What is this blog nonsense about?
So I have recently come across a lot of changes that have been brewing and I thought that I would try and fabricate my thoughts and lessons into words.
I have faced a lot! And haven't we all? So what better way to heal and grow than to share your findings or maybe exchange some with another fellow “growthling”.
What is a growthling? To be honest it is the only username I could get that matched my blog’s purpose- which was to share thoughts and habits of growth in order to become a more fulfilled human being.
What sparked this interest in wanting one word, GROWTH.
I had hit a real shitty dark blob in my path and I so desperately wanted to get out of it. That horrible thing called social anxiety and depression had hit. We were enemies then but I think we’ve made peace now. I felt stuck, trapped into panicky tears and fleeing footsteps. I was alone and I had no feeling of love around me (despite it being overwhelmingly present may I add).
So after leaving to go home early (because I had cried in the bathroom for at least an hour because eye contact and talking had gotten too much), I decided I wanted to change the position I was in.
And I am definitely not a guru. I fail over and over again. But I have learned how to use my failures to my advantage and to not only remove my fear of that failure but to crave the lesson learned from it.