I kinda dated this one guy, he was nice, told me that I was pretty and stuff. After about two weeks he kissed me. It was my first kiss but I was… I don’t know. I felt nothing. Then I got home and realized that next time when I’d go out with him, he’d try to kiss me. And I didn’t want it. I felt sick and wanted to throw up. So I broke up with him and I actually felt relief. Now I’m just left thinking that what am I. I mean, I am a girl and I’ve dated a girl before and I enjoyed it much more (but we never kissed).
DO NOT TRY TO LABLE YOURSELF! seriously listen to me, there's no need for you to be 100% sure about wether you're straight, bi, gay or whatever! it's absolutely fine to not know that for certain. it might be that you like girls more but it might also be that you simply didn't feel anything for that one guy. who knows? who cares? just go out with whoever you think you'll like and if it works out great if not that's okay too. but it doesn't matter wether it's gonna work out with boys or girls or both of them or no one. it's your personal freedom to decide who you wanna kiss and who not and you do not need to worry about giving the feelings you have or do not have a name. just let yourself be whoever you are!