I’M COMING OUT OF MY CAGE AND I’VE BEEN DOING JUST BAD .
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I’M COMING OUT OF MY CAGE AND I’VE BEEN DOING JUST BAD .
i love sarah ? so so much ???
// another big masterpost of asks i’ve gotten from this beautiful person (the rest are under the cut and commentary is in the tags)
@guncared // this.
crimson eyes are sharp as blades as she scans the text so kindly sent by her boss, the text detailing her next ploy to encourage their customers’ returns. truthfully, she cares naught for such gestures, only playing along for the sake of keeping her job ( though she has no qualms complaining. ) regrettably, the next customer steps into the store far too soon. she cannot quite help the scowl that adorns her face as she turns to them, looking far too out - of - place, far too harsh amongst the gentle hues of the flowers, their quiet elegance.
❝ welcome. ❞ the greeting is gritted out, though her expression remains alarmingly blank – she receives no acknowledgement, however, and while maki has no problem with a lack of human interaction she knows she cannot forego her work.
or, at least, she may have taken such an outlook – had he not lingered in the store, staring at every flower in the store, wandering aimlessly between shelves and never turning to the counter, not even once. with each second that passes, irritation rises, narrowed eyes glowering at him as he wanders the small shop floor. she takes a moment, incredibly brief, to take a flower ( a carnation boasting petals of beautiful yellow ) in her hand, stem twirled between slender fingers.
finally, he approaches, though he is met with no hospitality. barely a sentence is stuttered out, a quiet ❝ what would you recommend – ❞ , before crimson eyes take on an edge of steel, sharpening into blades as the flower is held out, stem extended towards the strange ‘ customer ‘.
❝ take it, and get out. ❞
truthfully, this is the quaintest flower shop he’s ever been to. sometimes, he likes to take flowers home and simply admire them, but he’s realized in recent days that the more cost-effective approach is to admire them in the shop. one of his favourite games to play is to practice description, to describe the flower in excruciating detail, from the colour to the shape of its petals to the angle of the stem. applying symbolism. when they’re freshly watered, he describes the consistency of the droplets.
this time, however, he actually needs flowers. as it turns out, his uncle’s wife’s birthday is today and getting her a present completely slipped his mind. he knows enough about her to recognize that chocolates wouldn’t win her favour. but flowers are elegant and understated, so long as he doesn’t overdo it.
for a moment, he merely stares blankly at the receptionist, who seems to want to kill him where he stands. hasn’t he read about something like this? a girl who looks like she wants to kill you giving you flowers? it’s an archetype... tsundere, it’s called. but people don’t fall in love just like that. she probably just really wants to go back to checking her phone and feels nervous with him around.
her words are clear and yet he has a hard time believing them even as he takes the flower--a yellow flower, its ruffles and colour almost making it seem like a food item, like boiled pasta. “u-uh...” something tells him not to argue. in retrospect, it’s probably the way she’s glaring at him. “o-okay. um... how much is it?”
“i’m guessin’ you have nothing else better to do than stare at everyone with those cold, blank eyes of yours?” not that he had any room to judge, but you could say it was an honest to god genuine question coming from the likes of him. he squinted at her, head tilting to the side ever so slightly as he attempted to figure her out. “don’t you think, i dunno, that’s a bit fuckin’ freaky?”
STARTER CALL // @guncared
006. cuddle
SOFT TOUCHES . // ACCEPTING . // @guncared .
it’s far too early . just a hint of sunlight —— caught & tangled like seagrass in the river of harukawa’s hair , which flows serenely over shirogane’s . glasses askew / nested at the shell of her ear , she anticipates that mid - morning strobe headache of legend .
there are ways of placating it : a warm towel to the forehead , so as not to dally her eyes from the screen ; the scent of vanilla sugar , becoming of a gentler tone ; her arms locked intimately around another to siphon warmth and sweetness and all that which repairs her , inside - out .
she remarks , in her half - roused certainty , that she doesn’t know how this happened . shirogane remembers —— thinks she remembers —— no , she’s positive —— that she remembers last occupying her desk . now sprawled under the covers , harukawa pressed under her arm .
and harukawa , for all her strength in waking , is a gentle sleeper —— the drift of her breath is effortless / eyes stuttering gently beneath their lids as she dreams . not the first time ( and hopefully , not the last ) she’ll wake drenched in shirogane’s sweat ; but that’s a later problem .
for now , shirogane just goes back to sleep .
the third - years' murmurs have indeed reached her ears — undoubtedly what has spurred her on . it takes a moment of thought , though she ends up outside pekoyama's door all the same , box in her arms , a fluffy plush black cat inside . she doesn't linger , leaving the box by the doorway , naught but a note attached to the top letting the sender be known , a simple ‘ happy birthday . harukawa . ’ scrawled across its surface .
never did she imagine her spirits could be so high . ( never knew she had spirits upon which to approve so immensely , let alone … ) pekoyama retires to her room at the day’s close ; thoroughly exhausted , but with an enduring smile .
even so : pekoyama glimpses the package on her doorstep as she approaches , and it impedes her . her hand reaches for her shinai —— to swat it ? she cannot abide complacency , even on such perfect days . her young master’s life is too precious .
but nothing ill comes of it —— nothing at all , for that matter . she perceives harukawa’s tidy scrawl , ( always an instance of suspicion ; of lingering doubt . if not this time , when ? ) pekoyama scoops it up , and slips into her room .
she doesn’t open it immediately : sits ; stares ; unmoving . nothing of it changes from the foot of her bed , and finally , the suspense is too much . a glimpse over her shoulder at a door shut tight —— her fingers , tense , lift the box’s lid away .
—— and finds herself unable to process the gesture . the thing lying in the box ; some relic of a hazy conversation that occurred in the cooler months . ( ‘ should we do something to help it ? ’ / ‘ i would , but i fear i would only frighten it . ’ )
a strange thing to remember —— but harukawa remembered it , all the same . pekoyama reaches into the box , chiding herself for that errant thought that this too will reject you ; it never does . its texture is welcoming to her touch .
soft . so soft , so fluffy ... she wonders if all cats feel as marvelous as this one , if not finer . her fingers drift between its ears —— its face , legs , tail —— a warm , humming contentment stokes in the furnace of her chest .
she will have to thank harukawa later : personally , as vaguely threatening as that word sounds . but that stuffed cat traverses her room over the course of the evening : her desk , as she works ; to her bed , when a pleasant fatigue overtakes her at long last .
@guncared ┆ Do you require assistance with your hair ?
“Harukawa-san, it is not my business to bother,” but how could she not? A child caregiver should have a clean appearance around kids- after all, they loved to grab things and such like that. So the sight of Harukawa’s hair sitting on the floor whenever she took a seat, the way it dragged a little whenever she had bent down to grab something- brought uncertainty into the maid. Even though she cleaned those floors, it was definitely unsanitary to let something like that happen. But did Harukawa even take care of her hair that much in the first place?
“However, I noticed your hair has been dragging across the ground quite often as of recent. While I don’t believe you would like children touching your hair, they are bound to do it anyways, and it would hurt much less if it was brushed and groomed. If you would like, I can assist you in cleaning and brushing it.”