#grimside talks

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*is secretly Invader Zim trash* My dad got the variant cover to the first comic. I’m so excited to read it.

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I still can’t believe skylar-sword got to see my ugly mug in real time. It was a good time. :)

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"Just don't let it bother you." Wow! Thank you! A+ advice like I didn't already know that.

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if you're still doing the flower thing: forget-me-not, iris, and violet

I swear if I ever get asks from a prompt, and it is buried under my reblogs, I will dig that prompt back up from the pits of hell. lol

forget-me-not: share a favorite memory

In the seventh grade, there was a new girl that had transferred to our school during almost the very end of the year. During her first day at our school, she was out in the courtyard during recess by herself. I looked at her, and I knew instantly that I was determined to become her friend. She seemed to have a very nice aura about her. I rushed up to her and said hello. I immediately started asking questions about the classes she had. We found out that we both had P.E. after lunch. We bonded through that and became instant friends. The next day, she asked me if I knew what anime was. At the time, I had only seen Spirited Away, so I told her that I kind of knew what it was. She told me that I had to get into it, so I agreed to give it a try. She wrote down an entire list of shows to watch on a piece of notebook paper and gave it to me. When I got home that day, I went on the internet and immediately searched for one of the shows she told me to watch and started to watch it. I absolutely fell in love with the format and style of the shows. Some of what she told me to watch was pretty weird, but I didn’t mind. She introduced me to one of my main interests, and I can’t thank her enough for that. Our friendship lasted a long time. We said that it felt like we knew each other even before we met. It was really cool.

iris: what are you most knowledgeable about?

Random facts, maybe music, or film. I would like to learn more about these things eventually and maybe start a career with them.

violet: who do you feel the most commitment toward?

Anyone that is my friend. They deserve my loyalty. Ultimately though, if I don’t have the support of those people, I become very committed to myself.

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forget me not, daffodil

forget-me-not: share a favorite memory

One time in the sixth grade I was walking with this guy from my history class to lunch. It was a very breezy and sunny day. We weren’t talking very much. There was occasional chatter, but I was okay with the silence. Out of nowhere, he tells me that my eyes are very beautiful. I stopped and looked at him for a second and kind of tried to laugh it off because it actually caught me off guard. I told him thank you, and we continued to walk. The silence now was very awkward and it felt like he wanted to say something else. Since he wasn’t saying anything and because I didn’t think of anything better to say, I decided to tell him that I though his eyes were pretty too. Why would I say that? I don’t fucking know, but it sure as hell did not help the awkward from getting more awkward. As we got to the end of out journey, he said goodbye, and I’m pretty sure we shook hands or something stupid. I figured out later that he actually liked me. I still feel bad for not realizing that, but I really only thought of him as a friend. He was really nice though.

daffodil: top 3 hopes for the future

1. I hope to be happy.

2. I hope I am surrounded by those that I love.

3. I hope that I am becoming and doing the things that I want.

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forget-me-not: share a favorite memory

I had to volunteer at an animal shelter once in order to be in a certain club at school because it was mandatory to complete a certain amount of hours of volunteer work. It was a very crowded and small animal shelter and there was always one hallway that smelled absolutely terrible. After going to the dog

section of the animal shelter and playing with them for a while, I walked through the terrible smelling hallway and went to the cat section. It was a very small room with cat toys scattered about the floor. Opposite the door, there was an entire wall of cages stacked on top of each other where people could pick and choose which cat they got to play with. Some cats had already been let out and it was crowded enough already, so I decided to just play with the cats around me. I was very hesitant at first because I had never worked with cats before, and I had never really had many pleasant experiences with cats in the past. Some of the cats I tried to play with were very mean which made my anxiety really difficult to work with. I don’t blame the cats though because they were more than likely rescued from less than optimal conditions and probably weren’t treated very well. I decided to take refuge at a chair that wasn’t completely covered in cats. Not too long after that, I was looking around at all of the cats and began to try and sort out which ones I should avoid. One of the cats in particular caught my eye and then it started making eye contact with me. I quickly looked away because I really didn’t want the cat to come over, but it slowly started to walk over to me anyway. The cat jumped in my lap, flopped over, curled up in a ball, and began to purr loudly. I was so relieved that the cat wasn’t going to hurt me, so I started to pet it. Almost all of my anxiety was relieved in that moment. It seemed as if the cat was treating me like I was it’s mother. All it wanted from me was attention and love. It was so cute. I begged my parents to get the cat. After some days of great persuasion, they allowed me to have the cat but they found out the cat had a brother. Cats get very lonely when they don’t have siblings from the same litter, so my parents decided to get that one too. Now, I have the sweetest cats in the world, and I am no longer afraid of cats. :D

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Lavender, lilac and lily-of-the-valley!

lavender: do you consider yourself lucky?

I consider myself lucky in the fact that I manage to somehow avoid a lot of bullshit. Even so, those things end up having a direct effect on me. I guess it’s because I take things too personally. I try not to let it get to me. Oh well! I still have all the luck. :::;D

lilac: who was your first love?

I don’t think I’ve had one yet to be quite honest. To me love is kind of the ultimate form a relationship could take. When I am in a relationship with someone, I am interested in them, but I don’t know if it is love until things get more serious. I do, however, care for all of my people that I have been in a relationship with. I’m just not in “love love” with them until something happens. ( I don’t even know what that is yet. lol)

lily of the valley: what words make you happiest?

Love, hearth, home, clean, light, radiant, glowing, ethereal, dearest, darling, lovely, relief, sigh, wistful, frazzled, excited, easy, melancholy, pleasure, satsified, fuzzy, fizzy, warmth, heartbeat, dandelion, wishes, moonglade, dew drops, eloquent, muse, and harmony.

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5?

5: Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.

It was probably the most recent one. I got what I wanted, and I also got to know that my sister would be healthy. The people on here definitely made my birthday special too! Some of the weirdest birthdays are my favorite I guess. :D