GIRL!STILES YES PLEASE! All of your writing is sooo good, but I picked "how many of the people in your bed are there only because I had you first? The very first, wasn’t I, Genim? No matter how many others you spread those pale thighs for, it will always have been me.”Blood rushes through him, the pound of his own heartbeat nearly drowning out the venom in Derek’s words.“You know what I remember the most? I remember how you were begging me to take you by the end of it."
This is from there's no room for innocence, and there's apparently also no room for capitalization in my fic titles.
The royal AU started as a 100-word response to a tumblr prompt I got, that grew and grew and my brain refused to let die. My main consideration while writing it was "I'm pretty sure they could be meaner. What would be even more awful?" and half the comments from my beta are just "brb crying already/now/forever/i hate you." And then I posted it the day after Christmas. Like you do.
So while I was scrabbling around in the dirt for things that would showcase how unbelievably terrible they are, it hit me. Maybe Derek took Stiles' virginity! And he's going to throw it in his face! Like a fucking asshole!
There were times when I had to stop writing this piece because they were just so mean to each other. But there's something about it, isn't there? Most people never forget the first person they slept with, whether they're deserving of the memory or not. And the way Derek takes that sweet, naive enthusiasm Stiles must have had and twists it into something shameful... ugh, rip my heart out, why don't you?
