#grey mess

[chromestorms]

grey-mess liked your photoset

 hello friend I can tell you like regina/emma you're just about the only one who follows me who likes my posts which have them lmfao

[chromestorms]

Once you get this you must share five random facts about yourself then pass it on to your ten favourite followers!

hmmmm okay

I’m a frequent lucid dreamer. I think it’s a major part of why I have such an overactive imagination. A lot of my dreams involve superpowers and general things which are basically impossible lmfao and they usually don’t make sense when I wake up and try to string them into coherent events but they’re really fun anyway HA.

My favourite paper that I ever wrote for University involved me talking about how fictional characters were more real than real people (and how they exist on a plane that I only wish people could reach) HAHA god I’m such a fucking loser but yo that paper got me an A in a class with a pretty low average

My eyesight used to be a +1.50 degrees but I’m pretty sure I’m at least at +3.00 or maybe even +3.50 now because I read too fucking much and by read I don’t mean novels I mean fanfiction ugh

I regret not continuing with basketball in highschool senior years because after I stopped playing I just became the biggest lazy ass ever and I’m just so unfit now.

I started watching Once Upon a Time despite being told not to (sorry Charlie) and UGH I REGRET IT SO MUCH god it’s like pulling teeth and I can’t handle it. I got to season 3 episode 4 before calling it quits and I still download the episodes but now I just skip everything except for the Regina parts because she is QUITE HONESTLY THE ONLY ONE WORTH WATCHING ON THAT SHOW ANYMORE

I dunno who else to tag but whoever wants to do it can do so!!!! just tag me in it so i can see my followers' responses okay ;u;

[peachplum-pearl]

[poetry]

I burned all my motivation. Embers replace the spots I loathe.

The smell of smoke filling my lungs. Suffocating is terrifying.

The twisting contorts my soul into the way I want to form it. 

Everything seems to right and justifiable at first. 

Everything seems to hazy and grey afterwards. 

[peachplum-pearl]

July 19, 2011

I hate it when you feel like your soul is constantly missing something vital. 

I hate it when I constantly tell myself I have it all together.

I hate what my heart and mind has turned into. 

Everything is different. 

I used to be a dreamer...until being a dreamer became too difficult. All it does is consume you and you end up feeling empty

Always empty. Always a restless dreamer. Always searching. Never finding. 

And always, always and forever lost. 

[peachplum-pearl]

July 16, 2011

It's hard to process my thoughts and feelings. I have never been good at figuring things out for myself. I have always been the one helping everyone else figure themselves out. Now I don't know anything anymore. Nothing is ever black and white, everything is so grey. It seems that I am never sure of which direction to take. Things are muddled together and my view is swampy. The values I have held in high regard my whole life seem contorted. They don't look the same as they did a year ago. I am slowly fading into my new beliefs, away from what I have been raised around and I am not sure if it is all for the better. I guess you can say, "welcome to the stage in my life called 'growing up.'" Smh man. 

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