Self esteem is the value you see yourself having in the world (aka in relation to humans and other living things). - Confidence is action based. That you can succeed at something (tasks, goals, etc). - It wasn't until till last night, that I realized I have enough confidence to supply even the most cowardly of individuals, but my self esteem? Well, that's a whole other ball of yarn that needs to be untangled. Especially when it comes to individuals who are within my inner circle. - When it comes to my inner circle, That lovely fear of self-doubt sets in. My inner self esteem demon thinks that a person sees & knows who I am, therefore that person now has a perspective I can't control. So what do I do? Bend and compromise who I am, to over compensate for that "perspective". Doing and saying things my self-esteem demon tells me, in hopes that these people stay in my life or like me more. AKA creating false situations or problems. Very unhealthy and fucking exhausting! Can we say anxiety anyone?!?! My badass go getter mentally, quickly becomes a doormat people pleasing jackass! - So why can't I continue my badassery when I I allow people to get to know me? Well, I know the answer to that And that's something I'm working on. - I want greatness in love, life, my connections with people, career and so much more! To do that, I've got to do the gnittt gritty is work. Dig up those old demons that have been hiding in the tiniest of crevices of my personality. - For me it starts with shining the brightest light on that demon. To share with the world that Not everything is always as it seems. For someone out there to see they aren't the only one living and learning from their wounds. - Cheers to addressing the big ugly demon in our lives! - >>>--->>🏹❤️👸🏻⚔️🛡☕️🎶👹😇⚔️ - #wednesday #greatnessstartswithin #spotlightthatdemon #workingonme #confidencecode