hiii thank you hon <3 // (oc interview questions)
1. Who makes up your family? How close are you to them?
"i'll spare you the frivolities and titles that make up the lamburn family name," taber responds, her tone carefully even. "high lady astrid and lord ciro, my mother and father, as far as anyone else knows, never had a child, so i won't bore you with more details about them. my cousins: high lady judoc, lord felix, and lady bryndis. i am... doing what i can to show judoc compassion, now that we can see ourselves on even footing. it hasn't been easy, however, given our history. bryndis, unfortunately... well. she was killed.
she takes a steadying breath, and when she speaks again, her tone gets lighter: "felix was the one member of the family i was close to at any point in my childhood; he went out of his way to befriend me, and to be consistently kind to me. we're still close, to the point that he's helped me on more than one occasion with the adventures i've gotten myself caught up in, without a second thought on his part.
"i haven't mentioned deniel yet. my junior by twelve years, the son my parents had in secret. ...we never had the chance to get close when we were living in the lamburn estate. in the span of just a couple of months, however, i think deniel has started to come into his own. i feel like i'm meeting him for the first time, when he and i talk. ...i'm eager to see who he becomes as he gets older."
2. Who is your best friend? Tell us about them!
"oh, well..." she looks down slightly and smiles, seemingly pleased with herself. "other than felix, i think i would say i've two best friends. aracelli, and belasco.
"aracelli is possibly the steadiest person i have met. she's exceptional in a crisis, and it seems she surprises herself sometimes with her own wisdom. she and i have understood each other many times on... yes, i would say it is on personal matters. not to mention, i envy her skills in combat. i have never been good at archery, and here she is." she gestures as if demonstrating something. "with a bow she made herself, also. she is very impressive.
"belasco, meanwhile... he is more difficult to describe. i think we understood each other better earlier into our friendship, in an odd way. ...we're very different people, ideologically," she admits. she shifts in the ensuing quiet. "i think his perspective is valuable to me, however. perhaps having someone who cares about me the way he does, yet still challenges me on occasion, is good for me. i trust him."
3. What is your favorite childhood memory?
"well... there have been a few good moments i think fondly of." she blinks and looks up -- it seems like she needs a moment to think about a specific memory -- but her face lights up after a moment, and she smiles softly. "ah, i know. i did not have tutors to teach me how to fight; what i know now, either i taught myself, or i was taught by felix. we used to spar often, usually with practice weapons.
"he used to be able to defeat me very soundly; he was my teacher, after all. but he favoured a light blade and quick movements, while i was much better at attacking head-on. i got very good with heavier swords very quickly." her shoulders shake as she laughs quietly. "he didn't get better than me until we tried to fight with staves. he surprised both of us when he was able to put me on my back again.
"but my point remains: with a heavier blade, i am better at fighting than the man who would later be given a title for his prowess." she squares her shoulders, her chin raised slightly with pride.
4. What is your least favorite childhood memory?
her expression falls completely. she shakes her head, dispelling the ease in her face. "...there are more least favourite memories than favourites, i'm afraid. hmm... overall, it's difficult to think of just one memory. judoc was... consistent in her dismissive, condescending treatment of me from the time we were young. i understand she had been upset and jealous of me, now, but back then... well, the reasons hadn't mattered then, and i suppose they don't matter much more now."
5. What is your favorite thing to do in your free time?
"well, i've always enjoyed reading. it's fortunate that i have such easy access to a robust bookstore in fallhaven. otherwise... well, when given the opportunity, i do enjoy just being able to take a walk. i've taken some long walks in the past, just wandering to see where i end up. it's been lovely."
6. What’s the hardest thing you’ve ever had to do?
"hm. once again with the difficult questions?" she observes, a single humourless laugh in her voice. "hmm... the hardest thing... as one answer, i would have to say that my paladin trial was very emotionally taxing. seeing two other versions of yourself, the sort of people you could have become had you made different decisions... it's the sort of event that makes you very aware of who you are as a person, and what you're capable of. it didn't help that i truly did not know what i was getting myself into. i had barely been religious beforehand, so to be given such a deeply personal trial was quite the shock. it must be known, i don't regret doing it, nor would i have changed a thing."
7. Who do you look up to?
"felix," is the answer that comes out of her mouth almost immediately. more bashfully, she adds: "...i always have. he's always had a good sense of right and wrong, always known what he was capable of, always been good at talking to people and making them feel welcome... myself included. if i'm honest, i know i would not be the person i am today without his influence."