#grayson--graves

[grayson--graves]

Today marks my 10 year anniversary with my wonderful partner. 10 years! How time flies. I still remember the day they asked me to be their partner. I had never felt so happy.

We have been through so much together, good and bad. I am so glad that we made it through it all. Somehow we managed to come out stronger and more sure of ourselves. I don't know where I would be without them but, I do know that my world would be much darker and much colder. I certainly would not be the person that I have become either.

They are truly an amazing person and I'm still just as in love with them as I was 10 years ago. I hope to have many, many more years and happy memories together.

I love them more than anything and I always will.

[grayson--graves]

Listen, if you are one of the people that buys up every single plushie or figure as soon as they come out, then sells them on Ebay or mercari for more than 10 times their worth, you are in fact an asshole and I hate you.

May your personal collection get destroyed and may your inventory gather dust.

[grayson--graves]

I don't think I have ever been more sure of being autistic than I am tonight. Of course I already knew, and have for a while, but still. I took a bunch of the tests because I was curious about my scores, and my scores are so high that I'm laughing at myself. It's so funny to me now that I ever thought I was neurotypical.

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Partner and I got the new Pokémon Snap for my birthday and it is everything we could have hoped for!

I love it so much! It's so cute and exciting. It's also such a relaxing game. I'm really enjoying playing it.

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Feeling a bit more myself today for some reason. Its been a long time.

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I woke up anxious this morning and have not been able to shake it. I tried eating, cleaning, watching tv, writing, laying down, and none of it has helped. It's sitting in the center of my chest too and it's getting on my last nerve.

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I love it when I have good ideas AND remember to write them down for later.

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I was feeling pretty awful earlier but I feel much better after a video call with my partner.  I also feel better after eating some mochi ice cream and watching Rugrats while wearing my new Rugrats themed pajama pants.  

Now I’m happily writing away while I listen to Here’s a Health to the Company from AC4: Black Flag. 

Tonight is a good night.