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who up letting the guilt consume them‼️‼️‼️

when i was an anxious weeping teen people would usually say to me that i shouldn't worry about most things, because after i became an adult, i wouldnt even remember and I would realize it had never mattered.

and I tried to take that perspective to heart in my early 20s, telling myself "later, you won't be bothered by all this stuff that bothers you now. nothing is that big of a deal."

but the problem is, now i think that line of thinking is horseshit. for one: I have never, ever, let go of anything. I constantly am impeded in my daily tasks by waves of guilt and reevaluation about things I did as a teenager. so that part was obviously just incorrect.

furthermore, why wouldn't the choices I made back then have mattered? of course they mattered. because everything is horribly and sharply interconnected, like a net of tiny, specific needles, and the processes you undergo to construct yourself cannot be undone, even if you decide you need a "new beginning" or something at 24. now i am corrupted and fucked up and if i has just trusted my fear earlier instead of girl powering myself into shame and degeneracy I would be better off rn

#writing this so i can examine it in the morning #guiltposting

>“Don’t scroll past this” >me scrolls past this

I barely want to be alive right now, sorry if I’m out of fucks to give about literally anything.

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my shameful confession is sometimes i just use bases when i wanna draw but im lazy and dont wanna draw but do wanna draw then they never see the light of day because i feel immense guilt

#fellixwrites #vagueposting #guiltposting #is that a term?#idk how tumblr works #but we ball #also hi again tumblr

“It’s okay to feel guilty. But that guilt shouldn’t be the whip we use for self flagellation, it should be the mirror we use to reflect on what we could’ve done differently.”