Jul 9
Fuck i want so many books on religion.... i want them all FUCK.... i must resort to watching YouTube essay videos.... its not the same.... i must consume the history of abrahmic religions NOW.....grrr...r.r.r..r.
#i was so focused on my homework#curse you tumblr post that i made that reminded me of my favorite topic ever#grrr.....#why tf is it religion for me#i literally hate it so much#its like literally the one thing you cant talk about without ppl looking at you weird#and its mostly Abrahamic religions for me too#which is just bad on so many levels#1 really... like the most “people did bad things and blamed it on this religion” category of religions ever#2. its just so... white...and colonial... which is kinda point one but whatever#3. a blue haired tranny cant really just... walk around talking about Christianity likr its the coolest thing ever#4. if you talk about religions enough people start thinking your apart of that religion#do you know how many times ive rambled about the history of Christians to someone and tgen had to convince them that im NOT a Christian#90% of this shit is dumb narcissistic white men i am NOT for that#i just want to consume all knowledge about it...#i genuinely watched like minds for the for the templar stuff and later found out they were gay#im so serious#fuck ok ive been rambling in the tags for way too long#bye
