!! Honestly if this idol isn't played on me I'm going home... I mean Logan might go home but probs me. I love how Logan's even campaigning to kat to play the idol on me in the alliance chat :') but kat...isnt having it...I honestly want us all to stay I've grown to really like Logan. I especially want to stay though like idc who leaves as long as it's not me baby girl!! Earlier today Derrick approached me telling me "majority" was voting me, which in all honesty had me shook even though I knew Nic had probably set him up to it. It still shook me! So I campaigned to Kat which once again blew things up as she told Jaiden and Logan to not vote Nic and instead vote Derrick, only to then later ask us at 9:00pm to vote Nic? Girl?? I s2g if I leave this game because of a Leo I'll SCREM. I'd say there's an 88% chance of me leaving tonight and honestly if that's the case I hope I'll go out with a bang, and if not, hopefully an idol will be played on me and I'll also cause some #drama. Well it's 9:24 and kat made her decision, probably using the idol on Logan. Great. Well Survivor Sequence: Congo, it's been fun. I know there gonna be a prejury buyback/outcast twist in store with this whole powershift/takeover twist tho, so y'all haven't seen the last of me!! Nic ur a hoe for causing this much unnecessary DISSENSION and FLOPPERY so early in the game, like wtf are you? it's not even close to merge yet! Ugh. Ily hoests for being so iconic I wish I could've stayed longer to play yalls game <3!! Well yeah ok bye bye now rip me! I honestly feel bad about voting for Derrick :( but I know it's the only slight possibility of a chance that I have of staying in this game, so I have to jump on it if I'm being smart, but idk :( Maybe it's for the best I'm leaving because this makes me sad :c the season seems like it's gonna be iconic but I feel super defeated so idk what I can do.   If the ppl of my tribe do vote me out they're being so stupid just blindly following everything Nic says they're being like those idiot people you see on tv survivor who blindly follow villains like Boston Rob or Russel and whoever stands up against them (aka me) gets voted out by them and their mindless sheep. UGH FUCK YOU MINDLESS SHESP!! LMFAO that typo I'm living. 

Also Genki are you a leak? Are you a rat? Or are you a real bitch? Lmk pls I'm hoping you're a real bitch

A summary of this godforsaken tribe full of emotional paranoid inactive dumbasses: 

I like these people: 

 Pippa: I'm so glad I kidnapped her, she's like the only thing I like about this place. She's good at challenges, I trust her, and she's totally logical and loyal.

Carolanne: Honestly so logical and unemotional. What a great gal. We both agreed that Derrick should be the one to go as opposed to LITERALLY EVERYONE ELSE. 

The problem comes with the rest of these Sankuru folk: Nic: The innocent one of the dumbass trifecta. The first mistake he made was naively tell Jaiden his entire bootlist which included JC. Overall, he's fine. Just for some reason, he annoys people. 

JC: The emotional one of the dumbass trifecta. WOW WHAT A GUY. I guess it's understandable that he pushes for Nic after he realizes that Nic said his name. BUT DUDE. First we say in the 4 person chat "Don't tell Kat". What does he do? Literally tells everyone to vote Nic, AND EVEN KAT WHO AIN'T EVEN ON THIS DAMN TRIBE. Granted, she has the idol but we explicitly said not to tell Kat. His punishment: Jaiden alpha male status gets threatened and wants to vote JC out. 

Jaiden: The tippity top of the dumbass trifecta. He's paranoid, strategically unwell, and targets his fave alliance members. First Nic because he tells him that he wants JC out. BUT THEN HE TELLS JC. What the actual hell? Why would you turn your alliance members against each other???? I do NOT understand him. He needs to go soon because I'm close to him. And who does he end up targeting? The people that are close to him. Why? I don't know.

Derrick: LITERALLY THE BEST TARGET BECAUSE HE TALKS TO NO ONE AND IS TERRIBLE AT CHALLENGES. But he is ignored, because Nic targets JC. Jayden "likes Nic", but goes ahead and tells JC anyway. He also tells JC that Nic wants Carolanne gone, which is a lie. I do not know what Jaiden is trying to accomplish. JC gets mad at Nic, and wants him gone 120%. Jayden is stressed because he doesn't want to vote Nic. Targets him anyway. Uh oh, Now JC tells people to vote Nic? "That's no good" thinks Jaiden, despite the fact that Nic is the vote. "I need all the power even though it's still pre-merge" thinks Jaiden. "LET'S TARGET JC". Then Kat is going to play the idol on JC? "What to do? I'm so confused. Who caused all this chaos?" thinks Jaiden. Let's vote Derrick. THANK GOD THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE THE VOTE IN THE FIRST PLACE. 

Logan: She cool, I just don't know where her head is at unfortunately. 

Katie: Also basically the same.

AHHHHHH

WTF IS GOING ON

[survivorcongo]

Episode 3: "I heard yes lol" - Katharine

Why must they do this to me?! I'm literally swapfucked! I haven't talked to the people on Kenya. Everyone I like is on the Sakura tribe in Jaiden, Genki, JC, Nic, and Carolanne. Those are the people I've talked to and liked. The only person on my tribe I've messaged is Drew. That's it!! I'm screwed. Don't worry baby, Imma turn this around. Hopefully. #PrayforRob

Okay, I'm bugging out. I don't know HOW I got so lucky with the tribe that I'm on right now, but I did. I also don't know how I'm going to freaking work with this One World twist at play. My tribe alone is awesome, because I have 5 people that I'm tight with and 2 people I haven't said much to. Those people can get taken out next and I'll not worry much about it, because they're basically loners. As long as I don't make the move to get them voted out, I'm never going to be their target. My first order of business is to pull something together with Genki and JC and add them to the alliance with Nic and Katie. I know that they're going to want to target Logan at the first vote we go to, so I'm going to try my hardest to get Logan to talk more to Nic and Genki in particular, because I totally think that they're more likely to take aim. This One World twist means that I might have to pull strings in order to keep my other allies safe -- Jake, Rob, and Pippa in particular. They're on a tribe of people that I haven't said much to at all and I'm worried that they'll get eaten alive. Kat is going to once again go hardcore after Jake and that's super nerve-wracking to me, because I'm pretty sure she's going to get taken out next. Which honestly wouldn't be the end of the world!! If she goes, then Logan is safe as can be from being voted out... I kind of wish they were switched around, but.. you have to make do with the hand you've been given.

i love my tribe. it's perfect. me/katie/jaiden are already an alliance. jaiden has ties w/ jc and we can also bring in genki for a five person alliance.

I'm still sick AND HUNGRY but I can't eat or else I'll poop everything back out in five minutes!!! UGH!!!!! 

I still haven't said a word to Derrick and like. I guess it's gonna stay that way for now because he isn't talking to me either. It's funny because I literally expect him to message me first since I sent him a contact request, even though clearly it ain't happening. I have no idea what his strategy even is and it's obvious that he's playing the game and likely submitting confessionals too. But what does he have to talk about??? Nic is also starting to become more of the leader of our alliance which is SO GOOD OMFG. I'm dialing back the strategy and social skills that I tend to overuse in games because I want to try and play this game different I guess! No more Chaos Jaiden and I already got my adrenaline rush by taking out Ace at the first tribal. 

I'm gonna try and shield myself with two hella good players like Nic and either Katie or JC. They're immediately known as being overly strategic and physical competitors, and while I like to think of myself as being both of those things, I'm not as good as they are. That's why I think I need to build a case to KEEP JC around, because he's literally...so good at this game... and if people want to take out a threat, they'll take him out before they take me out. Then again, you have to think about allies and I think that everyone here is very loyal. Particularly Drew and Monty; they're super good too but for a different reason and that's because they're likable and people want to align with them. I kind of hope that they get voted out before I ever have to play with them but we'll see I suppose :x

I’m me apparently being “the target” yet surviving not 1 but 2 tribals, 1 of which i was literally asleep before during and after for, after not campaigning really at all. thats sad huh. well maybe i can actually start playing the game now hehe :P hopefully the uncharted heauxs don’t flop

OK SO IM BUZZED SO DIS DA PERFECT TIME TO WRITE A CONFESSIONAL!! Ace leaving? Beautiful (srry ace) but like honestly I don't like ppl blatantly pushing their agendas on me and ace literally didn't speak to me til he wanted my vote against Sam so...no. And I think if I did vote with them for Sam that that would've been majority as Drew and the others would've voted that way too, but when they knew I wouldn't be in the voting bloc they dipped. Oops! Maybe I'm being egotistical but oh well?!! It's not really egotistical bc my opinion wasn't important my number was important, they needed my number to add for majority. I also wonder who made the other votes that weren't for Sam or Ace during that tribal? Anyways, great thing that I stood my ground to vote Ace because it was a double Tribal!! And Sam(that was her name right?) walked right off the island akahzbzbz.  Omg and it was so messy because ok like I woke up the day of Tribal at 6:50am to go to school, then at 3:40 I left to stop off at home, getting there at 4:40ish and at 5ishi left to go meet my friend and take pictures. And like thank god I sent my ace vote 6ish pm that day because my phone died shortly after!!! And then I get home at around 11:50 and put my phone to charge as soon as I get home, and when it turns on the tribe is a mess!! There are so many messages in the main chat and Drew hmu with some ambiguous shit!! But then again it made sense when I got the context way later but just coming in with no context it made no sense!! APPARENTLY THERES A DOUBLE TRIBAL, DREW WON IMMUNITY AND OPENED PANDORAS BOX. I get some tea from the main chat and drew tells me to vote sam. I ask the uncharted alliance and a few other ppl who they're voting and they all say Sam so I'm like ok I'm gucc with that. I vote Sam with like one minute to spare and girl is sent packing!! I'm ok with that too bc home girl never messaged me. Dueces bby!!! And like I'm hella happy drew opened pandora's box because it makes things go quicker like we just did another elim BUT THEN AGAIN IT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE WE'RE MOST PROBABLY GONNA HAVE A BUYBACK AT SOME POINT OR OTHER ESPECIALLY AITH ALL THESE TAKEOVERS

Being divided is stressful! Im not very close with the people in my new tribe. Hopefully I can get a good score on the new challenge and help my team out!

TRIBE REVIEW 

Overall, this is a pretty cool tribe. That's great in many obvious way,s but it's also somewhat of a problem. Optimistic pessimism! Carolanne: We were in the same 4-person group with Logan and Drew for the first Ace and Sam votes. Strategically, we are connected to the same people even though we don't talk 1 on 1 that much. She also slayed the challenge, giving me hope that we have good challenge strength in this tribe.

Derrick: DERRICK, THE ULTIMATE PROBLEM. first of all, he's in another season that I'm in and we're strategically on opposite sides. He's also quiet and not very good at challenges, leaving us circumstantially able to be close, but not close after all. If he wasn't on another tribe with me at the same time he would be so much easier to deal with, but, right now he is not my fave to say the least. Not because he's a bad person, but just because I'm afraid of the rivalry we create from Zootopia might transfer to Congo. GAWD.

JC: YAY! Even though I wasn't fully sure of him when I first saw him, he told me that he really got good vibes from me and wanted to work with me pre-tribes. That may be total BS and he may be saying that to everyone,  but based on the convos we had in the beginning I can believe it. 

Jaiden: My opinion of him still stands from the beginning. 11/10 would recommend as a friend, 4/10 as a strategic partner. He's both. idk how to deal with that.

Nic: YAY. wow Jaiden is Nic's fave so I told Nic that him and Jaiden were my faves so we could make a good trio. Let's see how that goes.

Logan: The creator of the iffy 4 person chat/alliance with Carolanne in it. That's good since that means neither of them will turn on me(hopefully). They're also pretty cool.

Katie: Who? 

I'm bummed that Drew, Pippa, and Rob are on the opposite side. I really like those 3 since Drew is the one o\I'm closest to in that 4 person group, Pippa is Winpa Baepa Slaypa, and Rob is challenge beast/socializer. Oh well, I'm ultimately very happy with my tribe. 

Not being able to participate in This challenge sucks major butt. Also APUSH is kicking my ass. More to come...

i'm feeling super good about the game....... i think i can do well

DAMMIT I DIDn'T SEN IN MY SCORE. EVEN THOUGH I DID IT. FUCK. I got 178 if that counts for anything. probably not. Well whoever got the idol better not be on my tribe or I will die

If I get medevaced for the first time ever I will voluntarily bring myself to heart failure in the helicopter so I don't have to ashamedly go back home from this crummy island and disappoint all my family and friends

Uhh...Jaiden comes to my pm's with some tea that apparently my names being thrown around. And I'm not even first on the boot order I'm second! How pathetic. He told me that "people on the tribe" are saying the order should be Derrick>me>carolanne/Logan. Um exsqueeze me? I asked why he said bc I'm a threat. I asked how he said bc apparently I have connections with the other tribe. I said *bitch whereee???* he said he didn't know smh. He said how he told Nic I may have relations to pippa and Jake which was messy imo because honestly I've established 0% of a game working relationship with pippa or Jake I barely spoke to them, I spoke to Katie, Nic, Genki and Rob more I'm shook! Like hoenestly, I don't see what Nic has against me. Then Jaiden tells me how Nic thinks I'm some super-strategist but that Nic is actually the one playing strategically and might be threatened by me?? I walked into the Sankuru tribe with Nic and he was just like omg pretty girl? Let's go after her!! Ugh so annoying. But part of me feels like Jaiden might just be stirring the pot a bit..like I feel like he came into this game with a different strategy than other games and like he's just trying to do something...I don't know what, but like some kind of scheming? Idk. Jaiden if this info you fed me is fake I'll decapitate you.

This game is getting good! I'm shook. I honestly don't know what's going on though, nobody talks that much, RIP. 

Alright, so like I slept on it and I'm thinking, why don't I make an alliance of four with Carolanne, Derrick and Logan, we all vote Nic, it ties 4-4, and I work to flip Jaiden on the revote and make an alliance of 5 with all of us, or an alliance of 4 with Jaiden, Genki and Katie. Then, let's say the idol is played on Nic then it's all good, Derrick leaves because the vote is split. Idk like, I didn't want to play this aggressively at the start of the game when we're going to only our THIRD tribal, but I feel like Nic is forcing my hand. I need to strike preemptively before he even gets the chance of taking me out when he has more numbers after taking out Derrick. And I mean I could always make a f4 deal with Jaiden, Logan and Carolanne after voting Derrick, but Jaiden and Nic have a very close bond, that's already confirmed, and idk if it trumps Jaiden and I's allegiance. I'm not planning on leaving prejury that's so unclassy and not cute, I haven't left prejury since my first game uncharted, and that was first boot! The only thing I'm afraid of is Jaiden's backlash..but I mean like I'm gonna have a majority of 4 if we take out Nic so if he doesn't like it he can suck it!! But then let's say the idol is played on Nic I'm def gonna have to do major damage control with him. I can already see myself playing the game I played in aeolian which was messy af which I don't wanna do but like do I have a choice?! It also sucks because personally I like Katie and Genki more than I do Derrick, Carolanne and Logan (though I do actually like Carolanne, it's just hard to hold a convo with all three of them) but I need to do what's best for my game, and honestly an alliance of all 1. inactive people and 2. misfits like myself, would be good to bring to the finals ajxhxhx, and may give me votes if I make FTC. See Nic got me so fucked up that I'm stressing about FTC when it's like f16!! Fuck. And what makes things worse is that I'm literally trying my best to have more frequent convos with Carolanne, Logan and Derrick so that way we have some foundation of a relationship before we possibly lose this immunity and have to go to tribal, but like they barely reply!! I SENT LOGAN LIKE THREE MESSAGES OF HEY IN INCREMENTS OF LIKE TWO DAYS EACH AND SHE DIDNT REPLY TO ANY UNTIL TODAY. Then when I try to start off a convo she goes ghost again, ONLY TO REPLY IN THE TRIBE CHAT A MINUTE AFTER I SENT MY MESSAGE, then messages me like 20 minutes later. Smfh. And if someone like Nic or something TRIES to pull some shady shit like leaking our plans for this comp I'm definitely goin off.

I am terrified going into this tribal. 

I love the stress of this, honestly, I'm a sucker for pain

So honestly all I heard is Derrick is going. But JC heard from someone he won't tell me who, that I am third on Nics list after we voted off ace over him in the first Tribal. I think it'll be Derrick but at least I know to watch out for nic in the future.

omg sorry Sydney but thank you for being evicted from the big survivor congo household 

Okay so the new tribe split is like eh. It worked out cos my four that I was working with originally is now split 2 and 2. We won immunity but ms Sydney got her ass evacuated so it didn't really even matter which honestly is irritating. The only good thing is that I only need a block of four for majority as opposed to a block of five. So there's drew and I for sure and then ms Katharine has been talking with me a lot and I can tell she either like has a crush on me or wants to be my friend because she's been divulging and talking to me a lot even from lien the first round she would tell me where she thinks the vote is going or like how she feels about everyone. And today, she told me she won the reward comp and won the idol so I'm like yas trust me girl tell me everything use that idol on me. I didn't actually say that but you know that would be cool. I still feel cool about Monty but him not submitting makes him a target. In my ideal world Katharine drew Monty and I would vote out Jake for being inactive within the tribe but I could see a hard push for Monty and I wouldn't fight too hard against it

Okay so I told Nic about JC being aware of the plans to blindside them! I knew that Nic may have only talked to me and Katie about this, so of course I'm gonna let Katie take the fall. Sorry friend :( In Nic's mind, someone leaked information to JC that he wants to vote them out. So of course I told him what he DOESN'T want to hear, and that he's literally being targeted by our entire tribe minus Genki and Katie. I just really love causing chaos okay rlfakendoskd Nic totally doesn't believe any of this shit but that makes it much more fun for me because then he actually gives me a reason to turn on him. I have the bullet in the chamber and I can seriously fire it whenever I want to, but it's so much more fun to make him paranoid. I swear that I'll never truly turn on him, my little confessional textbox. I just want to make him think that I will. I'm fine with making him mad at me for the time being, and honestly I love making his game crumble at his own feet every single day. What he doesn't know is that this makes him look like he's doing so much more than he truly is, and even if I get taken out for doing exactly what I'm doing, at least he takes the credit for my moves. Nic is my closest ally, even when I hurt him.

Um I accidentally triggered an instant tribal. I kind of knew that a Pandora's Box twist would be an instant tribal, it's not like it's the first time that twist has been used. But honestly, they put a cipher in front of me and told me to solve it. That shit is fun! AND THEN I THOUGHT CONNOR was like giving us the Porn version of Rick Rolling when I translated "Put your head inside my big black" so I panicked and Google'd it. It's cool, it was just a weird song.

Then tribe split happened. Let me break this down for you. 

People I've been putting in genuine effort to connect with in the interest of getting/working with friends: Colin, Carolanne, Genki, JC, Katie, Nic, Rob, Derrick People on my tribe: Colin, Rob. My life could have been SET on that other tribe but instead work had to be done. Now I have an alliance chat with Colin, Rob, and Katharine, and since Sydney struck out, four is all the majority we need. And since Katharine already confided in me that she got the Haumaru Idol, she was a good choice for a 4th. Colin had worked on getting close to her while I worked on Rob and then we brought the whole thing together. I still haven't decided if Colin or Rob is my #1 here. Colin knows more about my game right now since we're in the other alliance chat (which is now cross-tribal) together but Rob seems to have fewer people, he's someone who probably wouldn't push things in a completely different direction. Besides, Colin probably already has his #1 in Carolanne. But oh well. That's a long ass ways away. If this can just get me to merge, it will have served its purpose.

Okay Rob, you either wanna get me out, or be my ally. No one (except for me) talks to ANYONE out of the blue. It just doesn't happen. I still don't feel confident in this game but I'm really glad I won that battle. I knew Nic knew how to play and I just did what he wouldn't do. It was really quite simple. Anyways, I really wanna win this $100 and I think I'll do anything to get it. Even if that means breaking friendships. I'll buy you an "I'm sorry" cake with my win.

I have made two alliance groups, one from my team one the other, i love them and i feel pretty safe atm. I dont know what im gonna do with my idol yet

hehe i guess that strategy worked bc i won the battle. and my tribe won. which doesn’t matter bc some flop got med evaced. at least it wasn’t me tho lmao. anyways there were like 5 moments in the past 48 hours where i thought my tribe was going to tribal and i was getting out considering i haven’t spoken in the chat more than once but thankfully we safe for now at least. i just want to make the effing merge. but i also want 100 dollars. so i better start actually playing.

ya wanna know how messy I'm being? I voted for someone who wasn't even in the game. Beyond that, I'm now good with more than half of my tribe specifically Colin drew and pippa. More to come later when I have more time :)

[survivorcongo]

Episode 2 - “WHAT IS THIS BOXY MADNESS” - Pippa

we pulled that off!!!!

ace is super nice, and i wouldn’t have ever voted for him if he didn’t target me.

i’m gonna consider this a win in my, katie’s, and jaiden’s books. next target for me would probably be kat or logan. they’re obvious super close, and i think once we vote out one, we can use the other as a number.

this instant tribal!!!!!!!!!! wow. i think the plan is sam.. sadly. i like her, but if i learned anything, its to not come on too strong. especially with a vote this early where things could change in an instant. 

i feel like she’s a number on my side, but its what other people want. i’m thinking after this we get put on tribes, and hopefully from there i can gather numbers.

I really thot that there would be a double tribal and I’m honestly not surprised that we do. It’s been a fucking CHAOTIC couple of minutes and I’m just gonna go with the flow and vote out Sam this round. Sucks to suck but!!

I AM SHOOK

WHAT IS THIS BOXY MADNESS PLEASE

Round one down, and now we’re voting for same cos I don’t talk to her. I’ve talked with my four of Carolanne drew genki and me and Katharine told me everyone’s voting out Sam so this should be smooth sailing for me 

I have made friends and allies now! Everyones voting sam this round…. But what will happen when all the no talkers are gone!!! 

I WAS SO CLOSE TO WINNING THAT IMMUNITY!!!!!

It’s funny because Logan put in the chat after the challenge was revealed

[9/6/16, 8:15:14 PM] Eryn Elyssa: i am DYSLEXIC 

[9/6/16, 8:15:17 PM] Eryn Elyssa: THIS ISNT FAIR CONNOR 

because I am also dyslexic but still got second best :P

WHO WROTE THIS

OH MY GOD SECOND TRIBAL AND ALREADY A PANDORAS BOX TWIST? Not going to lie I kind of love it but I’m also terrified considering I don’t even know anyone yet. I just have to hope my name isn’t out there. So far I’ve heard sam and jake thrown out there so I’m keeping my fingers crossed its one of them, but I don’t even know how I’m voting yet.

What?! Another tribal council?! AND I DON’T HAVE IMMUNITY?!! This sucks, we have to immediately vote someone else out, i just really hope it’s Sam. i would’ve preferred Sam to go first over Ace. I want to avenge Ace, so getting rid of the person he voted for would be awesome.

TRIBAL HOW ICONIC. watchu gonna do when you really love Drew

Literally it’s just sam. like. If she pulls out an idol or something all of us are screwed but honestly. it’s her. or him. I DON"T EVEN KNOW THEIR GENDER. farewell sam you might be missed(not likely)