'That's kind of how I feel about Ben. Sometimes I forget we're only cousins. I always wanted a brother, but my parents weren't able to have another kid after Gigi.'
'I hope you won't take this the wrong way,' I say after a beat, 'but it's funny when I see you guys together.'
He leans against the trunk and eyes me curiously. 'Why?'
'I guess it's because you're so different. Ben is so cheerful and friendly, and you're...'
I search for the right words. The ones I choose now don't match the ones I would have used just days ago.'
'You're quiet, more reserved.'
James smirks. 'You know, I could say the same about you and Grace.'
I open my mouth to deny it, but nothing comes out. He's right. Grace and I are pretty different. He smiles and pushes himself off the tree, and we start walking again.