welp. tomorrow's the big day.
i had always wanted so desperately to act-- theatre had always been my life, and then there came musical theatre. and then after that, i began writing my own plays and producing them and finding every opportunity to act, but it wasn't enough. it was never enough.
i soon got the chance to audition for a web series, and boy did that ever take off fast. so fast, actually, that a spin-off series was also made not soon after. wherein i was the starring female.
i got the taste for semi-professional acting in front of a camera, and i just wanted more, more, more!
aaaaand so here i am today. a couple years later. shivering and worrying myself sick over tomorrow.
because tomorrow is the first day that i work on a professional set. with professionals. with celebrities.
someone tell me that i'm not going to fuck it up somehow.
even if it's just "walk from here to here" fifty thousand times, i always have a habit of making myself out to be a fool. i'm clumsy. i've got anxiety.
but i also have a dream, and through Hell and high water, i'm going to make it.