How’d you get into fanfiction?
What’s your favorite part of writing?
What’s the most difficult part of fandom? How do you deal with it?
Hi lovely!! Thank you for the ask <3
How’d you get into fanfiction?
*old lady voice* I stumbled into the world of fanfic almost 20 years ago... it was back in the days of one-episode-a-week TV shows, so I was hanging out in forums that discussed the events of weekly episodes and what would come next... In one of the forum posts, someone mentioned an author who wrote weekly drabbles for one of the show's ships. I followed the link, and that's how I fell down the rabbit hole found Fanfiction.net.
I had been writing (unfinished) stories for years, but never shared them before. Until, six years ago, in the middle of my obsession with Drarry, I decided to give fanfic a 'serious' go. I wrote and posted my first finished fic on ao3. To make this long story even longer, I was inspired by sebastianL (author of one of my favorite fics ever), who'd explained on tumblr that he'd written the whole fic first before posting it chapter by chapter. Knowing that was an option was an eye-opener for me. I'm not sure I would have been brave enough to post something as I wrote it!
What’s your favorite part of writing?
I really love being fully immersed in a longer writing project. I love the sensation of living in the world of a story for the time it takes to write it! That's why I'm a 'one story at a time' writer and I don't handle multiple projects well. Coming up with worldbuilding elements, figuring out how every little detail clicks together, is such a satisfying sensation. Like how Healer!Harry thinks of emotions in medical terms (accelerated heartbeat, hormones, physical reactions) in Fire Meet Gasoline.
I also love using settings as a reflection on or metaphor for a character's mindset or their development arc. Draco's house in Burn The Witch that symbolizes Harry's desire for a home of his own. Grimmauld Place in Passing Stranger that is a metaphor for Harry's depression.
Dialogue is also a really fun part of writing, for me. I usually write the dialogue first to get the flow of it right, then add tags and descriptions.
I have mixed feelings about smut: I used to love writing it, but these days it can bore me a bit (as a reader and writer!), unless it's a central part of a character's arc or relationship development.
What’s the most difficult part of fandom? How do you deal with it?
Hands down, statistics and comparison. Everything else (fandom wank, drama, trends that I don't vibe with) I manage to block pretty effectively.
I found a solution for stats, which is an AO3 skin that hides all stats on my fics and other people's (also a great way to come to a fic without preconceived notions of its 'popularity', 100/10 recommend) -> see my tutorial here!
(Negative) comparison is much harder to escape. I still haven't found a way of avoiding comparing myself to writers I admire. I'm learning to accept that it's part of being a writer, and everyone gets those feelings of inadequacy from time to time. When that happens, I actively try to turn those unhelpful thoughts into something productive: I analyze what I love about someone's writing and try to see if I can apply those qualities to my own craft. Reading comments on old fics also helps when I need a boost! It always helps to remind myself that there's room for all kinds of writers in the fandom: the fact that other writers are talented doesn't make me a bad writer, just one with a different skillset and style.